chapter 1: jealous!katsuki bakugo x oblivious!reader
synopsis: jealous!katsuki bakugo has started to realize that he has romantic feelings for one of his classmates, oblivious!reader, and just as he's coming to terms with his feelings, his friends find out about his infatuation as wellâŠ
content: mdi â third year timeline, canon universe, playful teasing, friendly banter, complicated feelings, introduction to main character
katsuki bakugo wasnât one to dwell on his feelingsâ let alone romantic ones, though he rarely had those. at eighteen years old, he could count how many crushes heâs had his whole life using just one hand.Â
 one.Â
 how pathetic is that?Â
 itâs clear heâs had other prioritiesâ he still does. being the number one hero is still his main goal, thatâs all heâs wanted since he was just five. but now? now it seems like besides wanting to be the number one hero, he also wants to pursue a certain classmate, romantically.Â
 that classmate being none other than reader.
 he had known her since he started at u.a, having been sat near her since the first day of class. he didnât pay much attention to her at firstâ well he didnât pay much attention to anyone when he started high school, far too egotistical to focus on anyone but himself. but, over the years, especially with the war over, he started to notice everyone more often.
 he started to notice her more often.
 how intelligent she was, even more than he was if they were using test scores. how effectively she used her quirk, and how strong her quirk was at thatâ he didnât praise others often for their quirks but he found reader particularly interesting (and that wasnât just because he found her interesting, or at least thatâs what heâs been telling himself)...Â
 katuki could go on about how he found reader intriguing, and how he slowly developed feelings for her over the two and a half years theyâve been at u.aâ but, it already took him far too long to admit how he felt to himself the first time around. heâs come a long way with understanding his feelings and coming to term with the various emotions heâs been bottling up for so long, but it still wasnât the easiest process for him.
 he was always more of an actions speak louder than words guy anyways.
 right now, his actions consist of staringâ constantly.
 katsuki sat in his seat, listening to present mic drone on about something with that painfully irritating voice of his. but, instead of looking up at the board and giving the lesson his undivided attention, he had his attention directed at the girl sitting two seats away. stupid kaminariâs fat head was in the way but if he leaned forward just a bit, he could get a decent view of her.
 he wasnât creepy though! not by any means! his staring was never perverse or too intense, he just appreciated the look of her focused face as she jotted down notes, paying full attention even though this was just a filler lecture.
so thatâs how bakugo stared at reader in classâ but class wasn't the only place where he stared at her.
 it was much easier to stare during lunch as she was somewhat a part of his friend group, quote on quote.
 the group consisted of mina ashido, denki kaminari, hanta sero, kyoka jirou, eijiro kirishima and katsuki bakugo. they were his closest friends, beside izuku. reader was close friends with jirou so she often sat with the group at lunch, giving katsuki another chance to easily admire her, even talk to her a bit.
 he didn't strike up conversation often but when he did, it was mostly coming from concern, or care, that he covered up with a gruff voice and an uninterested tone.Â
 âyou've been eatinâ rice and pork for the past three daysâ are ya too lazy to cook anythinâ else?â he would ask her with a quiet scoff, observing her bento with narrowed eyes. reader looked up from her food at his comment, quickly shaking her head and reassuring him that she enjoyed the simple meal.
 katsuki wasnât bothering her about her lunch cause he thought plain rice and pork was badâ it wasnât a bad meal, just plain. he was just worried at the fact that she wouldnât enjoy her lunch when it had been repeated so many days in a row. plus, if cooking was a problem, he could easily make her whatever meal he wanted. he was 3aâs best chef and wouldnât hesitate to make reader her daily bentos if she wantedâŠ
 but heâd never offer to just make her food. it would seem far too forward, and he didnât want to make too many sudden moves and scare her off. staring and light conversation would do, for now at least.
 besides class, and during lunch, he also spent much time observing her when 3a had full-class mandatory training periods. her quirk and strength was what caught his eye in the first place, so why wouldnât he enjoy watching her spar with classmates? it always amused him seeing her beat sero in hand-to-hand.
 katsuki stands off to the side, panting quietly as he leans back against the cool metal of the vending machine, catching his breath and taking a deep sip of water after an extensive sparring session with eijiroâ who was standing beside him doing the same. as katsuki's breath steadied, the heaves of his chest starting to slow down, his eyes drifted to the side, finding reader. his head tilts slightly as he watches her spar, laughing quietly while she moves.
 eijiro, now finished with his bottle of water, quickly noticed katsuki's stare directed not at the ground but at someone else instead. when he follows his gaze and realizes that heâs staring at reader, a gentle grin quickly appears on his face.Â
 bakugo is snapped out of his little trance when eijiro roughly elbows him in the ribs, making him jerk forward slightly. his head whips around to glare at the red-haired boy, but before he could open his mouth to yell at him, eijiro spoke up first.
 âyou shouldnât stare at her so much, you look creepy.â he comments bluntly, a shit-eating grin plastered on his face.Â
 katsuki's mouth snaps closed, the tips of his ears starting to turn pink from the embarrassment of being caught practically ogling a friend of theirs. â... âm not staring at her..â he grumbles a few seconds later, turning his head to look off to the side.
 âand âm all might.â his friend snaps back with a scoff not even a second later, making it clear that he didnât believe the other boy for a second. âyouâve been staring at her a lot lately dude, anythinâ ya wanna tell me?â eijiro nudges katsuki in the ribs again, earning yet another irritated grumble from the blonde.
 âi donât have anythinâ to tell you, moronâ so just drop it, ok?â bakugo grumbles, crossing his arms over his chest, tucking his half-empty water bottle underneath his arm.
 ânope, quit deflecting. i know ya better than that man.â kirishima laughs quietly, swinging a heavy arm over his shoulders and yanking him a bit closer, trying to persuade him to open up. ânow, do you have anythinâ to tell me?â
 two years ago, he wouldâve started yelling, shoved his friend off of him and told him to mind his own businessâ but that wasnât him anymore. the war, and his injuries, had really made his attitude far more subdued than it used to be. so instead of shouting and overreacting, he just let out a deep sigh, reaching up to scrub a calloused hand over his face, which was now lightly flushed.
 âi think âm jusâ kind of interested in herâ reader, i mean..â katsuki confesses with a deep sigh, his shoulders slumping in defeat while eijiroâs whole expression lights up with excitement.
 âinterested is an understatement!â he chuckles, yanking him even closer to his side so he can punch at his ribs, again. at this rate, katsuki was going to have bruises littering his chest.Â
 âoi! quit that, will you!â katsuki finally squirms away from eijiroâs grip, gently shoving him off and straightening up. his eyes briefly find reader across the field before they focus back onto his friendâ he just couldnât help it, could he?
 âitâs not like âm in love with her.â he states bluntly, crossing his arms over his chest again. âi jusâ think sheâs cool, that's all.â his gaze drifts across the training grounds, heading back to her like they were magnetized. Â
 âshe is cool. you two would make a good match.â eijiro comments with a gentle smile, his expression softening as he realizes that his friend was still a bit sensitive about his feelings.
 âwhoâs cool?â a third voice questioned.
 when the two boys turned, they saw another friend of theirs, mina ashido, approaching them with a curious expression, clearly wondering who and what they were talking about.
 âno one!â katsuki quickly spoke up, not wanting anyone other than kirishima to find out about his so-called interest in reader.
 âbakugo has a crush on reader.â eijiro announced casually, watching as katukiâs brows furrowed with irritation and minaâs expression lit up with pure joy. âi said it wasnât a crushââ the blonde quickly tries to argue.
 âah! this is so awesome!â mina chirps with excitement, leaping forward to grab katsuki's shoulders. âsheâs the sweetest person ever! i mean, sheâs way too nice for you, but i think you two would look cute together!â she smiles up at him.
 âwha- what do you mean sheâs too nice for me?!â bakugo exclaims, âiâm like the nicest person ever!â he shouts, shaking his head.Â
 âpfftâ whoâs the nicest person ever? cause it sure as hell isnât you, bakubro.â kaminri chimes in as he also approaches the group, coming to a stop beside kirishima, both of them grinning down at bakugo as he tries to wrestle mina off of him.
 âweâre talking about how bakugo likes readerââ mina comments before bakugo screams, continuing to attempt to squirm away from her.
 âquit telling everyone my business!"
 by that evening, their whole friend group, plus izuku, knew about katsuki bakugo's interest, quote on quote, in reader. he wasnât exactly happy about everyone knowing, but what could he do now other than grumble? the cat was out of the bag..
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Years of brutal training. Endless patrols. Rescue missions that left him carrying concrete slabs like they weighed nothing.
A body like his wasn't built overnight.
It was earned.
Still...
You weren't exactly thinking about any of that.
Not when your face was currently squished against one of them.
"...Comfortable?" his voice rumbled from somewhere above you.
You hummed, nuzzling deeper into the warm muscle.
"Mhm."
"...You're usin' my arm like a damn pillow."
"'Cause it is."
A scoff. "Brat"
You were also convinced half of Japan wanted these arms.
The skin-tight hero costume certainly didn't help.
Every interview. Every press conference. Every rescue caught on camera had people online collectively losing their minds whenever he crossed his arms or flexed without realizing it.
Sure you loved his arms but the rest of Japan loved those arms for entirely similar reasons.
The hero rankings practically exploded every time a new agency photo dropped.
Reporters somehow managed to ask the most ridiculous questions just to keep him standing in front of cameras a little longer.
You'd seen the edits.
The thirst compilations.
The embarrassingly dedicated fan accounts.
Sometimes you were pretty sure the cocky bastard made it worse on purpose.
Coming home straight from the agency after squeezing in one last workout.
Veins standing out beneath tanned skin.
Sleeves rolled up just a little tighter around his arms than usual, buttons looking one deep breath away from surrendering.
Just enough to watch your traitorous eyes linger a little too long, smirking like he already knew where the night was going.
But none of that compared to the mornings.
Those belonged entirely to you.
Just with Katsuki.
Soft around the edges in a way the rest of the world would never believe.
Sleep-mussed blond hair sticking up in every direction.
Grey sweatpants hanging low enough to make you question his intentions early morning.
You shuffled into the kitchen, still half asleep, and without a word your hand found its usual place, giving his ass a lazy squeeze.
"Morning, beautiful."
He barely reacted anymore, already used to it.
Just huffed out a quiet laugh beneath his breath, the sound rough with sleep as he continued flipping the breakfast pan.
"Mornin', pretty," he rasped.
Your smile widened.
Naturally, your next move was to latch onto his arm.
Both hands wrapped around his bicep as you shamelessly buried your face into it.
"Hungry," you mumbled giving a playful nibble to his arm.
"For breakfast?"
"...Eventually."
His brow lifted.
You were already staring again.
Your gaze wandered shamelessly over broad shoulders, across his chest, down the defined planes of his waist before settlingâonce againâon those stupidly huge biceps.
He caught you. Of course he did.
That infuriatingly handsome arrogant half-smirk tugged at his lips.
"...See somethin' you like?"
Before you could get another word in, he hooked an arm around your waist.
The world tipped.
One effortless lift-
And suddenly you were sitting on the kitchen counter.
Somehow, he still towered over you.
"...Tch."
He leaned down, lips brushing your ear.
"Greedy little thing."
His hands settled against your hips as he stepped between your knees, amusement dancing in crimson eyes.
"just gonna keep starin'..."
He leaned in, big hands already parting your legs and trailing higher.
"...or you gon' work f'it baby?"
Prohero!Bakugo who had big biceps.
Strong enough to lift cars.
Strong enough to tear through concrete.
Strong enough to save lives.
The rest of Japan admired them because they made him a hero.
àšà§ â Valko was sprawled on his stomach, one arm dangling off the edge of the bed, hair an absolute disaster, ears twitching occasionally at sounds only he could hear. His tail had escaped the covers sometime in the night and lay flopped over your legs like a furry anchor.
It wagged once. Twice. Even in sleep, some part of him always knew you were there.
You'd been awake for an hour already- crept out at an ungodly time to execute your master plan, then slipped back in to wait. The apartment smelled like vanilla and sugar and slightly burnt frosting (you'd scraped off the evidence), and the living room was housing a mountain of wrapped presents you'd been secretly hoarding for weeks.
His nose twitched.
There it is.
You watched his brow furrow, still mostly asleep, processing the unusual scent data. His tail started wagging faster. Then his ears perked up- one, then the other, swiveling toward the bedroom door like little radar dishes.
âMmrphâ A grumble. His arm reached out blindly, patting the mattress until he found your thigh and latched on, âWhy's it smell like... cake?â
âGood morning to you too.â
One golden eye cracked open. Then the other. He squinted at you suspiciously, clearly not trusting his own senses this early, ââS not my birthday.â
âIt literally is.â
He buried his face back into the pillow, âBirthdays are for people who age. I refuse. I'm eternal.â
You snorted and scratched behind one ear. His whole body went boneless, a low rumble building in his chest.
Cheater, he thought hazily. Using the ears against me.Â
âMade you a cake,â you said in the sweetest fucking voice.Â
His head lifted. Both ears now at full attention, pointed directly at you with laser focus.
ââŠWhat kind?â
âChocolate. Three layers. Homemade buttercream⊠There may also be irresponsible amounts of presents. That leather jacket you've been staring at for six months? Those limited edition headphones that sold out in three minutes?" You grinned. "Oh, and I contacted that artist you like for a custom commission- it won't be ready for weeks so you're getting an IOU with a badly drawn wolf on it. Don't judge my art skills."
His tail was going insane now- hard enough to shake the bed. But his face was doing that thing where he tried to look cool and unaffected and was failing spectacularly.
She remembered, he thought, something warm and overwhelming expanding in his chest. Every stupid little thing I mentioned once. She was listening. She planned this. For me.
You didn't get to finish the sentence.
Valko moved fast and suddenly you were pinned beneath him, his weight pressing you into the mattress, his face inches from yours.
âYou,â he said roughly, âare so annoying.â
âRude. I made you cake-â
âThe most annoying person I've ever met.â He kissed your forehead. âInsufferable even.â Your nose. âAbsolutely unbearable.â The corner of your mouth.Â
You cupped his face in both hands.
âHappy birthday, my little wolfie.â
He made a small, undignified sound. His tail drooped. His ears flattened.
And then he buried his face in your neck, arms wrapping around you tight enough to squeeze the air from your lungs, and just... stayed there. Breathing you in.
You held him tighter, scratching at the base of his ears as his whole body melted against yours.
His tail started wagging again- slower, softer.
Best day, he thought. Best person. Gonna marry her.Â
âSo,â you finally said, breaking the silence, âwanna see your presents? Orrrr is it still too early?â
He bit your shoulder. Not hard. Just enough to make you yelp.
âFive more minutes.â He lifted his head, flashing that sharp grin- still slightly watery but getting cockier, âThen presents. Then cake. Then I'm gonna show you exactly how grateful I am. Repeatedly.â
â...It's eight AM.â
âAnd? I've got all day. You gave me three layers. That's at least three rounds.â
âThat math doesn't-â
He dropped back down, pressing a kiss to your pulse point, âMy birthday. My math.âÂ
youâre sitting on the floor, right next to his legs, ignoring him. instead, you have a pad of bright yellow sticky notes. youâre writing silly things on them and sticking them all over his pants.
this human belongs to me.
shiny things collector.
long leg man.
very expensive pants.
sylus dosenât stop you. he just shifts his leg slightly so you have a flat space to write. he looks handsomeâ his silver hair a little messy, dark sleeves rolled up to his elbows and collar open. mephisto is perched on the arm of the sofa, watching you. the mechanical crow lets out a sharp caw and suddenly hops down, grabbing the sticky note pad with his beak.
âhey! give that back,â you yell, reaching for him.
mephisto drops the pad right into sylusâs lap, and flies up to the ceiling, clicking his beak at you in a very smug way.
âi see someone wants to start a fight,â sylus murmurs, a lazy rumble vibrating in his chest. he reaches down and peels one off his leg, reading it with a small smirk. âso, i belong to you, sweetie?â
âyou know you do,â you say, leaving over his knees to reach for the pad. ânow give it back, i have more notes to write.â
before you can scramble and grab it, his hand shoots out. his long fingers, wrap firmly around your waist. with one smooth, effortless lift, he pulls you straight up off the floor. then, you feel the red and black coils of his evol wrapping around you. you let out a gasp as you fly through the air, landing in his lap.
sylusâs rather massive arms wrap around your body, securing your back firmly against his broad chest. heâs so big and warm that you feel completely swallowed by him, your nose buried in the rich scent of his cologne.
âsylus!â you huff, face burning hot.
âquiet down, sweetie. youâve had your fun, now itâs my turn.â sylus says smoothly, his ruby eyes gleaming with mischief.
sylus presses a kiss to your cheek, before grabbing a pen from his pocket. he casually strikes out the âmeâ from the sticky note and writes his name.
then, he sticks it gently right onto your forehead.
âhey!â you laugh, trying to swat his hand.
sylus catches your wrist easily, his voice dropping to a find velvety whisper. he uses his thumb to turn and tilt your chin up, making you look at him.
âthere,â he teases, his thumb rubbing a warm lazy circle into your jawline. âfair is fair. now itâs official. you belong to me too. any objections?â
âyouâre ridiculous,â you mumble, giving up your fight and curling closer into his chest to hide your blushing cheeks.
sylua lets out that low, satisfied laugh, the one you love so much. he tightens his arms around you, locking you into his warmth so thoroughly you canât move.
