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Ი︵𐑼 Pile I

cards pulled: the magician, the tower, seven of cups rx, justice

Something big is happening this month for you. It's something that may shake everything - for better or for worse, it feels different for everybody. For some of you, it may have something to do with consequences of actions. Be it you, or someone you know. It put you and possibly people around you in a state of chaotic disarray. Alternatively, I feel like some of you might get some news of someone who wronged you, finally getting the consequences they deserve, whilst your receive the justice.

For some of you, I get the sense that you're going to loose something that means a lot to you. A person, a beloved object, a part of yourself, and it leaves you feeling lost. You might find yourself spending a lot of this month searching for this thing. Searching through fog and confusion. I feel like some of you may loose track of your way in a journey of feelings and emotions. There's so many paths to take, and you're not sure which is the best one.

Some fo you might have been manifesting something big or manifesting a lot of things at once. Some of you may receive these things, and it creates this big explosion of happiness to have it. Though, alternatively, I feel like some of you may be manifesting too much, and it's a struggle for both you and the universe to keep up. Are you sure you need all those things right now? Do you think it may be best to focus on one thing you desire this month? If you do knock a few things off your wishlist, you might find yourself more relaxed, more open to receiving the things you kept to manifest. Continuing to manifest a whole bunch of stuff, I feel like can lead to you receiving it a way you didn't expect, in a way that is "wrong" or not getting exactly what you wanted. It feels like the universe giving a consequence for expecting too much.

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Ი︵𐑼 Pile II

cards pulled: the lovers, two of pentacles rx, the fool, four of cups, the high priestess

I feel like there is a big theme around choices - specifically two - here. Along with relationships. You might find that there is a choice you need to make that may effect your relationship, if you're in one right now. In general, you may fin things to be unbalanced. One of, or both of you, might be focusing on something that isn't your relationship. There's a sense of focus being on work and career, rather than each other. Which isn't necessarily bad, it just means during this month, you're both pulling away. Things could go back to normal once you both find yourself with more time to spend with the other.

If you're not in a relationship, something else in your life might be a little unbalanced this month. You might be spending more time focusing on your job and not quite letting yourself relax. Some of you might be picking up extra shifts that take up a lot of your time.

You may find that your intuition is a little off this month, too. It''s unbalanced in a way that makes you miss some things. New opportunities or adventures. The universe is handing these things to you, but you're busy looking the other way, and might not see it until it's already passed.

With the fool and the lovers, I also feel like some of you might be stepping into a new relationship this month.

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Ი︵𐑼 Pile III

cards pulled: two of swords, the world rx, queen of wands, the chariot, the lovers.

Similarly to pile two, I feel like there is a big theme around relationships and choices. But in a differing way. During the month of June, some of you may find yourselves needing to choice between two things that affect your relationship. It affects how you move forwards with your s/o and you can either find yourself moving forwards, into a new chapter, or in a moment of stillness, where things feel like they've reached a place where they can't go forwards anymore. There's also a little warning to not choose blindly. This might be a choice that is best thought through before making any rash decision.

Some of you might find yourself a little stuck somewhere in your life. Be it your career, relationship, general life. Things just feeling like they're slowing down or coming to a full stop. It's like you know which direction to take, but things just aren't budging.

Even so, there's a sense of still feeling ambitious. You're the queen of wands. There's a fire in you that even this stillness can't put out. You're stepping into the fiery energy that will get you moving again. Some of you might be making a choice that isn't controlled by that of the opinions of those around you.

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𝓟𝓘𝓛𝓔 𝓞𝓝𝓔 -

Hello my darling pile one <3

I feel as though some of you are clinging to the universe taking care of everything for you. That's not entirely a bad thing, however — it does mean you're maybe expecting a lot to come from nothing. You've planted your seed perhaps. You might have found yourself listening to subliminal, doing rituals or spells, manifesting this one thing or multiple things. And now you're kind of just waiting. In a moment of wondering if what you want is ever going to show up, and it will! But you just need to work with the universe a little more. You want a new job? Listening to subliminal to help manifest is great, but are you applying for jobs? Are you on LinkedIn, keeping an eye out for opportunities and jumping at them when they come by? Are you wanting some confidence, become a magnet for peoples attention? Me too, to be honest. But are you putting yourself out there? Are you saying hello to new people? Are you hyping yourself up in the mirror, building your confidence? When you want something, you can't just expect the universe to hand it over to you without so much as a mere thought. You need to nurture the seeds that you've planted. They don't just grow by themselves, do they? They need a little helping hand.

