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Abby Anderson

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Joel Miller

Ellie Williams

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Salt Lake Crew

Jerry Anderson

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex) During aftercare, Jerry will make sure that you’ve got enough water and as much as he doesn’t like to leave you alone, he’ll rush to get you some snacks right after he cleans you up. He loves to tell you how much of a good girl you are as he takes care of you. Depending on your mood, Jerry will cuddle with you or take a shower with you after you’ve gone to the bathroom. Sometimes, he’ll lie with you for an hour before the two of you take a shower. He’ll help wash you and he’ll massage you if you’re sore. Safe to say, he loves to pamper you afterwards.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) Jerry loves his hands. Especially since he knows he’s good with them. He also can’t help but love having his fingers inside of your pussy when he’s fingering you lazily. On you, he loves your mouth, especially with how pretty you look with your mouth wrapped around his cock. Jerry also enjoys kissing you.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically) Jerry isn’t picky on where he comes, but if you have a preference, he’ll stick with that. Although, he does enjoy coming inside of you for the simple fact that he loves eating it out of you right after. He also enjoys taking pictures of you with his cum on his face with an old Polaroid camera he was gifted.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) Jerry has thought about pegging him, but he’s a little too embarrassed to bring it up. Although he’s a little embarrassed to even bring it up, he’ll eventually ask you when he’s completely comfortable.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?) Jerry has some experience, but not with a lot of the things he’s realized he’s into. The good thing about him though? He’s a very fast learner and he’s not afraid to ask questions if it’s something you’re into.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying) Jerry loves fucking you in missionary. Him being able to see your face while he’s fucking you. It also makes it easier to suck on your tits while he’s fucking you as well. He also enjoys when you ride him, especially when you’re in the mood to take more control, which happens a lot more than either of you first expected.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.) Jerry loves to make you laugh outside of sex, and more times than you’d like to admit, he loves making you laugh while his cock is buried inside of you. It’s safe to say he’s not serious most of the time when the two of you are having sex.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.) Jerry doesn’t shave, let alone trim.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect) He loves taking things slow when the two of you can. Lighting candles and massaging you as he whispers praise in your ear. He enjoys cooking you dinner and gifting you things he finds that make him think of you.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon) Jerry doesn’t masturbate anymore. Between working and being with you, he doesn’t have time and he doesn’t feel the need to do it.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks) Jerry has a lot more kinks now since he’s been with you, and a big kink of his is breeding when he’s domming you. When you’re domming him, he enjoys edging and orgasm denial.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do) Although he enjoys fucking you outside in the woods, he prefers to fuck you in the comfort of your shared apartment. He’ll fuck you anywhere in there and he has before.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going) His motivation is you.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs) Jerry wouldn’t do anything you’re uncomfortable with, even if it’s something he enjoys. He also isn’t into sounding and even the thought of it makes him uncomfortable.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.) He prefers giving, but he would never say no if you offer. He was a bit rusty when the two of you started dating, but when he asked you to walk him through what you like, he was quick to make you come.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.) He likes both rough and fast and slow and sensual. It just depends on both of your moods.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.) Jerry is a fan of quickies, especially when he’s had a busy day and he only has a short time with you before he has to do anything else. Often these quickies just include oral, or he’s fingering you. You’re not complaining, though.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.) Jerry is always up for trying something new, especially if it’s something you want to try out.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?) Jerry can only go one round on a good day, but he does make up for it by making you come with a toy and his fingers, as well as his mouth. You’re never left unsatisfied if he can help it.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?) He’s got a few toys that either you’ve found or he’s found when you’ve gone out. He tries to avoid toys that need batteries due to it being hard to find batteries. He only uses toys on you and not himself.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease) Jerry loves to tease you when the two of you are getting ready to have sex. When you’re washing dishes, he’ll come up behind you and wrap his arms around you as he whispers what he wants to do to you. Obviously, he knows that you’re going to stop doing the dishes so he can follow through on his promises.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.) Jerry isn’t as loud as you’d like him to be, but he’ll grunt and moan when he’s closer to coming.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character) Has definitely fucked you outside, especially when you’re supposed to be out on a run with the fireflies. Jerry doesn’t care, knowing that even if the two of you were caught, you wouldn’t be in trouble. Except, he would rather not be caught by Abby, and neither would you.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes) His cock is average and he usually just wears whatever boxers he can find. Sometimes he won't wear any if he’s in a rush and someone needs him.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?) Jerry’s sex drive isn’t as high as it used to be, but he does make up for it in other ways. If he comes early and he’s too tired and you haven’t come, he’ll eat you out twice in a row.