âgood,â he whispers, leaning down to press a sweet, lingering kiss right over the sticky note on your forehead. âthen youâre staying right here. donât move.â
the shower is incredibly hot and full of steam. the water makes a loud, steady drumming sound against the glass walls, hiding the two of you from the rest of the world.
sylus is sitting back against the marble bench under the spray, looking totally relaxed. you are standing right between his knees, your hands completely full of thick white foam as you work the shampoo into his hair. youâd insisted that you do it for him, and sylus who lets you do anything to him, even if he teases and plays around first, agreed. you take this chance to boop some foam on his nose and poke at his adamâs apple.
âare you actually washing my hair, or are you looking for an excuse to touch me?â sylus purrs, his voice deep and relaxed but has that familiaer teasing note to it, sending a rumblr down your spine.
âkeep talking, sy, and iâll, oh, i donât know, accidentally get shampoo in your eyes,â you reply smoothly, digging your fingers a little harder into his scalp.
sylus lets out a low, satisfied chuckle. his gleaming red eyes close and his heavy shoulders drop. he loves when you touch him. under the rushing water, his large hands rest loosely on your bare waist, holding you steady like an anchor.
once his silver hair is full of stiff, thick suds, you get a playful idea.
instead of rinsing it out, you use both hands to pull all of his hair straight up. you shape the white foam together until youâve big, perfectly sharp shark fin right on top of his head.
âthere,â you giggle, leaning back just a little to look at him. âthe real apex predator.â
sylus slowly open his eyes and looks at you through his wet lashes, realizing what youâve shaped up on top of him. a slow, wicked smile spreads across his handsome face. his ruby eyes glimmer with the heavy amusement you know so well.
âa shark, sweetie? again?â sylus murmurs, because yes, this was certainly not the first, and probably not the last time.
âi think you look absolutely ridiculous. again,â you tease with a big grin, laughing as you lightly tap the fin.
sylus lets out a breathy laugh, his grip on your waist tightening instantly under the water. before you can even try to step away, he easily hauls you forward, pulling your front flush against his solid, wet chest. he doesnât care about the shampoo at all as he buries his face directly into the warm crook of your neck, his messy hair tickling your skin.
ââsylus, stopppp, your hair is going to get ruined!â you laugh, your hands grabbing his shoulders for balance.
ââlet it,â he mutters against your skin, pressing a warm, heavy kiss right against your pulse point that completely steals your breath away. his powerful arms lock securely around your middle, trapping you in his heavy heat. âyou wanted to play, kitten. now you stay right here.â
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darkleb x gn reader. He had always been just that guy you grew up with. The one who stood close and a bit too protective over the people you dated. You never expected it to go this far.
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âYouâre so annoying, Caleb!â You shoved his shoulder as you both walked down the street after school. He pretended to stumble, clutched his arm like he was fatally wounded, which made your annoyance spike. Just for the sake of it, you hit him again. And again.
âOw! Ow! Okay!!â He laughed and caught your wrist. âChill out. My arm can only take so much abuse.â
You grumbled something under your breath and pulled your hand free. But as much as he irritated you and got on your last burning nerve, it never lasted long. Caleb always managed to squeeze his way into your good books again.
Every afternoon, after your last class had rung out and everyone had scattered into the hallway, he would take your pack from the hook and throw it over his shoulder. You protested every time, because you could carry it yourself. It wasnât like it was that heavy, anyway.
He would grab the strap anyway, give you a look until you relented, and grinned triumphantly when you did.
Caleb had always just been Caleb. He was loud and boyish and impossibly hard to ignore. Every room he entered centred around his energy. Everybody watched as he walked, as he made these exaggerated motions with his hands that nearly knocked people sideways.
Nobody could hate him, nobody. He was just that guy who laughed loud and made jokes that everyone could relate to. He was funny, handsome, and unapologetically himself. Thatâs what drew people in.
Itâs what you loved about him.
He was the same boy who played in the mud with you after it rained, who took the blame when grandma got cranky due to all the mess, and he nursed you when you got sick because of it.
You took baths together, splashed away in the water when the world hadnât really sunken its claws into you just yet.
Then you grew up, grew closer, shared the same classes and the same friend group and that was that.
Everything was so easy. It was comfortable.
You shared the same home, got angry at each other, made up the next hour. Sometimes his music would be too loud, or you were talking too loud to your friend during the night.
Then you would play Mario Kart in the living room, hashing out all your annoyances into a competition that could lead to something. When you won, you grinned at him triumphantly. Caleb would sigh and sling an arm over your shoulder, pulling you close as he mumbled an apology.
So then why, why was this happening?
Smoke curled thickly around the room. Plumes of it, black and inky, blossomed against the ceiling. Something hot pressed against the edges of the room as you stumbled out into the hallway.
Confusion hit first, then the destabilising fear.
âCaleb? Grandma?!â Your door slammed shut behind you.
Waves of acrid, rotten fumes hit you hard. It invaded your airways and clogged fresh air from coming in. You gagged against the strain to breath, your eyes watering helplessly as you searched the halls through wobbly vision.
But flames kicked higher, raging like a warring storm that was far from ending.
Your hand smothered your mouth to try and filter out the smoke before it could take its damage. God. Where was everyone?
âGrand⊠Grandma!!â You called again, coughing on your own saliva. Somebody groaned in the distance, weak and vulnerable. Shit, was that..?
âPips!â Caleb slammed through the front door, eyes wild as they searched the kitchen, then the living room, then down the hallway where you leant against the wall with a hand over your mouth. âShit, come on, we need to get out now.â
One hand was clenched, the other reached out for you when he neared. You reeled away, eyes watery and anguished.
âNo, we have to get grandma!â
his jaw tightened. He looked down the hall, flames ate at the walls, charring childhood photos.
âThereâs not enough time.â
Something cracked in your chest at the coldness in his voice. This was their grandmother. The woman who wasnât related by blood but took them in like they were.
Heat sizzled and melted the paint on the walls.
âCaleb.. we canât just leave..â You pleaded, begged, with your eyes, your hands that grabbed onto his shirt, stilling him from turning and leading you both out.
A burst of flames shot forward. Caleb grabbed you and spun you both harshly to avoid the flames. Too close. Way too close. You gasped, clutching onto him tightly. Shaking.
Another groan down the hallway. A cough.
A tear slid down your cheek, hot and burning.
The fire was turning savage, raging against the walls it was contained in. Neither of you would be able to go back and save her. Not if you wanted to leave in one piece.
âWeâre going. Now.â
He pulled you by the hand and dragged you down the hallway. The wooden floors had begun to burn, turning so hot that standing still for too long would start to cook the soles of your feet.
Your grip tightened around his, choking against the acrid invasion of smoke in your lungs. It coiled hot and disgusting in your chest, blocking your airways until the both of you reached the front door and slammed into fresh air and instability.
He brought you far away from the house.
Swirls of orange and red twisted and raged behind the glass until it couldnât take the heat anymore and shattered. An array of speckled glass shot across the lawn.
Caleb pulled you close but the shards never reached you.
âCaleb,â you sniffled, staring wide eyed at the home you grew up in. Your chest heaved up and down in ragged bursts as you sucked in the fresh air you had lost. He turned to your soot smudged cheeks and bleary eyes.
The iciness in his gaze startled you more than the abruptness of the fire ever could.
You tried to ignore it, the way his shoulders had tensed, the tight grip he held your hand in, like letting go was releasing something precious and valuable. It was the shock of the fire, thatâs all.
âWhat are we going to do?â Their home had been burnt, their grandma stuck in the fire. Sirens screamed in the distance, drawing closer with urgency.
âDonât worry, pips.â He tugs you closer, lips forming into a sweet, icy grin. âIâve got you. Iâve got us.â
It was strange, the way you wanted to recoil when his arms wrapped around you. This should be comforting. Being in his arms should feel like protection and familiarity. But it felt cold, strange.
You wrapped your arms around his waist.
For now you would just hold him until the firefighters came and rid you of the horrible sight of your home, the only one you had known, burning down.
Something fell to the ground. It was soft, nothing heavy, but there nonetheless. You looked down.
A burnt match.
Your body turned rigid like stone.
Breath shaky, fingers instinctually curling around his shirt.
âThere, there, pipsqueak. Iâm here.â
His arms tightened around your shoulders.
You choked on a sob, but not for the reason of the fire. No, for the person who started it.
Betrayal slammed behind your ribs. It twisted with rage, a sharp knife plunged into your back. Burning hot, chipped with the crack of your heart. It simmered, bubbled, then trembled beneath your skin. Caleb continued to hush you like nothing was wrong, pressing a firm kiss against your temple. Acting like this was nothing but a bad dream..
The ambulance rolled to a screeching stop, the police car followed afterwards.
Emergency respondents jogged up to you both, from there it was a blur. They hauled you into the back of the ambulance to check your vitals. Nothing critical, but worth being checked anyway.
You donât remember the questioning, your responses. All you remember is feeling the burn of purple eyes staring at your side profile while being questioned. The heat of his body when he approached made you flinch. Warmth, not the comforting kind. The kind that made you sweat and tremble.
When the cops pulled away and the firemen hosed down your house, blackened by char and soot, you watched, because it gave you something to focus on rather than the large hand pressed against the small of your back.
âEverything will be alright. Itâll just be us. Forever.â
You didnât like the sound of that at all.
It felt like chains binding you to his side and you donât think he even had the key to let you go.
âYeah..â you mumbled dazedly. âForever.â
He smiled and pulled you closer. âDonât look so glum, pips. Sheâs resting peacefully now, watching over us from above.â
There was something about how cheerful he sounded that ignited something in your chest. Something hot and vengeful.
âYou did this.â You spat under your breath. Rough with the aftereffects of inhaling too much smoke. The smoke he initiated. The fire he started. The life he took.
Caleb cocked his head to the side as he watched the firefighters work. âDid what? I saved you, didnât I?â
Your hands trembled as they clenched into fists.
âWhy? Why would you do that?â When you looked up, angry and horrified all over, he was already watching you. That startling indifference settling back into place now that nobody was watching him.
âOh donât look so shocked.â He crooned, pinching your cheek like you were five again. You flinched. âI was only doing whatâs necessary to have you all to myself.â
it felt like a bucket of ice cold water was dropped down your back. All to himself? You were no prize, you were not something to be won and sought after.
âEverybody kept getting in my way.â The hand that pinched your cheek earlier now rubbed over your skin. He started talking to himself, absentmindedly, growing more frustrated by the second. âThey all wanted you, but they canât have you now. No.. they wonât be able to six feet under.â
Your eyes widened a fraction. The fury from before stilled, caught. Because the gears started to work, everything slowly starting to click into place like some horrible, jagged puzzle.
Why the people you got close to suddenly stopped speaking to you, the ones you never saw again. The same ones everybody thought had moved countries.
You thought back to past lovers who broke up with you without reason and fled.
And then you remembered how Caleb had always been there afterwards, soothing you back to sleep because it wouldnât take you without the comfort. You sickly recall every time heâd smile and tell you that there were other fish in the sea.
Back then, you believed it was just the natural way he grew to comfort you. You had always been the emotional type, the child that cried when they fell over and sniffled over sad animal videos.
That was natural.
This wasnât anywhere close.
He smiled, but it lacked the warmth you were used to.
âTime to get you to the hospital, pips! Canât have you being sick, hm?â
â±â ââ about: valko gets turned on when you beat him in play fighting, especially when you get a little rough? Yes or yes?
â±â ââ wc: 3.2k
â±â ââ warnings: mdni. smut, breeding kink, scent kink, knotting, mate mentioned, dry humping, sub!valko, puppy coded valko, size difference, we love big subby men
One hundred forty-three rounds later, and youâve finally won.
Every bulging, sweaty muscle strains as you laugh on top of Valko for the final lunge, pinning him by his throat and waist into the mats below.
âHaha, and thatâs victory for me!â
He grumbles in response, pouting although you see the ghost of a smile curl against his lips. âYa right. You tripped me, dirty little minx.â
You coo at his adorable sulking, âBig bad wolf can't handle a little bit of dirty play?â Pressing your forearm harder, you watch something dark flicker in Valkoâs eyes as his breath stutters. âDonât you know your enemies will be ready to exploit your every weakness?â
The room is filled with both of your ragged breathing, sweat dripping between your tanged bodies, undoubtedly soaking through your bra and shorts. The air sticks to you, hot and sticky.
Valko takes a deep inhale, chest rising under your palm, before going unnaturally still. The stillness of a predator ready to jump.
You tense, anticipating him to wrestle you off and begin the next match, and yet it never comes.
No. Instead, youâre met with the unmistakable feeling of something growing harder, larger, pushing up against your clothed ass.
The flush on your face is no longer just from exhaustion.
âDid you- are youââ
Valkoâs whine cuts you off, his eyes screwed shut as if in horrible pain. âDonât. Please.â
Heâs trembling. Every hulking muscle under you straining as his enormous palms come up to cup your thighs, nails digging in.
âI just,â Valko lets out another whine, pitched and desperate, his amber eyes snapping open and begging up at you no better than a puppy would. âAh shit, youâre so perfect. Fight perfect, smell perfect,â one broad hand goes to your ass, squeezing hard enough to pull a startled yelp from you, the sound shooting through him like another strike. âFeel perfect.â
Fuck.
Something about losing to you, about the ache blooming through his body where your blows had landed, the solid weight of you pinning him effortlessly into the worn training mats⊠perhaps it should have bruised his pride or made him fired up.
Instead, it leaves Valko fucking dizzy.
Your scent surrounds him, swallowed with every inhale Valko takes, intoxicating and cloying on his tongue as though he could taste you already. Itâs sweet and a little spicy, like cardamom or amber, filling his brain with static as his every instinct narrows down on you and your body. To lay claim. To take.
He doesn't mean to keep nuzzling into your sweat-slicked body. One breath isn't enough, then another isn't either, every deeper pull filling his head with a pleasant, humming need that leaves less and less room for coherent thought.
Acceptance.
Need.
Mate.
Despite your full weight still pinning him to the floor, Valko's hips buck sharply up into yours, nearly throwing you off him. But his hand tightens against your ass, forcing you down into the movement at the exact same time he grinds his still-growing erection right up into your clothed pussy.
You both moan at the mere contact.
More. He needs more.
His hips donât stop moving, pushing up into you with quick little rabbit thrusts, Valkoâs head thrown back in a deep, unashamed moan as he chases the friction. His jaw opens, nearly drooling, about to manhandle you into a better position to grind against when you lean back down.
And slap him right across the face.
Immediately, he freezes, blinking and shaking away the shock and arousal from his face. His cock jumps from between your thighs, though, and thatâs all the confirmation you need as Valko looks back up at you with wide eyes.
âBehave, puppy.â
You place your hand around his neck, grinding your hips backward as you watch Valkoâs eyes roll back.
âI won,â you remind him. âThat means you listen to me.â
He nods with so much enthusiasm you almost worry about his neck.
âYeah, yes. Of course. I can take it, please.â Anything, anything for you to keep touching him.
Your hips are flush against his, grinding up and down just like you would be if you were riding him. The thought alone has Valko moaning louder, completely uncaring if anyone heard, voice hoarse as you squeeze his throat tighter.
Itâs teasing both of you to insanity, so close and not nearly close enough. Friction hot and pressing right up against your clit, but doing nothing to ease the growing ache between your thighs. It doesn't help that the outline of his dick is enough to grind on, wide enough to part your lips and feel strain against your clothed pussy. Fuck, imagining all that power, that size stretching inside youâŠ
Youâre no better than animals in heat, gasping and panting as your hips never stop moving, spine arching as his tip catches your clit. âAhhh, good job, baby, making me feel so good. Good boy.â
Valko keens at the praise. âThank you, thank you. Iâm your good boy, Iâll be such a good boy.â
Heâs drooling as he writhes beneath you, nails clawing into the floor with the restraint it takes not to flip you over and rip your shorts off before fucking until both of you pass out. Bite and mark you as his. Fill you with his seed until heâs shooting blanks, watch you drip with his cum, push his knot inside you and cum again and again and againâ
You laugh. Poor thing doesnât even realize heâs moaning all of this out loud.
âShhh, Iâll let you, puppy.â Leaning down, you kiss him just to shut him up, licking into his open mouth. âIâll let you breed me.â
âFuuuck yes.â
Valkoâs tongue shoves into your mouth, hot, invasive, lapping into the kiss. You let him, kissing with teeth and tongue, spit spilling down the side of his mouth as he takes more and more. He bullies himself closer, greedy for every scrap of attention, chasing each inch youâre willing to give and always reaching for one more.
âIâm sorry, feels so good, too good.â Valko groans, every thrust becoming more sloppy, and you can tell from how sloppy his kisses are and the unevenness of his thrusts that heâs already close.
You click your tongue as though reprimanding a spoiled pet before breaking the kiss, hand tightening around his throat.
Valko breaks away instantly with a sharp gasp, chest heaving. His eyes snap to yours, dazed and teary, as though being stopped is its own reward. âSorry, mâsorry. Please keep kissing me, please, Iâm sorry.â Another whimper. âYou said youâd help me, ya? P-please baby, let me cum.â
âAnd let you stain my favorite gym shorts with your cum? I donât think so, puppy,â you scold, teasing your fingers up his rough undercut.
His breath catches so abruptly his whole body gives a tiny, involuntary jolt, shoulders loosening beneath your hand as a slow shiver rolls down his spine at the mere touch. If his ears were manifested, they would be pulled back, his body chasing the sensation before his mind could catch up, leaning instinctively into your palm like some half-domesticated thing desperate for another touch.
Every instinct urges him to reclaim your mouth, to grind back into your clothed pussy, but he forces himself still. Because thatâs what youâve taught him to do.
What a good boy.
Lifting your hips, Valko sobs at the loss of your heat. Your free hand reaches down instead, shucking down his sweat-drenched shorts and boxers in one tug, his cock bouncing out from its confines.
