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Mungkin kalimat itu yang dapat menggambarkan sosoknya 

Dia datang tanpa ditebak

Dia juga datang tanpa permisi

Tiba-tiba saja.. 

Saat saya sedang merasakan nikmatnya patah hati

Dia masuk dan memberikan nyawa kembali di hati saya

Sempat menolak, 

Namun seiring berjalannya waktu, saya terus memikirkannya.. 

Ajaib memang dia.. 

Tidak ada kata yang tepat untuknya, hanya rasa terima kasih yang bisa saya berikan: 

Terima kasih karena datang tanpa terpaksa.. 

Terima kasih telah hadir di hidup saya yang tidak terlalu berwarna ini.. 

Tetaplah menjadi matahari yang menyinari hidup saya, dikala mendung datang

Hello, Apa kabar? 

Nggak kerasa 2021 sudah mau selesai (yes, in 8 days we will welcome 2022. What have you prepared?)

Akhirnya, setelah sekian lama saya menghilang dari “dunia” pertumblr ini, saya kembali menulis dan menyapa lagi. 

Sedikit cerita tentang 2021, tahun ini kehidupan saya penuh dengan lika-liku, seperti roller coaster. Di awal dikasih senyum, eh dibulan ketiga udah dikasih tangisan. But it's okay, it turns out I'm strong and can get through it easily. I'm proud of myself! :)

Setelah itu, kehidupan kembali berjalan seperti biasanya, penuh tawa dan harapan. Namun sampai akhirnya, cobaan datang lagi, ya virus laknat ini menyerang tubuh ibu saya dan saya. 14 hari karantina serasa setahun, lama sekali, bahkan, saya sudah pasrah saat itu. Benar-benar lelah! Tapi ternyata Tuhan masih memberikan saya dan ibu saya kehidupan., ya saya dan ibu sembuh! Thank you, God! 

Yes, life is full of hope, sincerity, and endless gratitude. Everything is going smoothly so far. I also met many good people who always gave me attention and encouragement for me.

May next year, we all be blessed with all the things we wish for! Aaamiiiiin...

I don’t know what should retaliate. I thank you because you are the one who always there for me. Thanks for the song you made for me. Thanks for the beautiful words. Gratitude for this affection. Thank you for everything. But, Now I’m sure If I was in love with you. I love you too.

I’m not new person in your life. I’m also not a perfect person for you. But, I’m confident with my feelings this time. Because, you can always make me smile & laugh. You’re always there when I was in need of someone. And, now I truly believe if I’m in love with a woman who is always there in my life. And it is YOU!!!!!!!! Because you are someone special that I met on Earth. I love you.

Many things are always there to mind for this.

But there’s only one thing that could always confiscate my time and my attention

The answer is YOU!

You ..

You can always make me crazy.

You can always make me smile.

You can always make me cry and hope.

And … You also made me fall in love ..

You are my hope for this.

Hope that can always make me strong when I see your smile.

Beautiful smile was always present in every dream.

The figure is always changing my world.

You are the most beautiful figure-created god to me.

You … I …. one ..

Hai, Tumblr! Long time no see you :D There are so many stories that would be told…

The story begins a year ago, what is it? Even this little girl doesn’t know what’s going on ..

Hello?

Perhaps the words that could tell you about all of this. or even words that can put an end to it?

The little girl would still stick with the word “HELLO” until the word “Goodbye” can replace. :-)

And …. Time spent in waiting for came. Exactly today, said “Goodbye” it should say. He’s going back again. But it was not for this little girl but rather for others.

Hai langit... Apa kabar? Semoga keadaanmu selalu sehat ya! 

Aku masih tetap ada di sini dengan situasi dan keadaan yang baik. Namun tidak untuk hari-hariku yang ternyata kelabu. Karena langitku sudah tidak biru lagi...

Sebuah tahun yang baru dengan semua harapan yang sudah ada.

Masih sama,

I believe, you will not disappear again. Welcome back, you! Lot's of stories from me for you.

Xxo