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It's been a super crazy 2 years for me (oh geez... that's how long i've been out of it for?). I started writing out a whole post explaining what the hell was going on in my life, but it sounded more like a therapy session and I figured it was too much for updates and I don't want to bore you.

Long story short: I've graduated from PA school, started adulting and working in a trauma hospital in a high-stress specialty where I'm also working overtime, and I haven't had the time or energy to process how I've basically lost most if not all of my meaningful relationships/friendships because I haven't given myself time to properly process/heal/deal with my first breakup with someone who I was also best friends with during all of PA school. And I spend all of my free time sleeping or mindlessly watching meaningless YouTube videos. Or playing Twisted Wonderland. Almost always at the same time.

(I really thought that when I graduated and started working I'd have so much free time and I'd be happier, but I'm just tired all the time and I'm pretty sure my friends hate me lol.)

Anyway, the past 2 weeks I actually didn't have to work overtime for the first time in a WHILE, and I fully realized how capital D Depressed I actually am (and how thin my hair is and how much my scalp hurts and how much weight I've put on and how much my body aches everywhere) and I want to take back my happiness one day at a time. (No really, I broke down and downloaded a habit tracker to remind me to take my vitamins and iron every day and oil my hair every week and get my nails done-)

I really miss getting the smallest ideas for one shots from the randomest things in my daily life. I miss writing and having some kind of purpose. I just miss being happier tbh, someone skip me to the part of my life where I become hotter and more emotionally stable and confident

You're probably gonna get a oneshot out of me sometime this week, an idea popped into my head while I was researching hair sticks to put my hair up without my scalp screaming at the end of the day. After that... I have no idea, we'll see.

I hope this is the start of me coming back here on a regular basis. In case you didn't know, I also have a kpop blog where I write mostly timestamps and shorter oneshots @doyoungiesbunnies. I might start writing Twisted Wonderland stuff, but I don't know where I'd put it... That's all for now. I hope you're all doing well, staying happy and healthy and taking care of yourselves. I'll see you all again soon ❤️

It's been a super crazy 2 years for me (oh geez... that's how long i've been out of it for?). I started writing out a whole post explaining what the hell was going on in my life, but it sounded more like a therapy session and I figured it was too much for updates and I don't want to bore you.

Long story short: I've graduated from PA school, started adulting and working in a trauma hospital in a high-stress specialty where I'm also working overtime, and I haven't had the time or energy to process how I've basically lost most if not all of my meaningful relationships/friendships because I haven't given myself time to properly process/heal/deal with my first breakup with someone who I was also best friends with during all of PA school. And I spend all of my free time sleeping or mindlessly watching meaningless YouTube videos. Or playing Twisted Wonderland. Almost always at the same time.

(I really thought that when I graduated and started working I'd have so much free time and I'd be happier, but I'm just tired all the time and I'm pretty sure my friends hate me lol.)

Anyway, the past 2 weeks I actually didn't have to work overtime for the first time in a WHILE, and I fully realized how capital D Depressed I actually am (and how thin my hair is and how much my scalp hurts and how much weight I've put on and how much my body aches everywhere) and I want to take back my happiness one day at a time. (No really, I broke down and downloaded a habit tracker to remind me to take my vitamins and iron every day and oil my hair every week and get my nails done-)

I really miss getting the smallest ideas for one shots from the randomest things in my daily life. I miss writing and having some kind of purpose. I just miss being happier tbh, someone skip me to the part of my life where I become hotter and more emotionally stable and confident

You're probably gonna get a oneshot out of me sometime this week, an idea popped into my head while I was researching hair sticks to put my hair up without my scalp screaming at the end of the day. After that... I have no idea, we'll see.

I hope this is the start of me coming back here on a regular basis. In case you didn't know, I also have a kpop blog where I write mostly timestamps and shorter oneshots @doyoungiesbunnies. I might start writing Twisted Wonderland stuff, but I don't know where I'd put it... That's all for now. I hope you're all doing well, staying happy and healthy and taking care of yourselves. I'll see you all again soon ❤️

It’s come to my attention that there are Youtubers who are making money off reading fanfiction by us Tumblr writers.  You guys know that I allowed a few of them to read my works and I’ve given my permission to those who have asked, but I was under the impression that they weren’t monetized videos.  After much thinking I’ve come to a new policy on my fics:

If you are a monetized channel and you’re making money on videos, DO NOT ask me for permission to use my content, and DO NOT use my content without my permission.