It springs against Valkoâs abdomen with a wet slap, every bulging, veiny inch a sensitive pink, tip swollen and leaking all over his pretty red happy trail.
Valko whines, bucking into the air, âPlease-ohhh-please let me in you. Iâll make you feel sâgood, Iâll be so good. Ah fuck, come on.â
Something, anything to release this unbearable pressure swelling up at the base of his dick.
So you slap him again, and this time the second the crack echoes across the room so does his moan. A fresh spurt of pre-cum stains his abs, so much leaking and spilling down his stomach, youâre damn near concerned.
âShh, donât be too loud, someone might hear how desperate you are, baby.â You kiss his forehead and strip.
First you peel off the sports bra, then kick down your shorts and panties, smiling at Valkoâs star-struck expression before dropping back down completely bare onto his muscular thighs.
âCome here, puppy.â
He obeys immediately, sitting up faster than humanly possible and ramming his lips onto yours, hands fighting to cup your breasts before he thinks better of it and curls them against his sides into trembling fists.
You hum into the kiss, guiding his hands up to your skin, âGo on, you can touch me.â
Two massive arms engulf you. Valkoâs already nuzzling into your bare chest, mouthing at the lines of sweat collected from your sports bra, hot tongue dragging against every inch of skin. Thereâs no rhythm, no logic, just sloppy licking between your breasts before sucking at your nipples, around and up until heâs at your collarbone, every sensation so overwhelming that you feel yourself soaking his thigh.
âMâsorry, canât stop. Taste so sweetâŠâ Valkoâs licking another long strip up your neck before finding a spot that makes you whine, nipping and teething at it while his hands come up to pinch and roll your swollen nipples. You moan at the feeling of it all, hips rolling against his quads as he purposefully tenses the ridges of muscle underneath you, letting you grind against him.
Once again, the two of you are humping each other like dogs, except this time thereâs no more clothing to get in the way.
Your bare cunt envelopes his throbbing cock, every movement heightened by loud, wet sounds of the two sliding together, pseudo fucking in a way that drives both of you insane. The taste and smell of you is overwhelming, Valko dipping his head to suck at your nipple while bucking up into you, abs flexing, drenched with sweat and your combined slick as his cock drags past your clit, pressing desperately right up against your cunt before slipping to your ass and coming right back again.
His frustration is becoming obvious. Low growls muffled into your chest as grinding turns to proper thrusting, tip ramming at your entrance just too thick to push in and your thighs too slippery to find purchase.
âShit! itâs notâ not fitting. Please, let me in.â Heâs begging, drooling against your chest. âPlease sweetheart, please doll.â
You want it just as badly. So you tug on his hair, pulling Valko on top of you as you lie down, and slowly turning yourself around until your chest is pressed into the training mats beneath you.
Valkoâs frozen like a predator just narrowed in on a prey.
Except that prey is you. Your teasing smile lured him in, and your bare, dripping cunt presented to him like heaven mere inches from his drooling face.
Arching your back deeper, you smile as you finally give him what heâs been dying for. âYouâve been such a good boy for me, Valko, ya? Wanna knot me?â
Heâs barely breathing, golden eyes glowing slightly as they lock with yours, unblinking. âYes.â
Then, he pounces.
In a blink, his six-foot-something body slams into yours, shoving your face into the floor, one arm effortlessly forcing your ass higher to meet his hips and the other pinning your back into a deep arch to accommodate the weight of his chest now pressed against your spine.
Completely mounted, your muscles scream from the stretch and pressure his body gives, his heavy cock still leaking violently from between your spread thighs, thrusting between them, a puddle of his pre-cum splattering down between you.
You laugh into the mats, right where you want to be as you goad him into taking all that he wants and more. âGo on then, puppy. Claim me, take me, make me yoursâ!â
You canât even finish your teasing before Valko bullies himself inside you with one violent thrust. Hands dig grooves into your thighs, pawing at your ass, stomach, chest, all while pulling you backward into every powerful thrust.
Valkoâs head drops with another unashamed moan, tongue lolling out to lick at your nape and spine, drooling with every tight flutter your walls squeeze around him. God, youâre gushing. Heâs glued to the mess where your bodies meet, your ass bouncing with each thrust, taking him so perfectly heâs losing his mind.
âOhhh you feel so good.â Pressing deeper, his hand snakes around to press against your lower stomach, feeling the outline of his dick as you scream into the floor. Valko groans, babbling into your ear as his hips snap faster. âI know pretty thing. I love you, I love you, I love you.â
Heâs repeating it against your neck between licks and nibbles, still not letting up any of his force. You feel something unmistakable swell against the curves of your ass, knocking against your cunt and thick enough to hit your clit too, each slap making you sob from pleasure-pain.
âGonna f-fuck my little mate full of my cum, then eat you out, then fuck you againâoh fuck. Love you and this perfect pussy,â Valkoâs slurring his words, talkative as ever and loud enough for the entire training facility to hear him moan.
His thrusts turn deeper, unable to part with your heat, his knot grinding furiously against your clit as you feel your body begin to tremble. âSheâs takin me so well, so tight. Mhmm Iâll fill her well, give her everything she wants, fuck her full-full of my knot.â
God, he needs to shut up or youâre going to cum.
âShh,â you hush him before breaking into a moan. âToo loud, Valko. Someone couldâahh fuckâhear you!â
Oh, but he canât! He canât, not when he finally feels your pussy begin to cream around him with your impending orgasm, almost wet enough to take all of him and his knot! This is what you want too donât you see? This is what his pretty little mate needs.
Valko canât even comprehend what heâs saying anymore, just growling and moaning into your neck as he drops his arms to properly rub at your clit and tug at your sensitive nipples, biting down into the junction of your shoulder and neck as you squirt all over his thighs with a pitched scream.
âGood pup, good mate, keep cumming for me.â Valko licks at the pin-pricks of blood blooming from his bite, going right back to babbling into your ears as his thrusts turn rougher. âReady to take me, have my knot, my cum, oooh youfeelsogood.â
In a last attempt to muffle your boyfriend's horny sobs, you squirm beneath him to grab your gym shorts and stuff Valkoâs mouth with them, gagging him with the sweat-stained spandex. And he simply takes it, open mouth drooling all over your clothes as he gets drunk off the scent of your sweat and arousal stained into them.
You both gasp at the feeling of his knot finally pressing into your entrance, the swollen, heavy weight of it forcing you several more inches open before slipping back out. Again, and again.
Instinctively, you run away, like a bunny cornered by a wolf, writhing underneath him as Valko snarls, hands engulfing your hips entirely as he drags you back onto his cock, forcing you still with so little effort it's laughable. Nothing stops him from pressing in deeper and deeper, your poor cunt finally yielding to his knot, the burn making you drool into the floor as Valko moans into your makeshift gag.
Itâs forever and only seconds, your orgasm-sensitive pussy drooling enough to help him slide in fully, greedily sucking up every extra inch he gives you until you both feel the pop! of his knot finally catching inside you. It presses every damn inch inside you so perfectly you cum again, wailing and trembling as your thighs begin to go limp.
No matter, Valko just holds you up anyway. Itâs not like he could pull out of you now, even if he wanted to. Not until he filled you with his cum, at least.
Youâre still shaking from the prolonged orgasm, and Valko lets the rest of your body fall to the floor, following you down until his body is smushed atop yours, pressing you both into a mean prone bone.
It just makes him feel bigger. Your head is spinning with all the sudden pressure, his fat tip kissing your cervix as he rocks back and forth, his knot still grinding into that squishy spot against your walls, the heat and weight of his chest pressing into your back, and of course, his muffled moans and rambles still going strong even through your panties.
âCum, Valko.â Youâre barely thinking straight either, already right at the edge again as Valkoâs thrusts turn sloppy, his body shaking. âFill me up, b-breed me. Become mine.â
Heâs cumming.
Valko whimpers into your neck as his hips snap one last time into yours, grinding as you feel the warm gush of his release spurt violently inside you, filling and filling and filling you up. So much, too much. Too much that cum squirts out from even the tight plug of his knot, dripping down both of your thighs even as Valko whines at the waste.
He doesnât seem to fully realize heâs done, still rolling his hips into yours, each one powerful enough to drag your bodies tangled along the floor.
âNooo, Valko,â you whine, trapped under his weight and still inflated with his knot. âValko, stop, sensitive! Too sensitive.â
Your hands helplessly shove and push backward at the enormous man lying on top of you, not even budging him as he continues to nuzzle himself into your sweat-slicked back.
Finally, you manage to yank your clothes out from his mouth, releasing him from the gag as he simply sighs in pleasure, licking and nipping at your ear before dragging his tongue in a long, messy line down your neck.
âYouâre so heavy. Get. Off!â Each word is a shove, but Valko only laughs at the effort. He does take mercy on your poor abused body though, and grabbing your waist with one hand, rolls the two of you over. You now rest on his plush chest instead, both of you heaving as you lie still pumped full of his knot and cum.
âMâsorry, guest instinct just took over there, yâknow? Youâre not hurt, are you?â
Valko whimpers desperately as he stills, trying not to blow his load. Your pussy felt too good wrapped around him and he was like a drowning man gasping for air.
He'd fantasized about you so much lately that when you finally came home, he was all over you like a magnet on iron. Now his hot, leaky tip had grown sensitive and hadn't been that long since he started.
He feels like a loser trying to hold it all in, but your slick warmth and arched ass were breaking him down like he was made of cardboard.
"Oh fuck..." He squeezes his eyes shut, praying for retraint but primal instinct takes over and he's rutting into you like a beast, his moans becoming high-pitched and whiny.
"So good...missed this...missed you..." He kisses the back of your neck, your cloying scent only pushing him further to the edge.
"Can't help it...gonna knot gonna knot..." he groans, and after a few more pathetic thrusts, he spills himself into you like an inexperienced virgin, swelling and locking him into place as his face turns a brilliant shade of red.
a/n : some valko smutty/sugestive fluff to help distract from the emotions. take a break, drink some water, and enjoy. inbox open for anyone who needs it đ
"angel- please, if you keep moving like that...," valko hisses out. he's still extremely sensitive, with the way his knot is keeping you locked in place.
"not my fault! I didn't realize a knot meant... you know...," you mutter. valko raises his brow, in a way thats both exasperated and endearing.
he's got you on top of him, your chest against his, one arm firmly around your waist with the other drawing lines up and down your spine. right after you came, he made sure to adjust you both, whispering to get comfortable, since you'd be stuck like this for a while.
just an hour or so earlier, you'd asked him if him being a werewolf came with the, well, perks, of being a werewolf. you've seen the way he acts- the way he bites to nip and bite you with those fangs of his, how he's utterly obsessed with your scent, and while he'll forever deny it, you've heard the little yips he makes when you brush out his tail.
and well, it's safe to say that valko is more bite than bark (though... you experienced a lot of both with the way he was pumping you full and making you see stars).
"you didn't think I was serious when you asked me if I had a knot?" he's saying it a bit to smug for your liking, so you retort with shifting just a bit- clenching just enough for him to groan out, both hands finding your hips and gripping.
"so,"
"so."
you both stare at each other, before letting out a small laugh. the kind of giggle that comes from that post-sex bliss. valko's tail curls from underneath him, lazily grazing the back of your thighs. it's a content state of being- close in a way that you literally couldn't be closer in.
"hey val? how long does your... last anyways?" you ask, your own hand reaching out to softly scratch the base of his wolf ears. valko hums softly, head moving to the side to lean into your touch. his nose rubs against your wrist, a spot that he's once said is really strong with your scent.
"the swelling can go down from anywhere between 15 minutes to... an hour I think?" your hand stops in his ears, eyes going wide at the revelation. sure, you might've read about it, seen it in books you've read, but the daunting reality of it all?
valko smirks at your flustered reaction, his hand reaching up to yours and bringing it back to pet his ears.
"give or take, by the way," he says casually.
your head plops back down, right in the crook of his neck. valko's laugh- deep and breathy and so him rumbles from under you. he wraps his arms around you once more, getting rid of the already nonexistent space between you two.
in his arms, you both talk about everything and nothing. you give him small updates from your life, books you've read, that new show you're watching. he listens- really listens- and tells you stories about his family, how he needs to get his glasses adjusted, about the new tech piece he's working on.
it's sometime it the depth of night when his knot starts to slowly soften up. he kisses you, gently and soft in ways that go deeper than i love you, though he means that just as much.
his knot slips free eventually, but neither of you make haste to move. he'll prep a bath, the sheets will be remade. but right now, all that exists is the wolf and his dearest love.
"meadow, i thought you said you were taking a break-" im coping. im sad and emotional and just want meet my wolf and see my dragon again. take care of yourselves, everyone.
Carpooling with Zayne in the mornings made the start of your day a lot more bearable. Especially today as you prepared for the mountain of work that awaited you at the Association. Staring at the traffic ahead, the radio played on in the background:
In collaboration with the Hunters Association, law enforcement has made several arrests within the past few days linked to an illegal Protocore trading ring, we will keep you updated onâ
Zayne switched the channel. Calming music began to play instead.
âWell, I was wondering when they were going to release it to the news,â you commented, sinking down into the car seat with a sigh. You looked over at Zayne, his sharp features fixed on the where he was driving.
âZayne, how do you do it?â
His eyes flicked to yours for a moment as he reached a red light.
âDo what?â
âReport writing,â you groaned, elongating each syllable for maximum exhaustion.
He chuckled softly. âI donât doubt your writing ability.â He paused, considering his next words, âbut it does help to break big responsibilities into smaller, manageable tasks.â
The Hunters Association building grew nearer. So too did your weariness, despite the day not even having started yet. Zayne parked the car by the pavement. You hoisted your bag over your shoulder ready to leave. The thanks you were about to give Zayne was interrupted as you turned to see him holding your phone, which had been abandoned in the cupholder.
âWait, you forgot something,â he said waving your phone.
You gasp, reaching out to thankfully take it from him.
âIt wouldâve been bad leaving that behind,â you exclaimed. âThank you, Zayne, have a good day!â
âIsnât there one more thing youâre forgetting?â he added.
Scattered as your brain was, you missed the glint of mischief in his eyes.
âAm I?â you frowned, rummaging through your bag. âUhm, letâs see, I have my wallet, my laptop, my lunchâŠâ
You felt a cool touch against your chin, gentle fingers guiding your face. Zayne turned you towards him. His lips met yours in a soft kiss. As he pulled away, he was satisfied at watching your expression relax into a surprised smile. It was a small gesture to help make you feel better before work.
âI love you,â he whispered, âRemember to take breaks and eat on time.â
âOhh, I see now,â you giggled with understanding, playfully poking his shoulder. âWere you disappointed I didnât say 'I love you' before I left?â
There was teasing lilt to your voice that made Zayneâs ears redden. Who would have known the cardiac surgeon to be so quietly eager to receive such affection?
You gave him a peck on the cheek.
âI love you too, Zayne. Iâll see you tonight.â
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There were many tall, impressive buildings in the Bloomshore District, but none rivalled the headquarters of Eoncore Tech. It stood high in the cityâs centre. Its surfaces of glass created a shimmering mosaic in the daylight. Every few levels up, rows of windows were lined with verdant plants, decorating itâs ledges like a greenhouse. The topmost level of the building was where the CEO of Eontech spent most of his workday. Valko was seated at his office, hunched over research papers strewn about his large table.
âSir, your girlfriend is here to see you.â
Valko had been so focused that he didnât even hear his receptionist knock on his door. He stood up suddenly. His hands that were braced against the table messed up the order of his papers.
âWhat!? She is? Right now?â he asked in succession, flustered.
Valko straightened his tie which had gone askew and ran a hand through his cropped hair to neaten it up. The receptionist gave Valko a small thumbs up of approval. Valko cleared his throat, adopting his most authoritative voice.
âThank you, please let her in. You may take your leave.â
The receptionist bowed and opened the door wider, revealing you standing there rather sheepishly at the grandness of an entrance. You held a small plastic bag in your hands which you quickly tucked behind your back. Mouthing a thank you to the receptionist, you walked in.
âFancy seeing you here,â Valko said with a grin, leaning against the front of his table. âI thought you were hanging out Tara on your day off.â
âI am, but I wanted to pass by and give you a little something first.â
You stepped closer to him. Naturally, he rested a hand against your hip.
âOh?â he cocked his head to the side.
You held the bag in front of him. âThis should help you get through your day.â
You nodded, smiling. Quickly, Valko swept you into a warm hug. You tightened your grip on the precious goods as he spun you in a circle. When he put you down, he cupped your face in both his hands. Your skin warmed under his touch. His yellow eyes glittered with joy as he looked at you.
âYouâre the best, you know that right?â
âUh huh, I know. Though, I might lose those points because Iâve got to head off now.â
Valko pouted but acquiesced. Taking the fudge from your hands, he placed it on his desk.
âSee you later!â you said, turning around to leave.
âHold on,â Valko responded, calling your attention back to his folded arms and faux disappointment. âIs that all you have to say to me? I mean, just because Iâm in CEO mode doesnât mean Iâm not your boyfriend anymore.â
You frowned. âWhat do you mean?â
Valko arms found your body again. This time he rested the side of his head against your shoulder, as if his touch would coax you to remember. With realisation, you laughed. You fluffed his hair with your hand. He leaned into your touch, glad that you indulged his clinginess.
âI love you, Valko.â The words brushed gently by his ear. âIâll meet up with you later.â
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The N109 zone was a dangerous place, and your boyfriend being one of the most influential persons in the district didnât make it any less so. What was helpful was when a person of interest appeared on both your radars. There was a surprising amount of overlap between the leader of a crime syndicate and an elite Hunter in these instances.