When Ellie woke up on Saturday morning, she was thankful that it was here. The past few days had been torture, feeling a lot longer than what they were, and the things she planned on doing to distract herself barely helped. She was quick to text Abby.

Hey, we’re still good for five today?

Ellie put her phone down before getting up, trying to figure out what she was going to wear. A part of her wanted to call Dina, knowing she was much better at this stuff than her. Deciding against that, she grabbed a plain black shirt and her best pair of pants. Setting them down onto the desk, she picked out a pair of boxers and a sports bra, knowing that they weren’t going to do anything tonight. She decided to try and kill time since it was only eleven and Abby wasn’t coming to get her until five.

Abby: Definitely! What place did you want to go for dinner? Or we could just order in if you’d prefer.

Ellie grabbed her phone, biting her lip as she read Abby’s text. She was quick to respond back.

Ordering in would work a little bit better!

Abby: That works for me, see you at five.

Ellie put her phone back down and cleaned her room and her bathroom, even having a conversation with Joel about a new horror movie about space that was coming out next week. They even planned to go see it together after Ellie was off work next Friday. When she looked at the time, she groaned, realizing it was only twelve-thirty when it felt like hours had gone by. When Joel left, she made herself some food and decided to watch some movie that she could care less about. Not when all she could think about was Abby.

When it hit four, Ellie grabbed her clothes and showered, taking her time as she tried to calm herself down. She turned the water off and stepped out, wasting no time in drying herself off. Putting on her deodorant and getting dressed, she looked in the mirror when she was done. Sighing, she brushed her hair, knowing that with her luck, it wasn’t anywhere near five. When she left the bathroom, she made her way to her bedroom to grab her phone.

it was four-forty.

She felt better knowing that she didn’t have long before Abby was going to be picking her up. Ellie hated how time felt as if it was going slow on purpose, even when she was doing things to distract herself from thinking too much about it.

When four-fifty-five hit, she got her bag and put her shoes on. She looked outside, and when two minutes went by, she locked the door and went outside.

Thankfully she didn’t have to wait; a minute before five, Abby pulled up, and if Ellie was being honest, she was a little surprised to see she now had a truck.

She wasted no time, making her way down the driveway and towards Abby’s truck. The taller woman got out to greet Ellie with a soft smile on her face. She wasn’t sure what to do until Abby pulled her into a tight hug.

“It’s good to see you, Ellie,” Abby stated, pulling away. “You look… so good.”

Ellie felt her face heat up at Abby’s compliment. “Thank you.”

Abby smiled, watching as Ellie made her way to the other side of the truck. They both got in, and Ellie couldn’t help but stare at both Abby’s face and her arms. Of course, when they were dating, she enjoyed working out, but after all this time, she was much stronger than before.

“I can feel you staring.” Abby teased, and Ellie’s eyes widened as Abby turned to look at her. “Don’t worry, I like it.”

Abby turned the truck on, and they headed to Abby’s place.

The ride was silent but comforting, and for a moment it felt like the car rides they had when they were dating. She shook the thought out of her head, realizing that maybe this wasn’t the best thing to do. She wasn’t turning back now, not when she was finally happy with a decision after she agreed to end things with Abby.

”What are you in the mood for?” Abby asked, keeping her eyes on the road.

“Food-wise?” Ellie asked, and Abby nodded. “Honestly, I’m good with whatever.”

Ellie bit her lip as she saw the smirk on Abby’s face, knowing exactly what she was thinking.

“Do you still like sushi? Or I can always make you one of the sandwiches you always loved when I made them for you,” Abby stated.

”Yes, please.” Ellie groaned, earning a smile from Abby. “After… well, I tried to make it myself, and it wasn’t the same.”

Abby rolled her eyes playfully. “Ells, you mean to tell me you couldn’t make a sandwich for yourself? For years?”

Ellie pretended to be offended. “I never asked what you put in it, and I didn’t want to reach out to ask about a fucking sandwich.”

Abby was quick to look over at Ellie just as she turned down her street.

“So you reach out on some app and swipe right on me knowing that I just want someone to sub to me?” Abby teased. “Honestly, I’m a bit surprised you’re submissive.”

“A switch,” Ellie corrected, a smirk on her face. “For the right person.”

Abby’s eyebrow rose at the correction, deciding to come back to that at a later time. When they pulled into the driveway, Abby turned the truck off and turned to look at Ellie.

“Good news is Lev’s at a friend's house, and so is Yara,” Abby stated. “My dad’s working, but he’ll be home in a few hours.”

Ellie nodded, “Okay! I’m glad we’ll have some alone time. To catch up and discuss things.”

