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#he would pretend it's all fine but secretly he misses him #bro is too scared to let everyone knows how much he really cares

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ciel homu

tismlizardposting

TFW my day is genuinely like this:

Travel to my fashion workshop and make kink gear

Open fridge and someone has put a tortilla in the CNC Machine then displayed it on the fridge

Nice

Go for a walk to get my partners meds

Pharmacist confused as hell that my partners femme deadname is of someone who needs birth control. And they think I'm a woman. Questions about my hypothetical penis appear in the pharmacists head. Awkward conversation but I find it funny.

Acquire burger and consume

Make more kink gear and pack dinosaur print granny trolley full of gear

Go to drag show

The show has hobby horsing and I end up sewing shitloads of patches on a friend's jacket after consuming a pickleback, which is a concerning flavour of drink but I'm oddly enthralled by it

Someone lipsyncs Oh So Quiet but only the instruments. None of the lyrics. Amazing.

Catch tram back and stop off for HSP

Gap ppl all over the street BC it is The Gay Area of my city

Typing this in the kebab shop that's blasting Kesha really loudly as I consume my HSP near my granny trolley full of kink gear

Hot girl sits across the table from me and tells me 5 times she likes my hair (I think she keeps forgetting she told me this)

Wins all round really.

tismlizardposting

In another development, a very professional man handed me a business card in the kebab shop whilst LMFAO was blasting that "wiggle wiggle wiggle" line. The business card was for ket, MD and coke.

My life is a Smiling Friends bit.

TFW my day is genuinely like this:

Travel to my fashion workshop and make kink gear

Open fridge and someone has put a tortilla in the CNC Machine then displayed it on the fridge

Nice

Go for a walk to get my partners meds

Pharmacist confused as hell that my partners femme deadname is of someone who needs birth control. And they think I'm a woman. Questions about my hypothetical penis appear in the pharmacists head. Awkward conversation but I find it funny.

Acquire burger and consume

Make more kink gear and pack dinosaur print granny trolley full of gear

Go to drag show

The show has hobby horsing and I end up sewing shitloads of patches on a friend's jacket after consuming a pickleback, which is a concerning flavour of drink but I'm oddly enthralled by it

Someone lipsyncs Oh So Quiet but only the instruments. None of the lyrics. Amazing.

Catch tram back and stop off for HSP

Gap ppl all over the street BC it is The Gay Area of my city

Typing this in the kebab shop that's blasting Kesha really loudly as I consume my HSP near my granny trolley full of kink gear

Hot girl sits across the table from me and tells me 5 times she likes my hair (I think she keeps forgetting she told me this)

Wins all round really.

#day in the life #genuinely sounds like a fake story #but this is my life

theragamuffininitiative

Alright I want to know something here:

the 🙃 emoji means (approximately)

silly!*

ugh!*

secret third thing you will explain in tags*

Voting ended onJul 10

*if comfortable doing so, you may include your age range/generation in the tags for helpful demographic data

kindly reblog for bigger sample size, thanks!

#always felt to me like a sarcastic version of “things are great!!”#like when you're about 2 mins away from actually losing Ur shit but U can kinda maintain composure and go “this is fine” :))))))#but also if one more thing happens you're gonna eat the walls #also using it as a reply feels like an acknowledgement of that feeling towards someone else

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I'm sure you could diagnose me with something based on my 4 long-term blorbos

#Alois trancy #ciel phantomhive #kuroshitsuji #black butler #motoko kusanagi #major motoko kusangi #ghost in the shell #levi ackerman #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin

Anhedonia is so wild because I can sometimes physically feel the moment I go from distressed -> "idc anymore man". I will be peaking on the "high intensity + negative emotion" scale and then it's like I clip outside of the map, it just dissipates and there is *nothing* anymore and my key emotion is 👍 even to things I'd otherwise enjoy.

Opened a really cool dinosaur game the other day when feeling like this, played for a few minutes hoping for some delayed dopamine and I may as well have been watching paint dry. Exited game. Did something else instead idk what. To note, paleontology is actually a special interest of mine.

Took a day off today, left the house on my own and the presence of other people felt weird. Went to a bookstore, got sushi (which was actually awful and I need a better sushi spot), did some tasks outside, got home, layed down for 2 hours in front of my heater. I actually bought a book surprisingly, despite reading (instead of audiobooks) feeling rather inaccessible. Maybe this will be forced "slow down" time?