âSo, did you get what you were looking for?â Sylus asked as he opened the door to his room in Onychinus, letting you inside first.
You brushed at your sleeves marked with soot and dirt. The members of the rival gang had put up a decent fight before you and Sylus interrogated them.
âHere, hold still.â Sylus stood behind you, dusting the back of your jacket with his hands.
âI did,â you answered, âthank you again for graciously allowing me into your network of contacts.â
Sylus smirked with satisfaction.
âLeave that here. Iâll wash it and return it to you,â he said, helping you take off your dirtied jacket. âTake any one you like from the closet. Theyâre all yours.â
Sylusâs bedroom had a row of closets, each matching his black furniture. Opening one of them, you found hanger upon hanger of clothes he purchased for you. Dresses, shirts, skirts, and more all exactly your style and size. Picking out a leather jacket with luxurious lining, you put it on before your watch began to rapidly buzz.
You rushed outside. âIâm really sorry, Sylus, I wish I could stay but I have to go back to the Association.â
âSuch is the life of a person of your status,â Sylus said with a deep sigh.
With a wave, you headed for the door. âIâll text you later!â
However, before you could leave the room, Sylus called out.
âWait.â
He approached you, a hand in his pocket of his trousers.
âLeaving so soon without a proper goodbye?â He tutted gently. âCan three words not even be spared for me in our parting?"
His honeyed voice and commanding presence made your face hot.
âThree wordsâŠâ you repeated, confused.
Suddently, it hit you what you have forgotten, and you fought back a smile. You met him where he stood and wrapped your arms around his shoulders. Kissing his cheek, you then gazed into his deep red eyes.
âI love you, Sylus. And I swear Iâll text you!
Sylus nodded, pleased. âIâll be patiently waiting.â
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sylus was a man of pride. a man of status. he had worked hard to acquire the position he was in today, putting aside his humanity for the sake of his survival and that of the people he cherished. his confidence was not unfounded, as a man of many skills and many talents and undisputable beauty, no one could blame him for thinking highly of himself and not bending to anyoneâs whims.Â
that is, until he had laid his eyes on you.Â
the moment you had met, he knew he was a doomed man â partly because of the curse your past-life-self had forced onto him but that wasnât important right now.Â
sylus was never wrong. and even if he happened to be, no one would ever dare point it out. and he wouldnât even apologize â how could he when no one dared to hold him accountable in the first place?
well, no one but you. and he had found himself in quite a predicament.Â
he knew better than to blame your sour mood on your period but it might just be the case, judging by how agitated you were when you couldnât reach the stupid pads at the top of his stupidly high shelves. it got even worse when you ran out of your favorite cookies and brownies. barely any sanity of yours was spared when your favorite tube of ice cream was found ravaged by the twins and you reached your last straw when sylus offered you to maybe you should sit and calm down sweetie.Â
âcalm down?â you asked in a chilling tone.
luke and kieran had escaped the scene, running out of the mansion with âgrocery shoppingâ as their sole excuse.Â
âdo i look angry to you?â you went on, raising an eyebrow.Â
sylus was an imposing man. he feared nothing and everything feared him. none ever dared to get on his way or provoke the slightest reaction out of him in fear of having his anger strike down in the shape of reddish, dark swirls strangling the light out of their eyes.Â
he almost looked pitiful right now, the subject of your wrath. it was laughable. except you werenât amused.Â
âof course not, my love,â he shook his head, not wanting to upset you any further â although you claimed not to be upset.Â
your lips twitched at the pet name but you refused to cave in. you turned your back to your husband, refusing to utter any word to him anymore. you just wanted a sweet treat and a long nap, maybe thatâll help with your cranky mood.Â
but sylus saw his entire world shatter at this instant, watching you giving him the cold shoulder. his poor heart broke into thousands of pieces and he found himself a bit helpless at the second. he wasnât used to this, really. taking accountability, dealing with peopleâs emotions.Â
everything was so new and while he seemed to carry on with your relationship oh so easily, until you got married. he was still ridiculously helpless when you gave him the silent treatment. it was pathetic in a way that you found sick enjoyment in. and sylus did suspect that you loved him grovelling and begging, but that knowledge â while it made him smug â still didnât help his shattered heart at the moment.Â
âno, no,â he muttered, shaking his head, following suit behind you. he grabbed onto your shoulder, turning you around with his hands cupping your face tenderly despite his frantic movements.Â
God, he was so sweet, you almost felt bad. almost.Â
âdonât ignore me, sweetheart,â he breathed out and when he pressed a kiss to your forehead he was so grateful you even allowed him to be this close to you when you were probably bubbling with rage.Â
you werenât. in fact, you were so entertained it was getting harder and harder for you to keep a straight face.
but sylus, ever the perceptive man, somehow didnât notice your clear amusement, too desperate to have you forgive him.Â
so desperate you couldn't help the sudden gasp that slipped past your lips when he suddenly dropped to his knees, grabbing onto your hand and pressing it to his cheek. he looked up at you, eyes wide and full of guilt.Â
you were conflicted, really. one the one hand, it was pretty attractive, the way he tossed everything he was just to earn your approval and your forgiveness. on the other hand, you felt terribly bad for pushing your little play so far.Â
âif itâs about the cookies and brownies, iâll buy you a lifetime stock of them,â he rambled, pressing a kiss to your palm, his other hand caressing your thigh up and down in what he hoped to be a soothing manner. âiâll scold the twins and have them buy you ice cream every day,â he added and you cracked a smile at that, unable to keep your act up.Â
âoh, sylus,â you chuckled, kneeling down in front of him and wrapping your arms around his broad shoulders. âyouâre so stupid, i love you,â you giggled gleefully and he would gladly turn into a jester if it meant bringing the sunshine back to your expression.Â
he was so gone, truly.Â
âi love you too,â he huffed out a laugh, all his nerves finally easing down, finding peace in your comfort.Â
âyouâre kinda hot when you beg, though,â you noted a couple of hours later, leaning against his sturdy chest while downing spoonful after spoonful of chocolate ice cream.Â
âah, i shouldâve known you would find enjoyment in my distress,â sylus teased back, his fingers gently pinching your cheeks in disapproval.
summary: in which the lads boys are a little bit, kinda sorta, slightly jealous.
ft. xavier, zayne, rafayel, sylus & caleb (and a special guest!)
notes: basically just fluff, minor allusions to drinking/partying but not explicitly mentioned so itâs up to your interpretation! theyâre all a little sinister + evil + concernedâŠwhat can i say. thatâs it (i think).
p.s. GUESS WHOOOOOOOOOO
a/n: valko i plan to Eat you soonâŠty for reading (- -)(_ _)
Turth be told, Sylus has never had such a genuine and at ease smile on his lips as he had the first time you finally, finally fell asleep with him.
It was an uphill battle. For one, you struggled to sleep normally. Always going to bed too late snd waking up just before he was about to sleep himself.
And for two, even when hed try to go to sleep with you, you wouldn't. Not unless he was asleep. You'd cuddle with him, yes, but never sleep. Sylus kept his thoughts to himself, but he thought It was very cat like how you couldn't sleep if he was watching.
But tonight? You were just about tired enough. Your eyelids heavy as you laid in his arms, when normally you'd swear you two were just horizontally hugging.
And then you fell asleep. Breath evened out, body relaxing.
A victory in its own right. Sylus didnt even dare to breathe, in case his chest moving or warm air hitting your head would stir you. Even when his body started to feel numb, he didnt move.
Sylus would keep you here forever, if he could. Hopefully this was the first of many. A part of him, while wanting to just watch you all night, can't help but feel sleep, which is normally elusive at this hour, tug at him. Maybe due to the weight of you on his chest. Or, the snores leaving your mouth that youll deny come morning.
And well... when you finally do wake up, its to sylus' own gentle snores. He's so loud... but you arent too annoyed when you scoot closer and shut your eyes again.
cw : (18+) noncon (zayne), babytrapping? (zayne), non-consensual breeding (zayne), mutilation (brief mention, no graphic details) (sylus), calebmc is also as crazy as caleb, blood (brief mention) (sylus), consensual stalking? (sylus), murder (sylus, grey mention in caleb), tracker (caleb), calebâs og trope (mentioned of âbig brotherâ), chained up (rafayel), face slapping (rafayel), manipulation (xavier), xavier beats up someone, theyâre all pretty crazy, kinda ooc for everyone except for caleb and rafayel.
itâs hard to write sylus and zayne especially zayne since his yandere traits is very minimal in canon. sorry if there is any mischaracterisation! would love some appreciation!
xavier!
one would never expect xavier to be crazy. his calm demeanour and the way he cares for you make you think heâs safe. he would never restrict you from going out on your own, dressing up the way you like or pursuing the career that you want. you love how free you feel when youâre with him. so freeing that you donât even realise how heâs shaping your surroundings.
xavier could never restrict you from making your own decisions. but one thing he couldnât bear is letting you choose your circle. look, xavier doesnât mind you having friends. he doesnât want to be controlling and possessive to the point you canât choose who you befriend. but sometimes it feels too much for him. why would you smile and be a sweetheart to the new neighbour? why would you want to hang out and have a girlsâ night with your colleagues when heâs right there? why would you help and be all friendly with the new intern who obviously just wants your attention instead of actually learning?
even though he obviously doesnât like it, he didnât tell you directly to stop. no, he wouldnât. wouldnât it be better if he made those people stop talking to you instead?
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you would notice how your new neighbour stopped offering you fresh bread every morning. when you saw him while taking out trash and were about to greet him, he would look you in disdain. âyou couldâve just said it to me instead of trash talking about my pastries on your account.â looking at you with hatred, leaving you all confused.
similar thing happened with your colleagues. they stopped inviting you to their sleepovers and refused to have lunch with you. when you confronted them, they would look at you with disappointed faces. âdonât act like you donât know anything.â once again, leaving you confused.
even the new intern didnât ask you for help anymore. every time you found him needing help, he would dismiss you and leave. you did notice how scared he looks, and was that a bruise on his cheek?
one day, you couldnât take it anymore and find xavier for comfort. âi didnât know what i did wrong. they all just avoided me. im so confused, xavier.â you cried into his shoulder, gripping his arm in desperation. âiâm so sorry that happened to you, my star. theyâre all awful and they donât deserve you. itâs okay, you have me.â he pulled you into his embrace, caressing your back carefully. he pulled your face close, as his lips landed on yours for a gentle kiss. âNow they wonât bother you again,â he whispered, voice as soft as velvet.
you froze, before pulling away from him as a confused expression was plastered on your face. ââŠwhat? what do you mean, xavier?â even as he noticed your sudden confusion, he just smiled at you. âtheyâre gone from your life and now you have me, isnât that good, my star?â you didnât even have the chance to reply before he shut you down by kissing you. you tried to protest but he pinned you down to the couch, crushing you with his heavy weight. he felt a tear running down your cheek and he pulled away. âseems like your brain already put the pieces together,â he whispered. âxavierâŠâ he gently wiped down your tears and smiled. âitâs okay, starlight. i would never hurt you.â
zayne!
zayne is normal. did you really think he would show or have any crazy traits? youâre crazy for even thinking about that.
the doctor did live a life that was not like any average human. he went to college at the age of fourteen and graduated with his phd at early twenties. well, thatâs one of the things that isnât normal about him.
he is normal about you too. when he had days off from the busy hospital, he would spend his days with you. taking you to dates, going to cafe he had always wanted to go, trying their sweet pastries and drinks together with him. oh, he likes the cafeâs chocolate cake the most. the sweetness is just at the right amount.
after going to cafe, he would take a walk in the park together with you. especially at dawn, where the sun was about to set, the sky giving a gradient colour of orange and blue calmed him down. itâs a bonus if the park is full of small animals like squirrels, bunnies or kittens. he is fond of them.
his eyes shine brighter when he sees couples with babies or toddlers with them. he is imagining a life where he he woke up to you by his side, smiling and getting ready to entertain your child. his and your child. your belly would be swollen when youâre entertaining your child just because he know he would knock you up again. he wants to see his house full of mini him and you running around the house.
the only problem is, you donât like having sex with him unprotected. âwe canât risk it, zayne. and iâm not ready yet.â he would listen to you all the time, even though his dream is literally the opposite. he wants to knock you up, full of his child. he wants you to bear his kids, belly all swollen, a proof that his seed was planted inside you.
zayne is normal. but is he really normal for this? he suggested no condom for todayâs session. you refused at first, saying it was risky but he promised you, sweetly, that he would pull out. he just wanna feel you skin to skin, is it too much to ask? you sighed, giving in into his desire. after all, you trust him.
you feel it, both of you are close to reaching the climax. his groans are getting louder and his thrust is getting faster. âz-zayneâŠ! pull outâŠ!â but he keeps his pace, not bothering to pull out. you whined, your hands weakly pushed his chest but the effort was useless. âzayneâŠ! w-what are you doingâŠ? p-pull- ahh-! pull outâŠ!â
he took your hands and pinned it to the bed. you saw how your usual sweet boyfriend shifted to cold and distant. âtake it⊠bear my kids. i want to see you all glowing from bearing my child⊠f-fuck..! i-iâm closeâŠ!â
your eyes are full with tears, sobbing as you laid there taking him. he groaned as his voice cracked as he finally came, his warm seed flooding your fertile womb. you whined as he slowly pulled out, his cum leaking out from your used hole. âyouâre wasting my seed. we canât let that happen. seems like i have to pump more in you thenâŠ.â
rafayel!
itâs easy to forget how rafayel isnât a human. the lemurian doesnât have and share the same moral values as humans. his mind is twisted and fucked by the humanâs logic. but to him, it was just his way of being devoted to you and keeping you safe from the sick world. the only thing that is saving him is his innocent and pretty face. and well maybe his bratty personality.
but donât let that fool you. most of the time, that was an act rafayel put on to deceive you. if you truly believe rafayel is all just whiny, cute and pretty face, then he has succeeded in manipulating you.
of course you would never suspect a thing about your lemurian boyfriend. sure, the way he shows his love is quite different from the average human but you didnât mind it. but itâs normal to him. of course wanting your partner to be with you all the time and joking to cage her up is fine, who wouldnât do that? if you truly love someone, wouldnât you want to keep them forever with you? thatâs how rafayel genuinely feels.
but, as days passed, you feel something eerie when youâre with him. at first it was small, those jokes he made âiâm gonna lock you up, cutie.â seemed unserious. you would laugh it off but he just stared at you, his eyes weirdly glow. it feels predatory. every time you wanna go out even to the grocery stores, he would insist on going with you. when you rejected him, he would pout at you. but you noticed the unsettling look he gave for a few seconds before putting on that pout. are you going insane? how could you feel this way towards your lover when all he did was being sweet and nice to you. you really tried hard to brush off the feelings.
well, maybe you shouldnât. you didnât know what you did to finally push him to this point. you were greeted with rafayelâs soft smile when you woke up that morning. you were about to move when you feel your legs are chained to the bed. ââŠwhat? rafayelâŠ? what is thisâŠ?â you looked at him, confused. âhm? itâs nothing. you were going out too much these days without me. i figured i would keep you here.â he hummed, before his hand reaching out to caress your cheek.
ârafayel, donât joke with me like this. open this shit up. i donât have time for this-â you were cut off with a slap on your face. you turned your head back to look at him, breath quivering. âdonât look at me like that, cutie. you brought this to yourself. you underestimate me too much. even now that iâve got you all chained up. i really donât like that.â he let out a sigh, his hand once again caressing your reddened cheek. âi donât want to hurt you like this, but you make it so hard. you always trying to act like youâre sooo independent. but you didnât realise how that messed me up.â his hand went down to caress your neckline, digging his nails into your skin suddenly which makes you whimpers in pain. âcute. so, i figured out to actually chained you down. i would feel better seeing you every second of the day on my bed. i wouldnât have to worry about you leaving me either. and you get to spend every second with me. isnât that fun, cutie?â
you still decided to protest, pulling your legs in hopes somehow the chain would come off. tears left your eyes as fear filled your mind. is this really your rafayel? seeing your helpless state, rafayel just chuckled softly, as if it was something amusing. âyouâre so cute. itâs okay, cutie. you will get used to it. you have to, anyway.â
sylus!
itâs easy to judge the onychinus leader from the outside. sylus is all intimidating and possess a big threat in him. but deep down, he is just the biggest sweetheart when it comes to you. itâs like a switch has flipped, and were met with soft sylus. heâs always soft with you, to the point you feel, when is he ever not soft when it comes to you.
you noticed how his fierce crimson eyes would soften the moment he laid his eyes on you. heâs a just a big gentleman under that menacing leader of an illegal organisation. you donât really think sylus is sick in the head. he never showed a moment where you would change your opinion about that.
well, maybe once when he got mephisto to follow you around. sylus couldnât help but to install camera and microphone on mephisto so he could get to see and hear you every time. heâs obsessed with his wife, donât blame him.
you called him out when you found out about it. but it didnât bother you much since you know sylus is just being obsessed and you like to know about that.
you have a believe that sylus depends on you as his moral compass. he wouldnât do something you donât like if you asked him to. but sometimes, sylus truly has to take matters into his own hands.
he noticed how you looked unhappy than usual. when asked, you would brushed him off and give me a forced smile. so you wouldnât tell him, huh. itâs okay, he has mephisto. he rewinded the recording from the start of your day today. an interaction between you and your colleagues caught his eye. ah, so that was it. your colleague had the audacity to comment on your appearance. his heart shattered when he saw how you were clearly holding your sadness, body shrinking as if to hide away from the world.
he is aware how you arenât exactly secure with yourself. he hated how this happened to you. he is mad at you sometimes at how blind you are. how can you not see your own beauty. but that is something he will deal later. he will deal with that colleague first.
you were awakened from your sleep by the door shutting down. sylus entered the room, about to head to the bathroom. you noticed how his hands are covered in blood. ââŠsylus? where did you go? are you hurt?â
he stopped in his tracks and turned his head around. âitâs nothing to worry about, sweetie. it is not my blood, for your information.â he didnât explain any further as he head toward the bathroom to wash off. he returned to you, fresh and clean. he slipped onto the bed, hugging your figure close to his.