“Same,” Abby smiled. “I love Yara and Lev, but if they were here tonight, they’d steal you away from me.”

Ellie felt her face heat up. “They miss me that much?”

Abby rolled her eyes as they both got out of the truck, leading Ellie up to the front door without saying a word. Ellie watched as she unlocked the door, and when Abby stepped aside to let her in first, she felt a little nervous.

“You can sit on the couch; I’m going to go change into comfier clothes,” Abby stated.

“Aw, but you look so good in your work clothes,” Ellie playfully pouted.

Abby rolled her eyes. “Then you’re going to really love me in a tank top.”

Ellie’s eyes widened. “Well, go get changed!”

Abby laughed, shaking her head as she walked up the stairs and to her room. Ellie pulled out her phone, letting Dina know that Abby had picked her up. She scrolled through her phone, trying to kill time as Abby got changed, and when she heard her come down the stairs, she put it away so she could give her her full attention.

“Okay, I’m back,” Abby announced.

Ellie turned to look at Abby as she made her way towards the couch, unable to take her eyes off her. Although she said it in a joking manner, she was right; Ellie loved seeing her in a tank top. When they were dating, Abby enjoyed working out (even going as far as to try and get Ellie to do it, which didn’t go as planned), but now? Now she was ripped, and she couldn’t wait to be manhandled.

”Did you get lost?” Ellie asked as Abby sat down next to her.

“Still the same brat, I see.” Abby responded, playfully shoving Ellie’s shoulder. “Anyway, do you want to get started, or do you want to eat first?”

Ellie hummed, thinking about the options. She was hungry, but she also wanted to get the conversation done so she could focus on anything else.

“We’ll talk first, and then we can eat.” Ellie stated, turning so she was fully facing her.

Abby nodded, doing the same and turning so they were both looking at each other.

“So what things are you into?” Ellie asked.

“Well, I enjoy a lot of things. I mainly like to make you, or whoever I’m fucking, feel good, but as a domme, I enjoy degrading my sub and overstimulation, as well as edging.” Abby explained.

Ellie nodded slowly, taking in what she was just told. “I’m also into those things; however, I’m more into being denied a bit more, made to beg.”

“Noted,” Abby hummed. “Anything that you’re not into?”

Ellie thought for a minute, wanting to make sure she remembered everything. Abby looked at her softly, patiently waiting for her to respond.

“Honestly, most bodily fluids—I’m good with piss, but anything other than that I’m not into,” Ellie stated. “Also nothing with blood, except… you know.”

Abby smirked, “I don’t know actually. Why don’t you tell me?”

Ellie knew she was lying but continued. “When I’m on my… period.”

“Good girl.” Abby praised Ellie, causing her to whimper. Abby raised an eyebrow at the sound she made. “Oh? You like being praised?”

“Yeah, yeah, I do,” Ellie whispered, suddenly feeling shy.

“Good, I’ll keep that in mind,” Abby hummed. “What about being degraded?”

Ellie nodded. “I think I like it just as much as being praised.”

”Yeah?” Abby asked. “Do you have a safeword?”

”Yeah, it’s ‘red’.”

“Good, and you’ll say it no matter what? Even though you’ll think I’ll be angry or upset.”

“Yes, of course,” Ellie answered.

“That’s a good girl.” Ellie bit her lip as Abby leaned in closer. “You’re wet, aren’t you?”

Ellie nodded, and Abby continued.

“If you want something, you’re going to have to ask for it.” Abby hummed.

She pulled away, studying Ellie’s face as she waited for her to say something. Abby placed her hand on Ellie’s thigh gently, wanting to comfort Ellie.

”Please…” Ellie whispered.

”Please what, Ellie? I won’t know what you want unless you tell me.” Abby stated, patting Ellie’s thigh gently before she moved her hand up higher. ”Come on, baby, you can do it. Mommy knows you can.”

If Ellie wasn’t horny already, that would have done it. The way Abby called herself that had her wanting to hear her ex say it even more.

”I want—I want you to fuck me, please.” Ellie whined.

Abby moved as close as she could to Ellie before looking at her.

“Can I?” Abby asked.

“Yes—yes, just please, I need you.” Ellie begged.

Ellie bit her lip as Abby slipped her hand into her pants and boxers. Abby gasped in faux surprise at how wet she was; knowing that it was all for her made it all the better.

“I can feel that you need me,” Abby stated, pulling her hand up and bringing it up to her face. Causing Ellie to whine from the loss of contact. “You’re that desperate for me to fuck you?”

Ellie nodded frantically, and if she weren’t as turned on, she would be embarrassed with how desperate she was. She was just thankful that Abby didn’t mind it at all.