Currently trying to figure out how to sidestep multi-week episodes of anhedonia and some findings so far include:

- Go do tasks outside but like, legitimate errands

- Hot shower good

- Bookstore good

- Ignore my wallet and just buy whatever food I want, to see if I actually have interest in food again. In the very least it'll give me something to have an opinion on, at a time where it's hard to form an opinion on anything at all. (Interestingly the fact sushi was terrible led me to researching other places to eat and now I have future plans to check out 2 different eateries which means more Outside Of House).

- Write in a timestamped manner detailing what I've been doing, to help keep track of time

- Wear clothes I have previously enjoyed even if I'm not feeling any particular way towards them in the moment

- Binge watch a tv series, but only the length of something that can be completed within 1-2 days

Anyway these have been my findings. Maybe they will be useful for someone. Maybe I am typing into the void but that's what this app is good for. It is the diet soda of social medias, and far removed from the slop posting of meta which I don't wish to engage with in this particular way.

#anhedonia #personal posting #mental health #AuDHD

rarehertz

cock reveal in 12,000 years

11,999 years

11,998 years

oh you know

Having experienced a lot of it in my 20s, I think some of the worst, pettiest, most straight up this-is-just-bullying-you're-passing-off-as-praxis incidences of Queer Infighting endemic to young people can be best understood as attempts to exercise power by people with very little power.

Like you're 22, you're queer, you've just become a Marxist, the scope of World Suck is overwhelming and you have $30 in your bank account. What can you do to feel like you have any power? Well, you can try to get your frenemy cancelled for cosplaying a character from a problematic show. You can write a public callout post over someone's obviously friendly use of a slur you don't think they technically have the right to reclaim. Doing this stuff can make you feel like you have power and your actions have an impact. Unfortunately the impact in question is a negative impact on other marginalized people. But that often takes some maturity and self-reflection to notice.

drtanner

I'm reminded of this post from 2017. To paraphrase, OP took part in community service via their university and part of that was cleaning the bathrooms at the local homeless community centre, which would frequently get trashed, not because the homeless people using them disrespected the work of the people cleaning them but because they had so little control over other things that happened in their lives, and the bathroom was something they could affect.

This, too, is a trashed bathroom; young queer people living through hell and having precious little control over their circumstances or the world in which they exist can affect something by using the language of social justice as a cudgel on their would-be allies, as well as getting a brief feeling of power over someone else by doing it.

It's not worth it. Don't trash your community bathrooms.

noelle-ism

i stopped giving a shit about "legit" purchases of digital products after i spent $80 on the entire Dark Horse collection of Trigun/Trigun Maximum ebook mangas, learning that I only got access to reading them through a proprietary website ereader function, couldn't download them, and couldn't get a refund, and then literally only a year later, getting an e-mail stating that Dark Horse was shutting down that part of their company and I wouldn't even be able to read them anymore. Fuck that

noelle-ism

Pirate shit. Don't feel bad for it. It's not "your fault" that artists, independent or otherwise, can't make a living. You downloading an album or ebook for free isn't the cause of the problem. The cause is capitalism, plain and simple, and pirating is a lucky loophole that companies are still trying to stomp out.

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theywontletmebeprincipal

catholic priest drag king called Father Issues

If I see one more AI event flyer with nothingburger statements on it, 15 different fonts and an unreadable layout, I am going to punt someone into the sun

#it makes Ur event look shit btw #fuck ai posters #literally just use Canva or something

I seriously need to shove my entire face into a pigeon, a chicken, or a swan perhaps. I think it would fix me. I need to huff a bird.

#they smell really good #bird sniffer

maneater--mildred

Five-upping the boss

tismlizardposting

500 cigarettes

Linux life is sudobashing to solve an issue for 2 hours and then realising the simple solution was that ur printer cable is dead.

#Linux #Ubuntu #tux

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zmiyinaart

Faith

A fire priestess - heavily inspired by the Scythian costume.

One of the chief gods of the Scythians was Tapiti, compared to Hestia. Today her name still lives in the words like teplyi (warm) and topyty (to melt/drown).

Meteropathy feels like being kicked in the head

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