âyou killed people who were in your way again?â you turned to look at him, taking his face into your hands. âhm, sort of. they were indirectly making me unhappy.â sylus took the opportunity to kiss your palm. ânothing your pretty head has to worry about.â you just hummed and hugged him, truly believing he was dealing with people who was messing with him.
the next morning, your group chat with your colleagues was flooded with news. one of your colleagues was murdered last night. it was the same colleague who made fun of you yesterday. blood drained from your face as you see the photos that was sent, the victim lost body parts, the same body parts they mocked you for.
caleb!
caleb is your safe place. there is no other person you would rely on other than him. growing up with him has taught you to always have your trust in him. you both only have each other, it is only natural for you to choose him every time.
it is obvious caleb feels the same way. the same way you feel he is safe place, caleb feels that youâre his only safe place. he doesnât have anyone else. you only have him too. itâs only natural that caleb grew to be a little protective.
there was one time in high school where you were bullied. you came home that day crying to caleb about it. caleb, being the big brother he is, reassured you. âitâs okay, pips. donât cry. i will handle it for you.â you didnât understand what he meant by that. but you know the bullying stopped after. it was weird how the bullies all went missing one by one. you always thought it was a coincidence. no way your big brother would do something bad to them? but somehow your little heart is glad it stopped. maybe a little grateful that they all finally disappeared.
calebâs weird protectiveness somehow was imprinted into you too. seeing him again in skyhaven after his fake death was truly a moment of joy for you. you missed him, your older brother. how could he just fake his death and leave you mourning him? he was cruel for that, and you want to make sure he never leave again. so you did what youâve always wanted, embedded a tracker in his necklace.
caleb knew about the it, of course. he is a colonel who did dirty work from time to time, it isnât hard for him to know eventually that he was being tracked. caleb finds it cute that you can be a little protective over him. itâs only fair if he did the same, no?
unfortunately, you didnât like it much after finding out. you hated that it took you a while to find out there was a tracker in your beaded bracelet he gave you. âwhat is this, caleb? mind explaining this to me?â you look irritated as you let out a sigh. âdidnât you do the same to me? what is this hypocrisy, pips?â he calmly took your hand and smiled. âwha- since when did you find out- nevertheless, i donât like it when you do it to me. i only did it to you because i donât want you leaving ever again.â
you huffed in annoyance as you try to pull your hand from him, but he gripped it even harder. his gaze darkened as he turned his head slightly. âso you can do that but i canât? iâm not allowed to be scared of you leaving me? iâm not allowed to feel scared of dangers coming at you everyday?â
âyou know thatâs not what i meant-!â you hissed as his grip on you got even tighter. âthen what did you mean? tell me, pips.â he pulled you close, the distance between you is small, you could feel his hot breath against your skin. you went silent, as you just stared back at his eyes. he let out a dry chuckle at your silence, caressing your cheek softly. âweâre really two sides of the same coin, arenât we, pips?â
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She was getting away.
Their love was slipping right through his fingers and he didnât know how to stop itâ the life as the FarSpace Fleet Colonel was a hard and dangerous life, especially for two twenty-five year olds but damn it he was trying. He told himself that dragging her into the fleet was going to cause issues, and he tried his hardest to keep her away from that life, from the burden, the danger that it brings but it was never easy to live two lives.
Unfortunately the Fleet had bled into his normal lifeâ and now, now he was losing her. She hadnât said it yet, they hadnât spoken about the tension not even once these past few weeks but he could feel it so intensely. He loved her more than he loved anything or anyone, but his fleetâŠ. the fleet was for her to keep her safe, to keep her from getting pulled away from him. Pulled towards others that want her as their own but she was his woman, and he wouldnât give her up for anything even if that meant getting rid of any adversaries in his path.
Loving her isnât a choice anymoreâ itâs a reflex
âWhatâs happening between us?â Caleb spoke quietly, sitting on the edge of your shared bed as he watched you, watched your expressions, your body languageâ he knew what was happening between you two, and he hated where it was going. You were the only thing that kept him stable, sane, your are his support, his everything and what was he without you? who was he? Nothing and no one. The fleet was too much for a lot of people, even he got overwhelmed as hell by own life as the colonel in the fleet and youâŠ. well he could see that the stress of everything was breaking you and that scared him.
Caleb runs a frustrated hand through his messy dark brown hair, his piercing purple eyes searching yours desperately. ây/n, talk to me, baby, Pleaseâ his voice cracks slightly with emotion as he reaching for your hand, his large calloused fingers gently brushing against yours. âI canât do thisâthis distance between us. I feel you slipping away and itâs fucking killing me.â He scoots closer on the bed, his colonel leather jacket creaking softly as he moves. His thumb traces absent circles on the back of your handâhis usual confident persona replaced by something raw and vulnerable.
âYou know iâd burn this whole damn city to the ground before i let anything happen to you, before i let anything take you from meâŠ. but i canât fight what i canât see.â His jaw tightens, frustration mixing with fear âTell me what you need from me pips. Anything.â The scent of leather and faint smoke clings to him as he searches your face, waitingâhopingâ for some kind of answer
âI think maybe we should take a break from each other for a while caleb.â You say softly in a murmur interlocking your smaller fingers with his as you watch your interlocked fingers. Your lips slightly swollen from nibbling and biting on your bottom lip trying to ease your nerves.
His grips tightens around your fingers instinctivelyâ not enough to hurt, just enough to ground himself. âWhat?â The word comes out rougher than he means it to, his whole body his whole body tensing like a live wire. He exhales hard through his nose, forcing himself to soften his tone before speaking again. âDid someone say somethinâ to you? Cause I swearââ
He cuts himself off, jaw working as he wrestles back the protectiveness flaring too hot in his chest. He wonât make this worse for you.
Leaning in, he ducks his head to catch your downcast eyes, voice dipping into that low, just-for-her rasp. "y/n. look at me. please." His free hand lifts to brush a stray stand of hair behind your ear, lingering. "Nobody got any idea what you mean to me. What Iâd do for you."
Your gaze slowly lifts to meet his, your heart fluttering under the steady weight of his hand on your cheek. Hearing his fierce protectiveness only makes the ache in your chest sharper. You know he'd fight for you, you have no ounce doubt there. No one would stand a chance.
Still... rafayel words echo in your mind, his stern command to 'leave that man alone' ringing louder than her love for caleb. "Rafayel doesn't think you're good for me..." you whisper.
Calebâs lips press into a tight line, the hand on your cheek stilling. He knew this would be your answer, he knew it, but hearing itâhearing you say the words aloudâhits him like a punch to the gut. He takes a measured breath, trying to keep his mounting frustration from bleeding into his words.
His gaze flicks down to their hands, their fingers still intertwined, then back to her face. His voice is low, tight. "`S that right? I'm not good for you. Your going to listen to the fucking mermaid over me?"
Your heart sinks under the weight of his gaze, the sharp edge in his voice. You pull your hand away from his, your eyes welling with unexpected tears. "You're the best person I know, Caleb. You're smart, and funny, and so damn good at so many things. But the fleetâ" you falter, a tear escaping down your cheek. "It's dangerous. And with us...it's always gonna be there, hanging over us. It's tearing us apart."
You reach up, wiping at your wet cheeks. âYou scare me sometimes caleb.â you whisper softly the possessiveness that he claims as protection sometimes suffocating. The heavier hands when your around different men the crazy glint that sparks in his eyes when you so much as glance at anyone thatâs not him.
Calebâs jaw clenches at your words, his gaze hardening. He can feel his own emotions flaring, but he fights to rein them inâfor her sake, for their sake. He drags a hand through his hair, a sharp exhale leaving him.
âDamn it, baby I get it. Canât you see heâs trying to take you away from me.â He stands up abruptly, pacing a few steps away before turning back to you.
Calebâs chest tightens like a vice at the thought, his entire body going rigid. He takes a single, sharp step back toward the bed, hand snapping out to grip the footboard like heâs physically bracing himself. His voice comes out rough, wreckedâ
âNo. No.â He shakes his head once, hard, dark brown hair catching the dim light as his knuckles bleach white against the wood. âYou donât get to say that shit like itâs nothing. Iâm just trying to keep you safe baby thatâs all I want.â
Heâs in front of you again in two strides, kneeling abruptly so your eye-level, his hands framing your thighs where you sits. His breath is uneven, gaze burning into yours.
âYou say I scare you? Am I so scary when Iâm balls fucking deep in that sweet pussy as you beg for more?â His thumbs dig into the plush skin of your bare thighs, voice dropping to a ragged whisper. âMa-Maybe you just need a reminder that your mines. Yeah you just need to remember that you canât leave me.â
âCaleb-â you try to protest your face flushing involuntarily when he pushes you backwards onto the soft mattress as he yanks your legs apart pulling you to the edge of the bed ripping off your lacy black panties. When you try to protest a harsh slap on your bare pussy causes you to yelp and you instinctively try to close your legs
âStop Hiding.â he pins your thighs apart not letting you hide from his gaze. âNow be a good girl and take what I give you.â
Itâs going to be a long night
Caleb exhales sharply through his nose, eyes dark with satisfaction as he touches your wet pussy. pathetic. His fingers dig into your thighsânot enough to bruise but enough to remind you whoâs in control spreading them wider showcasing the smooth glistening skin between your legs. He hovers above you as he leans in, his breath hot against your ear, voice a low growl.
âThatâs better.â his free hand fists in your hair, tilting your head back, forcing you to meet his gaze.
âNowâŠ. letâs see how well you listen.â his lips crash against yoursâ not a kiss but claiming you the best way he knows how.
You stiffen at the suddenness of it all, a noise of surprise against his mouth. You start to pull back instinctivelyâa reflex he has no patience for. His grip tightens in your hair, holding you in place, his other hand pressing the small of your back, forcing you against him.
Your body is a contradictionâtense and trembling, yet yielding beneath his touch, like a cornered animal submitting to its captor.
"Open, baby." His voice is a rough growl against your lips. "Let me in."
You shiverâa mixture of desire and from fearâas he coaxes your mouth open with his tongue. Your hands come up, pushing at his chest, trying to create some distance, but your resistance is halfhearted at best. Your trapped, his body a wall of muscle pinning you underneath him. His hands slide lower, fingers digging into your hips, holding you in place as he deepens the kiss.
When he finally pulls back, you gasp for air, chest heaving beneath the silk. Your eyes are wide, lips swollen.
Caleb exhales a slow, satisfied breathâamused by your flustered state, the way you trembled beneath his touch. He strokes a thumb over your kiss-swollen lips, watching as you swallowed hard.
âSee?" he murmurs, voice dripping with mock tenderness. "Your body remembers that it craves me, my touch, my lips"
His fingers trail down your throat, tracing the rapid flutter of your pulse before gripping your chinâforcing you to meet his gaze.
"You're never leaving me." A dark promise."Even if I have to break you for you to understand that."
Caleb exhalesâslow, controlledâas his fingers trace the softness of your inner thigh, fingertips teasing dangerously close to where youâve taken him countless times before. He watches your face, the way your breath hitches, the way your body tensesâfighting instinct, pretending that you donât want it. that you donât want him
Your lashes flutter openâwide, wetâmeeting his gaze. Thereâs something terrifying in the way he stares at you, something possessive and ravenous.
"Youâre perfect," he murmurs, thumb brushing your entranceâjust once, featherlight. "Mine."
Then his middle and ring finger presses inâslow, relentlessâ stretching you open as you choke on a low moan.
âWa-wait ngh~â you whimper out a moan immediately grabbing at your wrist with one hand while the other grips the sheets. Your thick fingers always disarm you pressing into the spongy insides of your pussy.
Caleb doesnât hesitate. His grip tightens instantlyâone hand pinning your wrist to the mattress, the other still wedged between your thighs, forcing you to feel every inch of his fingers as he twists his fingers deeper.
"You donât get to wait," he grits out, voice jagged with control barely held. His breath is ragged against your cheek, his body caging you in. âNot after you tried to leave me."
You thrashâa futile, desperate twistâbut he only presses in harder, his thumb circling cruelly over your sensitive clit.
âYouâre going to take it," he growls, watching tears spill down your cheeks."Every. Last. Inch."
(And god you do take every inch.)
Your body jerks beneath himâtrying to twist away, to clench shutâbut he doesnât stop. His fingers work you ruthlessly, stretching your tight little pussy, the wet sounds obscene in the quiet room. Every sob that tears from your throat only makes him harder, his breath hot against your ear.
"You feel that?" he rasps, curling his fingers just so, grinding the heel of his palm against your clit. âThatâs what you do to me."
Your back archesâbetrayed by your own bodyâas a broken cry escapes your lips.
"Good girl," he praises darkly, speeding up his movements the sound of your pussy squelching from his fingers so lewdly fills your ears. "Cum for me."
And you doâwith a shattered gasp, your thighs trembling around his hand, tears streaming down your face.
âA-annh, fuck!â you sob out a moan as he keeps his relentless pace fucking you into over sensitivity with his fingers with sickening squelching sounds. Caleb watches you unravelâyour body trembling, your cries growing louderâand it only fuels him further. His palm smacks against your slick pussy again and again, the lewd sound echoing through the room as he pumps his fingers in and out, relentless, unforgiving.
âLook at you,â he growls breath hot against your ear. âSo fucking wet for me.â
Your thighs clamp around his wrist instinctivelyâa feeble attempt to stop the overwhelming sensationâbut he just laughs, low and dark, twisting his fingers inside of you. âTake itâfucking take it,â he murmurs lips brushing against your damp cheek. âYouâre gonna cum again.â
Your breath hitchesâa fractured whimperâas your body betrays your once more, your back arching off the bed as pleasure coils tight in your belly. The pressure felt to tight you begged him to stop your voice breaking, cracking with each cry. âC-caleb no, no waitâ I gott-gotta pee!â
Your cries went on deaf ears he didnât stop he kept going, pushing his fingers deeper just to make you whimper in overwhelming ecstasy. âCaleb-Caleb please.â you tried to squirm away but his free hand goes to grip your throatânot tightly but enough to make you gasp for a breath. âfuchkk! Cal-Calebâ you stammer out, eyes rolling to the back of your head.
âCaleb!â A high pitched broken moan ripped from your throat that coil finally snapped, hot streams gushed straight out of your pussy with each thrust of his fingers. Some of it shooting on his opened buttoned up shirt and fuck he has the craziest satisfied smile on his face.
Calebâs grip tightens as your body convulses beneath him, your scream filling the room. His fingers keep working you through it, dragging out every last shuddering pulse of your climax, his lips curling into a cruel smirk.*
"Messy little thing," he murmurs, watching your squirt soak the sheets beneath them. He drags his wet fingers up your stomach, painting your skin with your own slick. âKnew you would like that.â He leans down, biting your collarbone hard enough to bruise as you whimper beneath himâmarking you, claiming you.
"Let this be a lesson if you try to leave me again" He leans in, lips brushing the shell of her earâa mockery of intimacy. Then he pulls back, his expression settling into something darker, hungrier.
"Starting now."
(No more mercy. No more hesitation.)
"Get on your knees." his voice steel, cold and final
âCal-caleb wait-â you try to plead still overwhelmed from squirting as you try to scoot backwards on the bed but your legs feel like jelly. Caleb grip tightens in warningâhis other hand slipping into your hair, yanking you off the bed.
âI said," he snarls, towering above you. âOn. Your. Knees." you try to fight him, struggles against his holdâbut he's stronger, rougher, more ruthless. you fall to your knees in front of him, eyes burning with tears and humiliation.
"There you go." His voice drips with sadistic satisfaction. "Good girl." He watches you, eyes tracing your trembling form like a predator watching its prey. Then, he reaches into his pocket, his eyes never leaving yours as he steps backward, sinking onto the edge of the bed.
"Come here." Another sharp tug has you stumbling forward, falling between his legs. âCrawl to me."
You hesitate for a moment, your body tense, but there's no escaping his gazeâand you know it. You lower your onto your hands and knees, crawling the agonizingly short distance across the room to him.
Caleb spreads his legs, an unspoken command, and you have no choice but to shuffle closerâuntil your pressed against his thighs, your chest heaving with shallow breaths.
He lets you kneel there for a moment, taking in the sight of youâall soft curves and trembling skin, wide, wet eyes staring up at him like your begging for forgiveness. He trails a calloused finger along your jaw, watching the way your breath stills with a dark pleasure.
âOpen."
You hesitate, your eyes darting up to meet hisâbut he grips your chin, forcing you to hold his gaze.
âOpen," he repeats, his voice a low, dangerous growl. âI'm not going to ask again."
His words send a shiver down your spine, but you obey, your lips partingâslowly, reluctantly. You keep your eyes on his, trying to hold onto that last scrap of defiance.
"Good girl," he purrsâand something in your chest clenches at the praise, a twisted mix of relief and humiliation. "Stick out your tongue.â
You hesitateâyour breath hitchingâbefore obeying, the pink tip of your tongue peeking past your lips. Caleb exhales sharply, gripping the back of your neck.
"Good girl," he murmursâbefore spitting directly onto your tongue.
Your face twists in disgust, but you donât dare pull awayânot when his fingers tighten in warning.
"Swallow."
