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Not to be dramatic but I’m never opening up or being vulnerable again. It’s hard and I’m tired and it makes me feel like a burden I’d rather feel like shit than feel like shit and a fucking burden.

taking e v e r y t h i n g as a sign of rejection sure is one hell of a ride

its always "mental health matters" until you start showing symptoms.

all i do is be stupid and then cry about it.

the sexual tension betwen me and never speaking to anyone again

my trauma did not make me stronger. It made me angry and scared.

WHY DO I RUIN EVERYTHING HOW DO I STOP RUINING IT ALL I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AND STAY HAPPY

i be in my own head fighting for my life

i’m such a slut for praise and validation

any room can be a panic room if you just give me a fucking second