”I don’t think you deserve it just…yet.” Abby hummed. “You have to earn it, baby.”

Ellie looked in Abby’s eyes, whimpering out, “How—how?”

”Stand up and take your pants off.” Abby instructed.

Ellie did as she was told; not wasting any time, she pulled her pants down to reveal the boxers she had forgotten she was wearing. Suddenly feeling embarrassed as she followed Abby’s gaze down, her face heated up when she noticed the smirk on her face.

“Dinos. Cute.” Abby chuckled before looking up at Ellie’s face.

“Okay, to be fair, I wasn’t expecting this to happen.” Ellie admitted.

”It’s okay, baby, they’re cute.” Abby hummed. “Now, come here.”

Ellie whimpered, moving quicker than she intended to. Abby guided her so she was straddling her muscular thigh, even having to bite back her own noise that was threatening to come out with how wet she was.

“Grind on my thigh, come on, you can do it.” Abby pushed, putting her hands on Ellie’s hips to help guide her.

Ellie started to move, not bothering to take her time—not when she could feel herself already so close. Abby stopped helping as Ellie found her own rhythm, realizing that her ex didn’t need any help.

”Are you this easy with everyone or just me? Hm?” Abby asked.

When Ellie didn’t answer, Abby held her in place before bringing one of her hands up to slap her across the face. Ellie cried out, trying to move again, but Abby held her in place.

“Answer my question, and then you can move.” Abby snapped, moving her hands off Ellie so she could pull her shirt off. “Take your bra off, now.”

Ellie tried her best to take it off as quickly as she could with the position they were in. Once it was off, she tossed it onto the floor before Abby flipped them over so Ellie was on her back. Abby leaned down, taking one of Ellie’s nipples into her mouth, sucking on the bud gently as she slipped her hand into her boxers. She hummed against her, satisfied with how wet her ex was.

”Fuck, Mommy, please,” Ellie begged.

She wasn’t sure what she was begging for, but she did know that if Abby didn’t do anything soon, she might cry.

Abby pulled her mouth off her nipple, running her tongue against her bottom lip as she looked up at Ellie’s face. She used her thumb to rub slow circles against her clit, wanting to tease her some more. Ellie tried to buck her hips, wanting more pleasure than what she was getting, but Abby used her free hand to hold her hips down.

“I—“ Ellie began, but Abby cut her off.

“You what?” Abby questioned, pausing her movements so Ellie could focus on answering.

When she didn’t respond in a timely manner, Abby began to pull her hand out, but Ellie stopped her.

“I—I want your fingers inside of me,” Ellie breathed. “Please, m’need it. Please, please!”

Abby slipped a single into Ellie’s pussy, keeping it still as she watched her face as she tried to stay still. She almost was upset with herself when the thought came up, but she knew Ellie was into being denied, so when she pulled her finger out and then her hand, Abby laughed softly as she cried out. Ellie opened her eyes, looking at Abby, who was now sitting back on her knees.

“I think I’m going to wait a little bit longer,” Abby stated, bringing her finger up to her mouth.

She continued to keep eye contact with Ellie as she wrapped her lips around her finger and sucked gently. Ellie bit her lip hard enough to break skin, but she didn’t care—not with the noises that were threatening to come out. When Abby pulled her finger out of her mouth, she stood up off the couch with a satisfied hum.

chapter 1

Ellie knew that this was a terrible idea the moment she swiped right on Abby, fearing that she was going to look dumb. She still occasionally talked to Lev and Yara, Abby’s siblings, always wanting to make sure they were doing okay. You would know if Abby mentioned it to them the moment it left her mouth, and neither of her siblings would drop the subject for a while. They were like her own siblings, and she was thankful Abby and her ended things on good terms for that reason alone. If anything.

Panic and regret started to set in—well, that was until Abby matched with her. Before Ellie could even think about messaging her, she beat her to it.

Abby: Hey, wow, I didn’t think you’d even match with me. I’m assuming you’ve read my bio, yeah? I just want to make sure you know that I’m not looking for a romantic relationship, and if you are okay with that, are you busy Friday night? We can have dinner and just go over everything and see where it takes us?

Ellie bit her lip, trying to think if she had something going on. She sighed in frustration, realizing that she had made plans with Dina, and if she were to cancel, she would feel like a total ass. She was free on Saturday, so she responded with:

Shit, I’m busy on Friday. How about Saturday?

Ellie stood up from her bed, needing to leave her phone in the room. She wasn’t like this normally, and a part of her knew this was because of it being Abby.

Yeah, their relationship ended on good terms, but that was years ago when Abby moved away for college in a different state. They both mutually agreed that the distance wasn’t going to work, and they left it at that. But now Abby was back in town, and here Ellie was, anxiously waiting for her to respond to her.