You swallowâwith a shudder, your eyes squeezing shut. Caleb watches you swallowâsomething dark and pleased in his expression. His gaze drops to your mouth, thumb swiping over your bottom lip.
"Open." His voice is a gravelly, guttural purr, his eyes never leaving your mouth. "Wider."
You obey without hesitation this time, your lips parting as you stare up at himâwide, wet eyes pleading, your fear and defiance warring.
âNow hold it just like that. Donât move.â he reaches into his pocket, pulling out your phone. you glance at it, realization dawning, your eyes snapping up to his in panicked disbelief.
âN-no, please, donât-â Calebâs hand grips your hair hard enough to make you shut up, a warning.
âDonât you dare tell me no.â a shudder raced down your spine, a small whine escaping your lips.
âBe quiet.â he snaps, his fingers twisting in your hair. âAnd keep your mouth open.â
Caleb taps the screen, snapping a photo of youâyour tear-stained face, swollen lips parted, eyes wide with silent humiliation. He turns the phone so you can see it, thumb brushing over the image before sending it to rafayel. another warning.
âPerfect.â he tosses your phone gripping your chinâa beat his eyes flickering over your trembling flushed form. He leans back against the better, spreading his legs
âFinish what you started.â
You stare at him for a moment realization flickering across your face. Then hesitantly, your eyes dropping to the bulge in his pants⊠Caleb grins, darkly satisfied. He pushes your chin down, an unspoken command. Your hands come up, trembling, to his belt.
You swallow, your fingers fumbling with the clasp of his belt. He watches youâpatient, but impatient at the same time. âYouâre taking too long.â He snaps, gripping your wristâthen with a gentle touch, guiding your hand to his zipper. âHurry up.â His voice is rough, strained. Your fingers tremble pulling his zipper down with clumsy urgency. The second you free his veiny leaking dick, he groansâarching off the bedâand grips the back of your head.
Calebâs breath hitches sharply as you take his dick into your warm wet mouthâ your lips tentative, hesitant. He exhales through his nose, fingers tightening in your hair.
âThatâs it,â He murmurs, voice thick. âTake it deeper.â
Your throat constricts as you tryâgagging softly, tears spilling over your cheeks.
He groans, his hips jerking instinctivelyâforcing his dick deeper into your mouth. âGulckâ A choking noise from your mouth as your throat tightens around him, his fingers twisting in your hair as he forces himself deeper into your throat
âGood girl,â He rasps, watching tears streak your down your face. âTake it all.â
Your hands scramble at his thighsânot pushing him away, just seeking something to ground you as you gag around him.
âBreathe through your nose,â he instructs, his voice rough with pleasure. âYouâll get used to it,â
Caleb exhales sharply through his nose, pupils blown wide as he watches you struggleâtears streaming down your flushed face, lips stretched obscenely around him. His grips tightens in your hair, keeping you still as he thrusts deeper, forcing your to take every inch.
âFuck,â He growls, hips jerking. âLove this fucking mouth.â
You gag, saliva dripping down your chinâbut he doesnât stop. Not until your choking in earnest, your nails digging into his thighs.
âSwallow.â he ordersâand when you hesitate, he slams his dick into your throat one more time.
You gag violently as he thrusts deeper, your throat convulsing around him. Tears stream down your flushed cheeks, your fingers clawing weakly at his thighs in a futile attempt to push away. Caleb exhales sharply through gritted teeth, his grip tightening in your hair as he forces your head down, holding you there as you choke and splutters around him.
âThatâs it,â He rasps, watching with dark satisfaction as your body struggles to accommodate him. âTake it like a good girl.â
Your muffled whimpers only spur him on, his hips jerking against your mouth causing his nutsack to slap against your chin. Each thrust going deeper causing your nose to brush against his pubic hair.
âAlmost there,â he murmurs, his free hand brushing a stray tear from your cheekâyour eyes glassy from the tears, drool and pre-cum drips from your swollen lips as he chases that release.
He tosses his head back as he groans loudly in pleasure with one last thrust deep into your throat holding you tightly in his pubic hair grinding his dick deep in your throat cumming straight down your esophagus. He lets you struggle a little longer with short thrustsâyour choked gasps, your trembling handsâbefore he finally pull you off with a wet pop. You collapse forward, coughing, your forehead pressed against his thighs as you drag in ragged breaths.
âPathetic.â He murmurs, smearing your spit and his cum around his dick with rough strokes of his thumb. âBut your mine.â
He forces your chin up again, his fingers digging into your jaw.
âClean me up.
Your lips partâshaking, swollenâas you lean forward to obey.
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9,661 words * Ë âŠ ïœ„ The doll lies there still, eyes open, her soft hair arranged across the surface. Caleb reaches for her. He lifts her with one hand, the other already working at the fastenings of his trousers, and he places the doll on the carpet before them, sitting in a way that faces them, her painted gaze fixed upon the scene with the unblinking, eternal patience of an audience. He positions her carefully, ensures her eyes align with the joining of their bodies. âThere,â he says, and his voice is thick, distorted, the voice of something that has worn human speech for too long and is beginning to let the seams show. âOur newest daughter must watch. She must see how Papa loves her Mama. She must learn what wanting truly means.â
WARNINGS: third person pov (fem!reader), alternate universe â historical fantasy with some vague horror-like themes, significant age gap, size difference, heavy dubious consent, caleb is not human, dollmaker!caleb, duke's daughter!reader, non-consensual voyeurism (dolls as cameras or what passes for it in this setting), obsession, dolls as daughters to caleb and reader, praise, petnames, making out, stalking, cunnilingus, nipple play, overstimulation, creampie.
The afternoon light does not enter Caleb workshop so much as it is permitted to gaze inside. The skylight overhead, a rectangle of clouded glass set into the sloping roof, filters the sun into a thin, grey-gold glow that barely illuminates the wall. He does not necessarily require light to see; he requires it only to maintain the fiction that he operates within the same physical constraints as his patrons, his apprentices, and the men who watch him from the street below.
Well, there are two of them today.
One stands beside the bakery on the corner, holding a newspaper that he has not turned in almost an hour. The other is a woman, dressed as a nun, her bowl extended to passersby for alms but her eyes fixed on the upper window where his silhouette moves. He knows their schedules. He knows the exact moment the bakeryâs clock chimes at half past two, when the false nun shifts her weight from her left foot to her right, signalling to an unseen third agent stationed in the tenement across the lane.
They believe themselves subtle. They believe the Dollmaker of Skyhaven is absorbed in his craft, too artistic to notice the mundanity of church surveillance.
Caleb dips his brush into a dish of turpentine and cleans the bristles with slow, circular strokes. He is not artistic, he is merely precise. He notes the nunâs presence not with alarm but with the same observation he applies to the humidity in his kiln, the viscosity of his glazes, the exact number of dust motes suspended in the light beam.
Three years ago, the Church sent a single inquisitor; and now they send teams, the escalation almost flatters him.
And then there is the matter of the Emperor.
The Emperor does not send street-level agents. The Emperor sends questions through intermediaries, veiled inquiries slipped into the ledgers of the Imperial Arts Council.
How many dolls does the Dollmaker produce annually? What becomes of the offcuts, the failed pieces? Does he keep apprentices? If so, how many? Has he fathered children? The questions arrive on heavy stationery, sealed in wax the colour of blood, and he answers them with the dishonesty of a man who knows his interrogator cannot afford the truth.
As much is necessary. Failures are discarded, broken to pieces and burned to ashes. No one has yet to be deemed worthy in the Dollmaker's eye. There are no children, not even one.
The Emperor knows, in the way that men who hold absolute power always know, that there is something in Skyhaven that does not kneel correctly.
But the Emperor also knows that Philos Empire is held together by threads finer than Caleb's brushes; the Northern provinces rattle their sabres, the Eastern colonies demand autonomy, and the treasury requires the soft power of culture to mask the hard poverty of its coffers.
Skyhaven is the heart of that soft power, and Caleb is the axis upon which the entire mechanism turns.
Remove him, question him openly, imprison him on charges of whatever theological deviation the Church invents next week, and the merchants cease their pilgrimages; the aristocratic patronage evaporates; the empireâs claim to cultural supremacy develops a crack that spreads, that widens, that swallows whole ministries.
So the Emperor watches, and doubts, and does nothing.
And the Church watches, and prays, and does nothing.
They are all, in their way, his dolls in the first placeâincapable of doing anything without his explicit permission.
Caleb sets the brush aside and lifts the half-finished head from his workbench. It is for a patron from outside the capitalâa mining magnate from the Southern provinces who made his fortune in salt and copper and now wishes to purchase refinement. The man arrived in Linkon six days ago, trailing entourage and desperation, begging for a doll to present to his new wife.
The commission bores him. The proportions are standard. The expressionâdemure, grateful, slightly downcastârequires no invention; it is the price he pays for his continued sovereignty.
He runs a thumb along the porcelain cheek. The surface is still warm from the kilnâs last firing, and under his touch it seems almost to yield, as though the material remembers being something else and wishes to return to it. He does not indulge such fancies. He sets the head in the rack beside three others and moves to the eastern window, the one that overlooks the lane.
The false nun has been joined by a childâa new element, a boy of perhaps eight years who sells matches no one buys. The Church has started using children now.
Caleb finds this interesting. He files the information in his mind and draws the curtain with a slow, deliberate movement that the agents will read as absentmindedness.
The clock on the mantelpieceâa piece he repaired himself, its face a miniature of his ownâticks toward three. He does not wait for the Southern magnate. He does not wait for the Arts Council inspector scheduled to visit. He waits for the only appointment that has ever mattered.
At seventeen minutes past three, the carriage arrives.
He hears the wheels before the horses, a particular quality of rubber and wood on cobblestone that distinguishes her vehicle from the hundred others that pass outside his door daily. The rhythm is lighter, faster, the gait of horses bred for pleasure rather than labour. He stands at his workbench, his hand suspended over a dish of powdered pigment, and counts the seconds until the carriage stops.
The door opens. He hears the step being lowered, the soft murmur of a coachman speaking words he does not need to hear. Then her voice, answering, too indistinct for the words to carry but unmistakable in its timbre.
Caleb removes his apronâa length of black linen that hangs from his neck to his kneesâand folds it into thirds. He places it on the hook beside the kiln room door; then he adjusts his spectacles, smooths his cravat. By the time the three knocks sound against the shop doorâone, two, three, the correct pattern established on her third visitâhe is already moving through the front room with that soundless, gliding step that makes his heels seem decorative rather than functional.
He opens the door.
She stands on the threshold, smaller than the frame, smaller than the afternoon, smaller than he is by a margin that seems to him not a measurement of height but a statement of scale. She is beautiful. The word arrives in his consciousness as a fact rather than an observation, as inevitable as gravity. She carries a parasol, though the sky is the colour of old pewter and no sun threatens her skin. She wears gloves of white leather that she has yet to remove, and her eyes find his with the immediate, unguarded pleasure of someone who believes absolutely in the safety of the world she inhabits.
âGood afternoon,â she says. âI hope Iâm not disturbing your work.â
Caleb tilts his head. The angle is precisely calculated, a gesture of welcome that resembles nothing so much as a key aligning with its lock. âMy dear,â he says, and the words fill the doorway, occupying the space between them with a weight that seems to slow the air itself. âYou could never disturb me. You are the reason the afternoon exists.â
She laughs and steps across the threshold without waiting for invitation, certain in his welcome of her.
The parasol closes with a snap that echoes in the room, and she stands there, beautiful and surrounded by the watching faces of dolls who have not yet been taught to see her, and she smiles.
âIâve come for another,â she says. âI know it hasnât been so very long since the last. But Iâve been thinking about her for months. I canât seem to stop.â
He closes the door; the latch engages with a click that is a tad too loud with its echo. âOf course you have,â he says and moves past her, not touchingânever touching without purpose, never brushing against her in the accidental way of ordinary menâand gestures toward the chair by the display case.
The chair with the velvet cushion the colour of dried roses, it faces the window so the light falls correctly across her face. âSit, little one. Tell me what grows in your garden.â
She settles into the chair with the fluid, untrained grace of someone who has never been required to perform elegance. Her back does not touch the rest. Her feet, in their pale slippers, do not quite reach the floor. She places the parasol across her lap and folds her gloved hands over it, looking up at him with an expression that holds no calculation, no suspicion, no awareness of the fifteen pairs of eyes that have watched her, in her fatherâs mansion, through every hour of the day and night for three years.
âI want something of the sea,â she says. âFather says we may finally return to Lemuria by autumn. The physicians say the capital air doesnât suit his constitution, though Iâve never noticed him ill.â
Caleb has already moved to the tea service. He pours into her cup and then into his own, which is black and featureless and heavy as stone. âNot like the others,â he repeats, carrying the cup to her. He extends it, and when she reaches to take it, her bare fingers brush his. The skin is warm from being contained in the leather. His own fingers are cool, as always, and he sees her register the temperature difference with a slight widening of her eyes that she does not comment upon. She never comments upon the things that should concern her.
âTell me, sweetling, what fault do you find in your daughters?â
âOh, no fault!â She cradles the cup in both hands, sipping without tasting, drinking because it is offered. âThey are perfect. You made them perfect. But they are ⊠city children. Palace children. They belong here in Linkon, with the dust and the stone. When I take them to Lemuria, they seem ⊠out of place. Like flowers forced to bloom in the wrong season.â
He takes his own chair, the wrought-iron piece that creaks slightly under his weight. He sits with his spine aligned to its back, his coat settling around him like wings folding.
âYou wish for a daughter of the tide,â he says. âA child of salt and foam.â
âYes.â The word is breathed rather than spoken. âExactly. I knew you would understand. No one else does. I tried to explain to Lady Simone at the Governorâs Ball, and she smiled as though I were speaking in tongues. She said, âA doll is a doll, My Lady. What difference is there whether it is made for the shore or the salon?ââ
âShe is a fool,â Caleb says, without heat. âAnd you, my treasure, are not. A doll made for the shore carries the shore in her bones. Her weight is different. Her breath,â he pauses, tilting his head again, âher breath would taste of salt.â
Her eyes stare at him over the rim of her cup. There is no fear in her gaze. There is only fascination, the gentle, voracious curiosity of someone who has never encountered a locked door and therefore does not recognize the shape of a key.
âCan you truly make such a thing?â
âI can make anything you require, my lovely girl.â he sets his cup aside, untasted. âFor you, I would carve the moon from its socket and polish it to a finish you could wear at your throat. The sea is a simpler commission.â
She laughs again, that bell-like sound that seems to hang in the workshop air longer than its acoustics should permit. âYou say the most extraordinary things. The gentlemen at court would be scandalized if they heard you speak of carving the moon.â
âThe gentlemen at court,â he says, âare not in this room. And if they were, they would not be scandalized. They would be rendered irrelevant.â
Her cup is soon set asideâshe has drunk half, always half, never finishing what is given to her, a habit Caleb has noted across sixteen visitsâand rises from her chair. âWill you,â she pauses, her gloved hand suspended in the air between them. âWill you give her the same eyes as the others? The ones that seem to follow you?â
Caleb turns his head. The round spectacles catch the grey light from the window, momentarily eclipsing the violet of his own eyes. âDo my daughters follow you, little one?â
âSometimes.â She drops her hand, returning it to herself. âWhen I wake in the night, I think I see them looking at me. But it must be the candlelight. Or my imagination. Lady Simone says I have too much imagination for my own good.â
âLady Simone,â he says, âknows nothing of my craft. If my daughters look at you, it is because you are the only worthy sight. A doll without a witness is merely ware, you give them purpose.â
She accepts this with a small, pleased nod, as though he has confirmed a pleasant daydream rather than admitted to a truth that would unmake her understanding of her own household. âThen I shall place her facing the window,â she says. âIn Lemuria. So she can see the sea.â
âYes,â he agrees. He returns the face to the cabinet, locking the door with a click that seems to seal something more than glass. âPlace her facing the window. She will want to see the tide return.â
âI knew you would understand.â She steps back, returning to her chair. âWhen might she be ready? I do not mean to rush you. I know your work cannot be hurried.â
Caleb calculates aloud, though he has already determined the answer. âThe current commissionâa provincial patron, a man of no consequenceârequires completion first. My reputation rests on sequence. Two weeks for him. Then,â he pauses, letting the silence carry weight. âThen I shall begin on your daughter. Four weeks. Perhaps five. The sea requires layers, and salt requires patience.â
âI have patience,â she says.
âDo you, my sweetling?â He asks, and the question is so gently delivered, so devoid of edge, that she does not hear the irony.
She has never needed patience. She has him. She has fifteen watchers in her bedchamber. She has the absolute, unwavering attention of the most feared artisan in the Empire, though she believes she has merely purchased handsome toys.
âI shall wait,â she says. âI always wait well. Father's mansion is very comfortable, and I have my books, and my other daughters for company. Although,â she hesitates, a small crease appearing between her brows. âLately, the one in the blue dressâthe fourteenthâshe seems different. Her face is the same, but sometimes I find her in places I donât remember leaving her. By the writing desk, looking at my letters.â
Calebâs expression does not change. His face is a mask of attentive concern, perfectly constructed. âPorcelain expands and contracts with the weather,â he says. âThe capitalâs air is treacherous. She may shift on her stand. It is not uncommon.â
âOf course.â The crease vanishes, smoothed away by his explanation. âThat must be it. I worried I was being silly.â
âYou are never silly, my darling. Your observations are valued, even when the explanation is mundane.â He moves to the door, not to open it yet, but to stand beside it, a sentinel in charcoal and black. âWhen she is ready, I shall send word. You need not come to me unless you wish to. I can deliver her myself.â
âOh, would you?â She rises, collecting her gloves, her parasol. âI would like that. The servants are always so clumsy with packages. And I trust only you to handle her.â
âOnly me,â he echoes. âThat is the correct arrangement.â
She laughs, delighted, and extends her hand. He takes itânot to shake, but to hold, his cool fingers enveloping her warm ones for three seconds, four, five, long past the duration of social ritual. She does not withdraw. She waits, trusting, until he releases her with a slow, deliberate withdrawal that leaves her skin marked by nothing but the memory of pressure.