It isn’t fair to us writers.  We toil and put hours and mental and emotional energy into our writing, not to mention these are OUR original ideas, and we don’t get any monetary compensation for them.  For someone to be making money on Youtube for content that isn’t theirs and all they had to do was record themselves reading out loud, it really isn’t fair.  Nonmonetized channels are fine to me because I’d like to think that it’s advertising my blog for more works, but if you’re a monetized channel, I don’t want to see my content on your page.

This has happened to someone else in my discord server and I know it’s happened to more writers on this site, so I ask you guys to be careful of where your content is.

I’m not calling any names out, but if you’ve contacted me about using my content and you’re a monetized channel, I’d really appreciate it if you demonetized my work on your channel.  I know who you are, I have chat records, and I will be checking.

It really disheartens me to have to be like this, but I hope you guys understand where I’m coming from.  Thanks so much for understanding.

thank you miss jill @havethetimeofyourstyles for tagging me!!!! i have so many wips and i haven’t worked on some of them in MONTHS but i’ll list them anyway!!

rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. send me an ask with the title that most intrigues you and i’ll post a snipped of it or tell you something about it!

A Second Chance Well Deserved - peter parker x reader

Currently Unnamed Piece - Heartbroken!Reader x Best Friend!Harry Styles

Currently Unnamed Piece - Mob!Tom Holland x Reader

Currently Unnamed Piece - Photographer!Reader x Harry Styles

Rumor - Harry Styles x Reader

The Guessing Game They Love To Play - Tattoo Artist!Reader x Harry Styles

Treat You Better - Tom Holland x Reader

i’m gonna tag a few of the lovelies!! (if you’ve already done this or just don’t want to, feel free to ignore this!!)

So the current ones are:

Remus Lupin x Reader (Roomates AU)

Marauders Headcanon

so without further ado…

Autumn Birthday Bliss - Bucky Barnes x reader

A Demon Or Not a Demon - Peter Parker x reader

That’s My Girlfriend - Peter Parker x reader

My Secret Admirer - Sirius Black x reader

actually I have a lot more to write but these are the ones I’ve outlined and am working on

Alright, so I have more than y'all… Heh.

These are the titles in my “To-Do List” because it was easier finding them there than searching through my folder. So I might have more than this, but oh well. (I’m not going to say what each fic is, like what pairing it is. If anyone wants to know more PLEASE send me asks about it!)

When Words Fail, How Will She Know How I Feel?

Less Life Threatening Situations, More Teenage Drama.

The Cold Can Go Float Itself.

When The Lights Dim Low

Daddy, huh?

Necklace of Hope.

Oh, let me die, and You May Smile.

Lone Survivor

Bundle of Love, and Hope.

Honestly majority of my works are WIPS sooooo…….have a small handful of one’s I thought would go places once upon a time when I had hope😭🔫🤙

1. Art of Shadow’s- GOT fix-up fic

2. Memories of you-LoZ BotW miniseries

3. Must have been the wind- HQ Akaashi xreader songfic

4. Random Murphy xreader angst to fluff blurb

5. Small Levi xreader soft protective fic

6. Miniseries of Chicago med/pd angstyness

That’s all I can list atm. Honestly all my ideas become WIPs that I sometimes throw to other people I talk to😅

Excluding my existing series (for obv reasons):

1. Bonding Bliss- Kita Fic for the Dearest Daddy series collab

2. Phantom- A Halloween Oneshot Collab ft. characters from KNB

3. Like No One Does- Oikawa x Fem!Reader Songfic

4. Last Call- a Club Owner!Aomine x Fem!Reader oneshot

5. Adagio- a Dancer!Yuuji x Fem!Reader oneshot

Some of these are already started, some are pretty far off. One day though, they’ll be posted!