Grabbing a water, she slowly made her way back towards her room when Joel stopped her.

“You okay?” He asked.

Ellie nodded. “Yeah, just thirsty.”

Joel didn’t say anything more, watching Ellie climb up the stairs. Ellie decided not to say anything else as well, knowing that she was way too embarrassed to tell him how anxious she was over a text she hadn’t received yet. All Abby wanted was sex, and normally, she didn’t care for just sex, but she was willing to have the agreement with Abby. She missed what they had, and to say the least, she was hopeful something could come out of it. Either way, she was just happy that she was talking to her again.

Grabbing water from the fridge, Ellie made her way back upstairs and to her room. She took a sip before setting the bottle on the nightstand and climbing back into bed. Taking a deep breath, she grabbed her phone, unlocking it and going straight into the app.

Abby That works for me, would five be good? I can always pick you up if you’d like. I pass your area every day after work.

Ellie replied a little faster than she’d like to admit, hating how desperate it came off. At least to herself it did.

Five works! Yeah, you can pick me up. here’s my number…

When Abby texted her, Ellie gave her her address just in case she didn’t have it anymore. They texted for a bit until Ellie fell asleep. When she woke up, she was surprised to see that Abby had texted her, letting her know that she was glad this was happening. Ellie sighed, sending a text agreeing before she reluctantly got up.

When you first started dating Abby, you learned many things about her. The first thing was, she was funnier when she wasn’t trying to be.

The second thing was she and her father used to collect state quarters when she was younger. Now in her twenties, she still did it.

One night as the two of you were lying side by side, she randomly asked if you wanted to see her collection. You, of course, said yes, knowing she was excited about it. So she showed you which states and years she had, only having one whole part left to fill, and she was almost done.

You made a mental note of what she had to get, and the moment you went home, you looked everywhere. You looked at what you had at home, even finding three of the quarters she needed, and the rest you got on eBay. Her birthday was in a few weeks, so it was the perfect gift.

So here you were, watching as Abby opened gifts from her friends and her father before she picked up your gift bag. You bit your lip, feeling your face heat up as she took her time reading the card you hand-made for her.

“I love you too, baby,” Abby hummed, giving you a soft smile.

Manny whistled playfully, causing Abby to roll her eyes in response.

“Fuck off, Manny.” You snapped playfully as you flipped him off, making sure to keep your eyes on your girlfriend. As she unwrapped the gift, you silently hoped she liked it.

“Wait… you mean to tell me you got me all these?” Abby asked, eyes widening as she studied all of the quarters in the case. “Oh shit, Dad, look, she even got me a few for the next year to collect!”

You smiled, enjoying how excited she was for it. Abby sat the quarters down and got up from her seat. You stood up just as she approached you, allowing her to pull you into a tight hug.

“Thank you so much,” Abby whispered in your ear. “By far my favorite present I’ve gotten today.”

When she pulled away, you heard Manny scoff. “Please.”

Abby glared at him, but it soon turned to a smile when he started to laugh.

“I’m just fucking with you,” Manny stated, putting a hand on your shoulder. You nodded, watching as Abby moved back to her seat.

After everyone left, you helped Jerry and Abby clean everything up before he went up for bed.

“Thank you for coming,” Abby said, pulling you into a hug.

“Babe, it’s your birthday; why wouldn’t I be here?” You asked, trying your best to maintain eye contact with her.

“I know my friends can be a bit much, but I promise they love you. Especially Manny and Owen,” Abby reassured you, leaning down to give you a peck on the lips.

“Your friends are great, even Manny.” You smiled, pulling away from her.

“I can’t wait to tell Manny that you think he’s great; he’ll love that.” Abby teased, causing you to playfully push her further away from you.

“Hey, hey!” Abby laughed.

You rolled your eyes as you shook your head, “He would never let me live it down.”

“Oh, I know; that’s why I am going to tell him.”

You groaned, knowing she was going to tell him despite her joking demeanor. You sat down on the couch, playfully pouting as Abby walked into the kitchen.

“You hungry? I can pick us up something on the way back to the dorms if you’d like.” Abby suggested turning her back towards you to open the fridge.

You stayed quiet as she grabbed two waters, watching her shut the fridge and make her way back towards you. She handed you a water bottle just as she sat down next to you on the couch.

“It’s your birthday; you’re not paying.” You stated, glaring at her. You wanted to do one last nice thing for her, but you know this was a subject she was very stubborn about.

Abby tapped your thigh a few times, a shit-eating grin plastered on her face as you opened your water bottle.