âUntil next time,â she says.
âUntil then,â Caleb agrees.
He opens the door. The afternoon has grown darker, the pewter sky pressing low over the lane. Her carriage waits, the horses stamping, the coachman staring resolutely forward. She steps out, opens her parasol although the first drops of rain have not yet fallen, and walks away without looking back.
Caleb watches her go. He watches through his own eyes, and through the eyes he has planted across the city. In the Dukeâs mansion, on the third floor, in the chamber facing east, fifteen heads turn. Fifteen pairs of painted eyes focus on the door, waiting for it to open, waiting for her return. The fourteenth doll, the one in blue, has already shifted her position by three degrees, orienting herself toward the writing desk where the letters lie, where the secrets of the Dukeâs correspondence wait to be read and transmitted and known.
The dolls do not watch their owners. Not usually. Not unless their maker requires it. And sheâhis pretty thing, his little one, his only worthy witnessâis the only owner worth the watching.
The sixth week arrives, and Caleb does not travel to the Dukeâs mansion in the carriage that waits at his door. He walks. He moves through Linkon City with the unhurried, gliding stride of a man who has never needed to rush because time has always arranged itself to accommodate him. The streets are wet from morning rain, and his boots strike the cobblestones without sound, each step placed with the exactitude of a needle penetrating cloth.
He carries the doll in a case of black lacquered wood, fitted with velvet the colour of dried blood. The case is heavyânot with the dollâs weight, which is negligible, but with the density of intention.
Six weeks. He promised five. He has taken six, and the extra week sits inside him like a swallowed key, turning, unlocking something that has been waiting since the moment she first stepped into his workshop.
Caleb sees the carriages before he sees the mansion. Three of them, lined along the carriage drive with their doors thrown open, their interiors already half-stacked with trunks and hatboxes and the innumerable possessions of a household preparing to return to its ancestral seat. Servants move between the house and the vehicles like ants dismantling a colony, their arms laden with folded linens, with leather-bound books, with the fragile, wrapped shapes of porcelain.
They are leaving. She is leaving. The knowledge enters his consciousness not as surprise but as confirmation of a variable he introduced himself.
He made the doll slowly and perfectly; but he made it late.
A footman approaches, hesitant, recognizing the black coat and the case and the spectacles that catch the light like something that has learned to mimic humanity too perfectly. âMr. Xia,â the boy stammers. âThe Duke is expecting you. This way, sir.â
Caleb inclines his head. âOf course.â
The mansion is vast, all ornate columns and gilded cornices and the aggressive, defensive luxury of provincial nobility trying to convince the city of its permanence in the capital. He moves through it without looking up. He has seen the ceilings before, through other eyes. He knows the pattern of the frescoes in the east wing corridor because the fourteenth doll, the one in blue, has stared at them nightly while she slept. He follows the footman with the docile, attentive posture of a craftsman humbled by aristocratic patronage, and inside the locked cabinet of his mind, he files every face they pass for future reference.
Her father, the Duke meets him in the library;he is thinner than his portraits suggest, his complexion is sallow, and his hand when extended to shake bearing the faint tremor of a constitution that the capitalâs air has eroded.
âMr. Xia,â the Duke says, and his voice carries the strained heartiness of a debtor greeting his creditor. âYouâve brought it? My daughter has spoken of nothing else. Six weeks she has waited, sir. Six weeks.â
âSix weeks,â he repeats, and the word hangs between them, perfectly neutral, perfectly weighted. âThe work required it. I hope she finds the delay forgiven by the result.â
âIâm certain she shall.â The Duke releases his hand quickly, as though the temperature of his skin has transmitted something that cannot be named. âSheâs in the receiving room. Iâll have you shown up. We depart tomorrow, you understand. The physicians insist. The sea air, the native soil. Iâm sure you comprehend the urgency.â
âEntirely,â Caleb says. âFamily must be preserved at all costs.â
The Duke smiles, uncertain, and gestures to another footman. Caleb is led up the grand staircase, past the landing where the fourteenth doll sits in its alcove, its painted eyes fixed on the corridor. As he passes, he does not look at it, he does not need to; not when he feels its attention like a thread pulled taut between them, of shared sight that vibrates with his pulse. The footman chatters nervously about the weather, about the journey, about the Dukeâs gratitude.
He responds with appropriate sounds that are arranged to resemble conversation without speaking the words. His focus is ahead, behind the door at the corridorâs end, where the air already tastes different to him, where the scent of her has begun to seep through the wood.
The receiving room is blue.
She is there, standing by the window with her back to the door, her posture is straight and perfect. She turns when the footman announces him, and her faceâbeautiful, always beautiful, the template from which he has learned to sculpt perfectionâopens into an expression of such unguarded delight that he feels something in his chest, something that is not a heart, constrict with the satisfaction of a predator scenting its prey.
âOh,â she breathes. âYou came.â
The footman withdraws, and the door closes. Caleb stands alone with her, and the case in his hands seems suddenly animate, hungry, a vessel containing not merely a doll but the six weeks of his delay, the accumulated weight of every night he spent perfecting her newest daughter. He sets the case upon the table by the door, and turns to her with a smile that he has constructed from the memory of human warmth, a curve of the mouth that does not reach the violet of his eyes.
âDid you doubt me, my sweetling?â
âNever.â She moves toward him, and her steps are quick, eager, the gait of someone who has never learned that desire should be concealed. âBut I thoughtâFather said you might not finish in time. That we might have to send for her. I couldnât bear the thought of her travelling alone.â
âShe does not travel alone,â Caleb says. âShe travels with me. And now, she travels to you to be with you.â
He reaches to open the case, and the doll lies within, nested in velvet, her eyes staring upward with the patient expression he sculpted for her; the hair is made of corn silk, falling around her porcelain shoulders in waves that seem to move even in stillness; she is dressed in a gown the colour of sea foam.
She gasps. The sound is small, delicate, a breakage of breath that he captures and files. She reaches into the case with both hands, lifting the doll with the reverent, instinctive gentleness of a mother retrieving a newborn, and cradles it against her chest. âSheâs perfect,â she whispers. âOh, sheâs more than perfect. Sheâs waiting. Just as I asked. Sheâs waiting for the sea.â
âNo, my sweet; she waits for you,â he corrects, his voice is lower now, the measured cadence beginning to shed its social rhythm, the pretence slowly falling away. âAll my daughters wait for you. But this one,â he pauses, and steps closer; enough that the scent of her becomes dominant, that he can see the individual lashes framing her eyes, the faint, living pulse in the hollow of her throat. âThis one is special. This one carries the sea in her bones. I made her for the shore. I made her for your bedchamber in Lemuria. I made her to watch the window with you.â
âYes.â She looks up at him, the doll still clutched to her chest, her eyes wide and trusting and utterly blind to the shift in the roomâs pressure. âI shall place her facing east. So she sees the sunrise over the water. So she waits with me always.â
Calebâs hand rises. His fingers hover beside her cheek, close enough that the air between them seems to thin, to warm with the friction of proximity.
âYou speak of waiting,â he murmurs. âYou speak of patience. But I have waited, my dear. I have waited longer than six weeks. I have waited through sixteen dolls. Through sixteen visits.â
She blinks.
The dollâs porcelain head shifts slightly against her shoulder. âI ⊠I donât understand.â
âNo,â he says, and the word is soft, almost tender. âYou do not. And that is why you are precious. That is why you are mine.â
His hand moves. Not to her cheekâhe resists, with a control that feels like the grinding of gears, the urge to mark her, to bruise her, to leave evidence on her flesh that would prompt questions from physicians and ladies-in-waiting and the Duke himself. Instead, his fingers close around the doll. He plucks it from her embrace with the smooth, unhurried motion of a man removing an obstacle from a path, and he turns to the side tableâthe one by the chaise, the one with the lamp that casts a circle of amber light onto the carpetâand he lays the doll upon it.
âCaleb?â Her voice has changed; not fearâshe does not know fear, not in his presence, not yetâbut confusion, a gentle bewilderment, the soft uncertainty of a child whose toy has been taken without explanation. âWhat are youââ
âHush, little one.â He turns back to her. He is taller now, or the room has shrunk; he stands before her, and his hands rise to cup her face, his thumbs resting along her jawline, his fingers spreading behind her ears into the warmth of her hair. âYou have had your doll. You have had your sixteen daughters. Now you shall have me.â
He kisses her.
Unexpected, overwhelming heat spreads. His lips are warm, almost feverish, a temperature that contradicts the coolness of his hands, his skin, his perpetual chill. He opens her mouth with a pressure that brooks no hesitation, his tongue sliding past her teeth to claim the sweetness within, and she tastes of everything he has imagined through sixteen sets of borrowed eyes: tea and honey and the faint, lingering sugar of the macaroons she favours, and beneath it, the essential, irreplaceable flavour of her life, her blood, her breath.
She makes a sound against his mouthâsmall, and surprised; but she is not resistant.
Her hands lift, fluttering, uncertain where to settle, and he guides them without breaking the kiss, pressing her palms flat against his chest, over the charcoal waistcoat, over the place where no heartbeat pounds but something else resides, something taut and wound and finally, finally releasing.
She clutches the fabric, and Caleb feasts.
He drinks from her mouth as though she contains the only moisture in a desert, his tongue stroking hers, mapping the interior of her lips, the edge of her teeth, the sensitive hollow beneath her tongue. He angles her head with the exact, jointed pressure of his thumbs, tilting her chin to deepen the access, and when she gasps into himâwhen her breath becomes his breathâhe swallows the sound and demands more.
Six weeks. Sixteen dolls. Years of watching, waiting, collecting her moments through glass eyes, and now she is here, real, warm, yielding, and he is devouring the evidence of her existence one kiss at a time.
When he releases her mouth, they are both breathing differently. Her lips are swollen, glistening, parted around questions she does not know how to ask. His own mouth feels altered, sensitized, alive with the phantom of her taste. He looks down at her, at the beautiful creature who stands before him with her hands still grabbing a fistful of his coat, and he smiles with a warmth that is genuine because it is predatory.
âSweet,â he says. âSo sweet, my pretty girl. I knew you would be. I have imagined this taste through every doll I placed in your chamber. I have wondered if you would be honey or cream or something rarer. You are all three. You are everything.â
âI donâtââ she sways slightly; er eyes are unfocused, the pupils dilated, her. âI donât understand whatâs happening.â
âYou are being loved by me,â Caleb tells her. âYou need understand nothing else.â
His hands move from her face. They trace the column of her throat with featherlight touches that leave gooseflesh in their wake, and then they descend to the bodice of her dress. The fabric is fine, silk or something like it, the colour of ivory, and he finds the fastenings to let the buttons give way, and the hooks to loosen. Tender hands peel the dress from her shoulders with a deliberation that feels like unwrapping a gift he has already waited too long to open, and when the fabric pools at her waist, he reveals her breasts.
They are perfect.
Not the perfection of his dolls, which is symmetrical and cold. They are living perfection, soft and smooth and weighted with the gentle gravity of flesh, the nipples are a shade of rose that no pigment has ever accurately captured. He cups them in his hands and feels the warmth of her radiate into his palms like coals placed against ice.
She inhales sharply; her spine arches, pressing her more firmly into his grip, and he accepts the offering with a low sound that is not quite a groan, not quite a purr, but something that belongs to no human throat.
âBeautiful,â he murmurs, and the word is reverent and possessive and absolute. âMy lovely little girl. Look at you. Look what youâve hidden beneath all that silk and propriety. Look what belongs to me.â
Caleb lowers his head.
His mouth closes around her left nipple, and the heat of himâimpossible, overwhelming, the warmth of a kiln rather than a manâenvelops her flesh. He sucks. Hard. The pressure is sudden, intense, drawing the sensitive peak deep into the wet cavern of his mouth, his tongue lashing against it with firm, insistent strokes.
She cries out, a high, broken sound that echoes in the room, her hands flying to his hair, her fingers tangling in the brown strands that never fall out of place. He does not release her. He suckles with the focused intensity of a parched man finding a puddle of water, and his pleasure is evident in the way his eyes half-close, the way his jaw works, the way his free hand rises to knead her other breast, rolling the neglected nipple between his thumb and forefinger until it stiffens to match its twin.
He moves from one breast to the other without pause, marking no territory because he claims all of it, every inch, every curve, every shuddering breath. He bites, gently, testing the resilience of her flesh, and when she moansâwhen her head falls back and her throat exposes itself to the lamplightâhe growls against her skin and sucks harder, drawing the blood to the surface, resisting with a violence that trembles through his frame the urge to bruise, to purple, to leave the unmistakable imprint of his mouth where anyone might see. He pulls back only when both nipples glisten, swollen and darkened, throbbing with the heat of his attention, and even then he does not release her breasts entirely. He holds them, possessively, his thumbs strumming across the wet peaks, his eyes fixed on her face.
âPlease,â she whispers. The word is directionless, a plea cast into waters she does not know the depth of. âPlease, I-IâCaleb, I f-feel soâŠâ
âI know what you feel, sweetling.â His voice is thick, the measured cadence fractured by something that reeks of hunger. âI know every sensation in your pretty body. I have studied you. I have memorized you. Now I am confirming my research.â
His hands slide from her breasts. They grip her waist, and he lowers himself to his knees before her. He looks up at her through his round spectacles, the violet eyes darkened to something near black, and his hands find the hem of her skirts. He pushes them upward, slowly, revealing layer after layer of petticoats, of stockings, of the delicate, ribboned underthings that separate her from the air. She stands frozen, beautiful and small and trembling, her hands hovering in the air as though she has forgotten their function.
âMr. Xia,â she breathes, suddenly formal until she is not. âCaleb. What are y-youâyou mustnâtâŠâ
âI must,â he says simply. âI have lasted not doing this for years. Spread your legs, my dear. Be good for me.â
She obeys. The movement is hesitant, automatic, the compliance of someone who has never been taught to refuse the things asked of her by men she trusts. He guides her feet apart with gentle pressure, and then he is beneath her skirts, his head disappearing into the shadowed, fabric-draped space between her thighs, and his mouth finds her cunt.
She is pretty there, too.
The thought arrives as a fact, as inevitable as gravity; the skin is smooth and soft as the porcelain he shapes in his kiln, the folds delicate and flushed with arousal, glistening with the evidence of her response to his mouth at her breast. He inhales her scentâsweet, yes, but beneath it the darker, saltier perfume of a woman ready to be taken, the essential musk of her sex that no doll, no matter how perfect, can replicate.
Caleb groans, the sound vibrating against her most sensitive flesh, and then he feasts.
His tongue parts her. It strokes upward from her entrance to the hood of her clitoris with a slow, devastating thoroughness, lapping at her as though she were a delicacy to be savoured rather than consumed in one measly bite. She cries out, her hips bucking, her hands falling to his head, gripping his hair with a desperation that seems to surprise even her. He does not allow her movement. His hands clamp around her thighs, holding her spread and open and vulnerable to his mouth, and he delves deeper, pressing his tongue inside her, tasting the liquid heat of her core, before withdrawing to circle her clit with relentless, flickering pressure.
âOh,â she gasps. âOh, please, I canâtâitâs too much, aah! I-Itâsââ
âIt is exactly enough,â he murmurs against her, the words muffled by her flesh, the vibration of his voice adding another layer to the pressure. âYou will take what I give you. You will take it, and you will thank me, and you will give me more.â
He slides one hand upward, beneath the bunched fabric of her skirts, and finds her entrance with his fingers. Two of them, long and cool, are pressing into her tightness with a steady, unyielding pressure. She is wet, so wet, slick and scorching around his digits, and the sensation of her inner walls clutching at himâliving, responsive, desperateâdraws another groan from his chest. He pumps his fingers in rhythm with his tongue, curling them upward to stroke the spot inside her that makes her knees buckle, that makes her cry out with a sharp, animal sound that has no place in the receiving room of a noble house.
Caleb makes her cum with his mouth.
The orgasm rolls through her like a tide, slow and inexorable, building from the pressure of his tongue and the stroke of his fingers until she is shaking, sobbing, her thighs trembling around his head, her hands pulling his hair with a force that would dislodge a lesser manâs composure. He is no lesser, much less, is he a man. He does not stop. He rides her through it, gentling his tongue but maintaining the suction around her clit, milking her with his fingers, drawing out every spasm, every clutch, every drop of pleasure until she is limp, gasping, her head lolling in every which way from surrender.
But he is not finished.
Before she can recover, before her breathing can steady, he renews his assault. His fingers move faster, deeper, curling against her inner walls, and his mouth descends again to her clit, sucking with renewed, almost punishing intensity.
A wail rips through her, and she tries to close her legs, to escape the deluge, but his grip is iron, his will absolute. âNo,â he commands against her, the word a hot breath against her oversensitive flesh. âYou do not retreat from me. You do not deny me. Give me another, little one. Give me what I am owed.â
She cums again, but this time, much harder. The second orgasm crashes into the first without boundary, a continuous wave of pleasure that seems to break something loose in her, some final tether to propriety or consciousness. She sobs his name, âCaleb,â and her body convulses around his fingers, her juices flooding his hand, his chin, the fabric of her ruined underthings.
When he withdraws, she is barely standing.
He emerges from beneath her skirts with his chin wet, his spectacles slightly askew and splattered with slick, his eyes are completely black and blazing with a violet light that seems to generate its own heat.