1. Escape Plan - Tendou fic for the Dearest Daddy series collab

2. The God’s Desires - Akaashi Royalty AU series

3. Accidents - Alpha Daichi oneshot or series 

4. Marks - Alpha Atsumu series (maybe) 

5. Defensive - CEO Mattsun (the INKED collection)

6. Support - Bokuto (Hidden Corner series) 

MY WIPS:

be my mistake part 2 & 3

oikawa x supportive gf

brilliant opportunities (daddykawa)

ghosts can whisper too (semi x reader)

atsumu forgetting anniversary

i can’t really decide on the title til i’m done with the outline for the fic 😭😭

MY WIPS

kiss me slowly [todoroki]

be free [haru]

trust fall part two [bakugo]

one stormy night part two [shinso]

a letter to reader [dazai]

unrequited love [probably kuroo]

i won’t be surprised if my indecisive ass changes the titles of these halfway again lmao 💀💀 also omg there’s like 4 fandoms here pFft

- Eat Up [ Bakugou x Reader ]

- Love Day [ king!Todoroki x villager!fem!Reader

- Suits You Better [ Tsukishima x Reader ]

- Kissing Headcanons [ Aizawa x Reader ]

- A hell load of matchups lmao

- no title yet (Mirio x fem!reader x Tamaki)

- no title yet (Bakugou x fem!abused!reader) [ request ]

- Skater Chick (Mina x fem!skater!reader) [ request ]

- fluffy girlfriend (Uraraka x gn!reader) [ request ]

- not taking care of yourself (hinata, kageyama, tsukishima, yamaguchi x gn!reader ) - seperate

- Streams (kenma x gn!reader)

- Duolingo (lev x gn!reader) [ request ]

- short,thick manager (hinata, kageyama, yamaguchi, sugawara, kuroo, kenma x fem!reader) - seperate 

- taking care of you at that time of the month (bakugou, todoroki, kaminari, kirishima x fem!reader) 

- their hair skills (idek yet bruh-)

- Salsa dancing (todoroki x fem!reader) [ request ]

- sleepovers with them (hinata, kageyama, oikawa, sugawara x gn!reader) [ request ]

- sleepovers with them (midoriya, todoroki, bakugou, kaminari x gn!reader) [ request ]

- proposal (aizawa x fem!reader) [ request ]

- for Roque (shinsou x Roque)

- for Ash (kirishima x Ash) 

- jynxed (sugawara x fem!reader - Single parent AU) 

- not enough (todoroki x fem!reader)

SRTHNDCTUJ WAIT THERE ARE SO MANY I-

to be published/currently working on:

todoroki shoto x reader one-shot, [redacted writing event] ;))

all might/yagi toshinori x reader one-shot, [redacted writing event]

drabbles with [tbd] x yams <3

drables with [tbd] x ash <3

drabbles, hc’s with tokoyami, inasa and bakugou [nailcare related]

a totally self-indulgent drabble with bakugou or tamaki ajhesbjewbj

on hiatus/yet to be completed:

the last 2 bonus parts of model for me TwT idk if i should even do them at this point, the series ended so long ago!

chapter 2 -5 of a letter to my love [school is fucking me over and it’s on hiatus and i barely have time idk when i can pick it up again TwT]

i hope to open my requests soon, i miss seeing my readers :( but i’m too busy atm TwT i just published an iida tenya x gn reader one-shot tho, so pls check that out if you’re interested :D

and my current WIP is:

an english essay for school due in 2 days which i haven’t finished ;))) i should rlly work on it hahahajhehehie

You guys thought you had long lists? Try again, honey (I need to consult the notebook for this)

Going to be listing out all of my WIPS and you send an ask to figure out more about each one, let’s go

Dietfried Bougainvillea x Reader

Claudia Hodgins x Reader

Take Me To Church

Present Mic x Reader

Nidalee x Neeko (League of Legends)

Infinity

Sucker For Pain

Death to the Gods

Flowers

Stars in the Sky

Killing Song

Hand in Hand

Picture Perfect

Kayn x Reader

Abbacchio x Reader

Fluff Bunnies

Freezer Burn

Burnin’ x Reader

Edgeshot x Reader

Fairies

“Child Loss”

“Alone”

“Recovery”

“Crash”