ᑎYᑕKI O'dell

So I've not been on Tumblr in months. My children's father passed away in January and I have just not been myself. We are having a really tough time, I have a 17-year-old daughter a 12-year-old son and a 10-year-old daughter now to look after by myself. I have no friends and no family so I'm going to use this as a way to get things out. Hopefully it'll help someone else. I'm very alone, and when I get in my head shit gets bad. I have BPD. If that tells you anything. Anytime I've ever tried to have feelings they have always been shut down or I've been told they don't matter, well I'll find somewhere where they matter. I'll find a safe space for my mental health and I'm hoping that this is going to be it. And everybody will just go along the ride with me. Chime in if you'd like.