Caleb rises to his feet, his movements fluid and jointed, and he catches her as she sways, lifting her into his arms with an ease that belies the density of his own frame. âGood girl,â he whispers against her temple. He carries herânot to the chaiseâbut to the carpet in the centre of the room. The rug is thick and designed with an intricate pattern of blues and golds that will cushion her and hide what spills. He lays her upon it with a gentleness that contradicts the violence of his intention, arranging her limbs with the same care he applies to his dolls, spreading her legs, lifting her hips, positioning her so the lamplight falls across her flushed, naked skin in the exact manner he requires.
And then he turns to the side table.
The doll lies there still, eyes open, her soft hair arranged across the surface. Caleb reaches for her. He lifts her with one hand, the other already working at the fastenings of his trousers, and he places the doll on the carpet before them, sitting in a way that faces them, her painted gaze fixed upon the scene with the unblinking, eternal patience of an audience.
He positions her carefully, ensures her eyes align with the joining of their bodies.
âThere,â he says, and his voice is thick, distorted, the voice of something that has worn human speech for too long and is beginning to let the seams show. âOur newest daughter must watch. She must see how Papa loves her Mama. She must learn what wanting truly means.â
Caleb frees himself. His cock is heavy, flushed dark with blood, the skin stretched tight and glistening at the tip with the evidence of his own arousal. He is largeâhe knows this, has always known itâand he grips himself at the base, guiding himself to her entrance, pressing the broad, weeping head against her slick, fluttering folds.
She looks up at him from the carpet, her eyes glazed, her hair dishevelled, her dress bunched around her waist like shed skin. She is small beneath him, fragile, a living doll arranged for his pleasure, and the sight of herâopen, waiting, hisâdrives a shudder through his spine that he does not suppress.
âLook at me,â he commands. âNot the doll. Not the room. Me. Know who takes you.â
âCaleb,â she breathes. âI-Iâve neverâno one has e-everââ
âI know.â The words are a purr. âAnd no one ever will. You are mine, my sweetling. I will be your first and your only one forever.â
He pushes inside her.
The tightness is exquisite. It is purity, it is possession, it is the absolute, irrefutable claim of a man who has waited beyond the patience of mortals and now takes what time has owed him. She is wet, prepared by his mouth and his fingers, but she is small, and he is thick, and the stretch of her virgin flesh around his intrusion draws a cry from her throat that is part pain, part wonder, part something deeper that neither of them has language for. He sinks in slowly, inch by inch, his jaw locked, his eyes fixed on her face, watching every flicker of sensation cross her features, cataloguing her responses with the obsessive attention he brings to his glazing.
Caleb bottoms out. The head of his cock presses against her cervix, nudging the gate of her womb with a steady, battering pressure that makes her gasp, her hands flying to his shoulders, her nails digging into the wool of his coat.
He is seated to the root inside her, surrounded by her heat, her tightness, the rhythmic, involuntary flutter of her muscles trying to accommodate his girth, and he holds there, letting her feel the full extent of his possession, letting her understand the depth of her impalement. âFeel me,â he murmurs, and his hips begin to move slowly. Each withdrawal is a torture of friction, and each thrust is a deliberate, grinding return that drives him against her cervix with unrelenting force. âFeel where I am. This is where I belong, my dear; buried inside your pretty cunt, so deep that you cannot tell where you end and I begin.â
âPlease,â she sobs, her legs wrapping around his waist, her heels digging into the small of his back. âPlease, Caleb, Iâitâs too much, y-youâre soââ
âI am exactly enough,â he growls, and his pace intensifiesânot faster, but harder, each thrust landing with a heavy, wet slap of flesh against flesh, the sound obscene and perfect in the quiet room. âAnd you will take all of me. You will open for me. You will mold yourself around my shape until you cannot breathe without me.â
He fucks her with the intensity of a man performing a sacred rite, his hips rolling and snapping with a precision that seems to target the exact depth, the exact angle, the exact pressure required to shatter her. He watches her, the thin rim of violet in his gaze boring into her face as his cock batters her cervix, as her breasts bounce with the force of his thrusts, as her mouth falls open around sounds that are no longer words but pure, unfiltered expressions of being taken.
âYou are going to Lemuria,â he gasps, and the words are punctuated by the heavy, rhythmic impact of his body into hers. âYou are going to the sea. To the sun. To your fatherâs estate. But I will be with you. Do you understand? I will be so deep inside you that it is like I am with you always. Every step you take on that shore, you will feel me. Every wave that breaks, you will remember this. You will carry me in your womb, my seed, my weight, my presence. You will never be free of me, my lovely girl. You will never want to be.â
âYes,â she cries, tears streaming from the corners of her eyes, her face flushed and desperate and beautiful. âYes, please, I wantâI want you with me, I wantââ
âYou have me.â He leans down, his weight pressing her into the carpet, his mouth capturing hers in a kiss. âAll of me. Now give me your pleasure again. Give it to me while I take you. Give it to me because I demand it.â
She cums around his cock.
The orgasm is different from the ones he gave her with his mouthâdeeper, more violent, a convulsion of her inner walls that grips him like a fist, milking him, demanding his own release. She screams into his mouth, or perhaps he swallows the sound; her body arches off the carpet, her spine bowing, her nails scoring his shoulders through the fabric of his coat. The sensation of her climaxing on him, the rhythmic, desperate clenching of her virgin cunt around his invading flesh, tears a groan from his chest that seems to originate from somewhere beneath his ribs, somewhere that has never before been permitted to make noise.
But he does not stop.
Caleb breaks the kiss and stares down at her, his spectacles are askew, and his eyes are burning with a black-violet light. âAgain,â he commands. âOne more. The last one, sweetling. Promise me; promise me you will give me one more, and I will fill you. I will mark you from the inside where no one can see, where only you will know, where you will carry my claim across the sea and through every day of your life.â
âI promise,â she sobs, delirious, overwhelmed, her body still twitching from the aftershocks. âI promise, I promise, pleaseââ
âTogether,â he murmurs, and the word is binding like a vow. âPromise, sweetling. Promise. Together now. Good girl.â
He increases his pace. The rhythm that was slow and intense becomes something elseâfaster, harder, a pounding, battering assault that shakes her body against the carpet, that drives the breath from her lungs, that makes her breasts bounce and her thighs tremble and her head fall back in absolute, surrendered abandon.
âCaleb,â she screams. âCaleb, I canât, Iâm going toâIâmââ
âNow,â he snarls. âWith me. Give it to me now.â
She shatters.
The final orgasm crashes through her with the force of a wave breaking against stone, a continuous, rolling convulsion that seems to originate from her core and radiate outward until every limb, every muscle, every nerve is singing with the violence of her release. And as she cumsâ as her cunt grips him like it can't bear to let goâhe finally allows himself to follow.
He buries himself to the hilt inside her, pressing so hard against her cervix that she can feel the pulse of his release like a heartbeat in her deepest place, and he spills into her with a heat that seems to scald, a volume that seems impossible, flooding her womb, her channel, marking her with the irrevocable evidence of his possession. He groans, a sound like stone grinding against stone, like the kilnâs deepest fire finding voice, and he pumps into her with short, jerking thrusts, ensuring every drop is deposited, ensuring nothing is wasted, ensuring she will leave this room carrying him inside her in a way that no sea, no distance, no time can dissolve.
They collapse together, and he does not withdraw; he stays inside her, softening but still present, still claiming, and he gathers her against his chest with hands that tremble only slightly. She is limp, gasping, her face pressed against his collar, her tears wetting his cravat.
The doll watches from the carpet, patient and eternal.
Just like himself.
âGood girl,â Caleb whispers into her hair, his voice returned to its low, melodic register, though it is thickened, satiated, almost sleepy in its satisfaction. âMy perfect, sweet girl. You did so well for me. You took everything. You gave everything.â
âCaleb,â she mumbles, half-conscious, her body still twitching with aftershocks around his spent length. âI feel you. I can still feel you. Itâs likeâitâs like youâre stillââ
âI am,â he says. âI will be. Even in Lemuria. Even when you stand on the shore and watch the tide. You will feel me inside you, warm and heavy and real. You will touch yourself in the dark and find me there. You will never be alone, my dear. You have never been alone. I have been inside you since the first doll.â
He adjusts her in his arms, withdrawing finally with a wet, obscene sound that makes her whimper at the loss, and he arranges her dress with gentleness, covering her breasts, smoothing her skirts, restoring the fiction of her propriety even as his seed slides down her skin, even as the mark of him pulses in her bruised, swollen core. He lifts the doll from the carpetâhis hands are steady now, perfectly steadyâand he places it into her limp, unresisting arms. âHold her,â he instructs. âTake her to Lemuria; let her watch the window, let her wait with you. And when you look at her, when you see her eyes in the dark, remember that she sees you too, that I see you too.â
She clutches the doll. Her fingers are weak, trembling, but they close around the porcelain body with such tenderness that it makes him smile. âI will,â she whispers. âI promise.â
Caleb stands. He adjusts his clothingâtrousers fastened, coat smoothed, spectacles straightened, cravat adjusted to hide the absence of any heartbeat in his throat. He looks down at her, at the beautiful creature lying spent and claimed on the Dukeâs carpet, cradling his doll, leaking his seed, marked by him in ways invisible and indelible.
âTomorrow,â he says. âYour father departs tomorrow. I will not see you again before you go. But I am with you. I am always with you.â
He steps into the hallway, closes the door with a click that seals the afternoon into memory, and descends the grand staircase with the posture of an artisan who has merely delivered a commission and received the payment in full.
Dearest Readers,
It is with a trembling hand and a fluttering heart that your humble observer dips her quill into the inkwell this morning, for the sheets that have arrived upon my desk contain intelligence so staggering, so deliciously unprecedented, that one scarcely knows whether to clutch oneâs pearls or order a fresh gown for the inevitable celebrations.
Gather round, for the fog of rumour has at last parted.
The Duke of Lemuriaâyes, that Duke, the very same whose holdings kiss the salt and spray of the shores, whose treasury is said to be buoyed by tides of pearl and amberâhas issued a formal announcement that has set every drawing room, every guildhall, every cloistered corridor of the Citadel, and every shadowed nook of Skyhaven ablaze with whispered conjecture. His Grace declares, in language so carefully wrought it might have been carved from ivory itself, that his only daughter, that radiant creature whom society has long delighted to call the Darling of the Sun and the Sea, is to be united in matrimony to none other than Mister Caleb Xia of Linkon City.
Allow that name to settle upon your palate, dear reader.
Mister Caleb Xia.
The Dollmaker of Skyhaven.
To the uninitiated, one might assume this to be some quaint romantic fancyâa noble daughter smitten with a handsome craftsman, a minor scandal of the heart to be hushed with a modest settlement and a swift removal to the country. But we, who have watched the currents of power eddy and swirl through the capital these many years, know that nothing concerning Mister Xia is ever merely quaint.
Nothing concerning Mister Xia is ever merely anything.
He has never, in all his years of public prominence, demonstrated the slightest interest in the marriage mart. No seasonal balls have found him in attendance. No matchmaking mama has succeeded in cornering him beside the punch bowl. He has moved through our society like a figure in a dream, present and yet untouchable, visible and yet unmistakeably distant. And now, suddenly, shockingly, he is to be a husband. Not merely a husband at that, but a duke.
For here is the particular inclusion of this announcement that has set the Empire trembling upon its axis: upon the solemnization of this union, Mister Caleb Xia shall cease to be Mister Xia in any meaningful social sense. He shall be addressed, henceforth and in perpetuity, as the Duke of Lemuria. He shall assume the full mantle of ducal authority, the administrative sovereignty over those sun-drenched coastal estates, the parliamentary voice in the Imperial Diet, the hereditary privileges and crushing responsibilities that have, for centuries, descended through the bloodline of his brideâs noble house. The Duke of Lemuriaâher father, the present incumbentâhas effectively declared that his title, his legacy, and his territories are to be entrusted to a man whose primary credential is an unparalleled ability to sculpt a human face from fired clay.
One can almost hear the collective gasp of the aristocracy echoing across the cobblestones.
But wait, dear reader, for the plot thickens into a consistency one might almost spread upon toast. His Imperial Majesty, the Emperor himselfâhe who sits upon the Obsidian Throne and commands armies that make the earth trembleâhas granted his personal approval to the match. This is no mere formality. The Emperorâs endorsement transforms what might otherwise be dismissed as a provincial peculiarity into an affair of state. He is to be family. Imperial family, by extension. The Emperor has, in effect, placed his own shadow between the Dollmaker and those who would seek to question him.
But what of the bride, you ask? What of the creature who has, by this announcement, become the most envied and, one suspects, the most scrutinized young woman in the Empire?
We have long known her as the Darling of the Sun and the Sea, the only daughter of the Duke, a vision of beauty have launched a thousand sonnets and twice as many sighs from the lips of disappointed suitors.
She has resided these past seasons in her fatherâs capital mansion, a soft presence in a hard city that one might mistake her for a living doll herselfâthough, of course, no doll, however masterfully wrought, could replicate the particular luminosity of a soul that has never learned to suspect its own reflection.
It is saidâwhispered, rather, by those who have attended her intimate receptionsâthat she possesses a collection of dolls so extensive it requires its own chamber in the Lemurian mansion. One wonders, with a delicious shiver of speculation, whether this matrimony represents the culmination of a courtship conducted entirely through the medium of bisque and velvet, a romance whispered across sixteen painted faces, a seduction enacted in the language of craftsmanship.
What other suitor could possibly compete with a man who has, quite literally, populated her private world with his creations?
The matchmaking mamas of Philos are, by report, in various states of collapse. Those who had earmarked the Dukeâs daughter for their own sons must now recalibrate their dynastic ambitions. Those who had harboured private hopes of attracting the Dollmakerâs eyeâyes, there were such women, bold creatures who fancied themselves capable of thawing that legendary chillâhave retreated to their boudoirs to shred handkerchiefs and curse the fates. The Artisansâ Guild of Skyhaven, meanwhile, has entered a state of collective apoplexy, torn between pride at their memberâs elevation and terror at the vacuum his exclusivity shall leave in their ranks.
Who shall now serve as the Empireâs premier dollmaker? Who shall fill the atelier that once accepted the most discerning commissions? The answer, one suspects, is no one. The art shall become, under his continued but distant patronage, a relic of the old order.
But let us not, in our fascination with politics and power, neglect the human heartâif indeed human hearts are what beat in the breasts of these two curious figures. For beneath the scaffolding of titles and approvals and strategic calculations, there lies the simple, scandalous, utterly captivating fact of a marriage. A man and a woman. A bedchamber. A life to be shared across the miles that separate Linkon City from the Lemurian shore. She who is soft, and small, and beautiful beyond the capacity of his pigments to capture. He who is cool, and precise, and possessed of a gaze that suggests he has already mapped every day of their future together.
Will he adore her?
The announcement promises he shall. It speaks of a beautiful wife to be adored, of a duchy to be managed with the same devotion he brings to his craft. And one believes itâstrange as it may seem, this one believes it absolutely. Not because the language is convincing, but because it is unnecessary. Any man who has spent years fashioning sixteen perfect masterpieces for a womanâs private chamber has already demonstrated an adoration that transcends the conventional vocabulary of courtship.
He has adored her in porcelain. He has adored her in glass. He has adored her through eyes that do not close, through limbs that do not tire, through a vigilance that has never slept. Now he shall adore her in flesh, in title, in the full, unshielded light of ducal privilege.
One can only wonder what children might issue from such a union. But that, I suspect, is intelligence for another season, another sheet, another whispered dispatch from your devoted observer.
Until then, raise your glasses to the happy couple. The tide, it seems, has turned in their favor. And the tide, as every citizen knows, does not turn back.
SAINT'S NOTES ! posting from my back-up because the reach in my main has been so fucked because of that evil fucking tag; nonetheless, have fun with the dollmaker, because i'm back to be evil and start mass-posting again after disappearing for a while. this blog is only a back-up, all interactions and masterlists can be found in here.
the thought that heâs got you so soaked and claimed that you basically wear more of his dna than your ownâŠ
ê·êŠïž¶ê· Caleb loves cumplay
Yeah, he loves making you wear it. So after Calebâs done covering your tits, heâll massage it in all slow and pull your shirt back down without wiping anything away. âFor safekeeping~â he coos, giving your tits a lil squeeze âIâll check how pretty you kept it when you get home later, so donât clean up⊠go make gege proud todayâ
âŠcum layering. He cums on your pussy, pushes it inside with his fingers, fucks you again, pulls out and adds another load on top. By the third round youâre a sticky, dripping mess and Caleb spreads your folds just to watch it ooze out ââŠlook at thatâŠâ he whispers almost in awe. âall mine⊠leaking everywhere⊠âs⊠so prettyââ he slides his fingers through the mess and gives you a cheeky look âkinda wanna taste it⊠bury my face in you and eat my own mess⊠what? I made it. I get to taste it tooâ
Heâll cum on your tongue, then tell you not to swallow. He makes you open your mouth and show him while he slowly fucks you, using the sight of his cum pooled on your tongue to get hard again âyeah⊠just like that. Donât swallow yet, baby. Lemme see itâŠâ sometimes he leans down and kisses you messy so you both taste it, pulling back with a pout âawh⊠itâs all gone now⊠want seconds?â
After heâs covered your ass, heâll make you sit on his lap, still leaking everwhere and just hold you there while he plays with the mess between your thighs, spreading it up to your clit and rubbing slow circles âmm..donât move... âs so warm and sticky between us right nowâŠâ he nuzzles into your neck and laughs softly. âyouâre gonna smell like me all night. Good pipsqueak.â