Knock the air out of my lungs

FYI Ben is gender fluid and uses they/them pronouns. Their tiktok is a delight!

getting kicked off love island for just swimming in the pool and not talking to anyone

speaking as someone who found voice training to be a fulfilling and sometimes even enjoyable experience: everyone needs to shut the fuck up and leave trans women alone about our voices forever. treating a woman more poorly than you would otherwise just because you feel some way about the sound of her voice is a fucked up way to treat someone and if you do, you should feel ashamed. i wish i had been allowed to be motivated exclusively by the intrinsic fulfillment of taking hold of my femininity on my own terms. but regardless of whether i liked that process, i mostly did it because I wanted to make it less likely that I'd be discriminated against. and guess what? it worked. i remember the first day my voice passed on the phone. the joy of it was somewhat qualified by the growing and uncomfortable awareness of how much better i had just been treated, confirmation that the friction I'd been feeling was real by way of its sudden disappearance. i *like* the sound of my voice and it upsets me that my favorite thing about it is how well it prevents me from being abused.

"There's no platonic explanation for this" <-you need to be nicer to your friends. Right now

its probably a normal sign for the economy that all of my adulthood fantasies are like "imagine having your own kitchen living room and bathroom to decorate" "what if i could get on a train" "maybe one day i could purchase a sturdy pair of shoes" "i should save and invest in a single bicycle"

i think the angriest ive ever made someone on reddit was when they used an emoji while arguing and i said "What is this tiny yellow picture"

if im careful i could whittle this peanut into sonic

film bros are really watching “twin peaks” when they could be watching “twinks pee”

I draw everything on my phone so it's probably a reason why I feel somewhat inferior to my art peers but I will become better with what I have at my own pace. this art piece is ok there's more I could do, but overall it's decent and I hope to become a better artist soon.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE DOING THIS ON YOUR PHONE

guy currently hurtling toward a migraine at a rate that would impress most astrophysicists: i wonder wgat is happening in my beautiful telephone

I heavily fw bro

sci fi is all about getting so scared and ripping tubes out of yourself. people miss this

sci fi is all about desperately trying to reclaim your violated bodily autonomy. it’s all about asserting that you are a being with agency, and you can choose what happens to your own person, even if that’s ripping tubes out of yourself. and also sometimes an alien is there

beautiful night to listen to sneakernight