Summer Session: Week 4 of 8 (Half way there!)
First and foremost- I have no complaints of my transition here in PA.
Secondly- if I just cut to the chase, I did shitty on an activity and I’m pretty ashamed and embarrassed. It was an Introduction Activity- introducing myself to a patient, saying my name, telling them I’m an OT, tell them what an OT is and check their wrist band. I fucking froze in front of my teacher and class and I felt so stupid. I’m still feeling a bit shitty. When I got home, I found myself grabbing the vodka, ate some dinner, and now I’m here. I talked to Wade on the phone and I told him about what happened. I mentioned the whole grabbing a drink and I could tell his demeanor change on the phone. He wasn’t so pleased. It’s never my first thought to grab alcohol but today I did. I’m not sure how I feel.