I also feel like for others, you may be feeling as though you've been having a bit of a bad luck streak. Things aren't going how they were planned. Because of this, you worry, and you pull back. You wait for a sign for things to improve. But you find yourself waiting awhile for that sign, and maybe working yourself up over it. Which is no good. Especially when opportunities fly by and you let them, without a second glance, or too much of a glance. You think it's not worth it or worry over the risks, how things seem to not be aligned for you and what you wish for, so opportunities don't feel safe enough to grasp. So, you continue to wait. But the thing is, you won't fully know if something is worth the risk, worth jumping at, if you don't jump at it. Sometimes you simply just must take the risk. It's better than waiting around and agonizing over a sign for things getting better, for things turning your way. Those signs will show up, but not if you keep searching for them everywhere, y'know? Don't stress yourself over seeing the sign. It'll come when it comes. Don't let them be a reason you don't take a chance at something because you're worried. Sure, the risk might not be worth it. But what if it is? What if the opportunity you do take, leads you somewhere wonderful?

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𝓟𝓘𝓛𝓔 𝓣𝓦𝓞 -

Pile two, hello my darlings! <3

There's two sorta different things here, so it may vary per person. When i first pulled this card, it came through in a way that some of you feel worried about people's opinions on you. Maybe you're bit of a people pleaser. Don't worry, I am too. And you're very focused on how people see you and what you do. So when it comes to holding you back, it's kinda a sense of gossip and insecurity. You might find yourself eager to try something. It might be something that's seen as odd, or it is something completely normal, and you've kinda worked up in your head that people may see it as a bit odd and weird. Their opinion scares you. And it's completely okay for feel that way. And whilst it might be difficult, and such an overused thing to say, but do their opinions truly matter enough to prevent you from doing something you want? Something that makes you happy, sets you up for your future? That's something that perhaps you ought to think about. And it might just be that you're worried they'll talk about you, when really they wont. You've built this picture in your head that they will, and I think maybe it's time to take that picture and delete it. And if they do whisper? Firstly, screw them, non-sexy style. Secondly, people who tend to talk rubbish bout others, typically have nothing going on in their own life. If they did, they'd be talking about that. Don't let loser like that drag you down. You wanna do something? Do it. Screw what they think, non-sexy style again.

Going in a bit of a different direction - I was tempted to cut this bit out, but I feel as though this fits for some people here, too. There might be a bit of a focus on your social life in general. You want to go out and have fun, party, hang out with your friends, and that's perfectly fine. But is there maybe a point where that's all you're doing? Do you find that you have to finish projects and work at the last minute because you got distracted by your friends? I feel as though this sorta comes from a place of not wanting to get left behind. And I feel as though it is unlikely that it will come to that. And if it does, it moreso sounds like they're not all that great anyways. You should be allowed to focus on things other than socialising and hanging out with your mates, especially if it's something that makes you happy. It's okay to mute the group chat whilst you do something else - it'll be like a newspaper of chaos one you return. It's okay to reschedule a hangout, they'll understand. People who don't are better left behind, some may say.

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𝓟𝓘𝓛𝓔 𝓣𝓗𝓡𝓔𝓔 -

Pile three my beloveds, hello! <3

I feel like some of you may be somewhat of a perfectionist. You do everything to the fullest and feel as though everything has to be done right and have the right result, or else it's wrong. You focus on the minor details. The sort of little things that you gotta get up close to see. This holds you back in the way that keeps you so focused on it being perfect that it takes so much longer to get to the finished product. And I'm not saying you need to rush, but taking less time to agonize over details people might not see, will help you move on. And maybe it's not little details you're focusing over, but rather you're focusing too much on the process of every step. Of everything that will go right and wrong, and how you can plan for all cases. And it's good to be safer than sorry. But if you focus on those things too much, you'll never get anywhere. Let go a little. Take chances as they come. Step onto a path that you've yet to agonize over yet. Focus less on the tiny details and focus more on the full picture.

I feel like along with this, there's some worry around how you family will react to you taking a certain path. Some of you mat have parents who push you to do things that they believe to be perfect and worth it. It can feel suffocating. And every time you don't do something they way they like or take the path they want you to take, they way they respond to that makes you feel like your world's been turned upside down. You want to make them proud. You want to be able to support them the way they supported you growing up, so you sit and you do what they say. Study what they want, get the job they want you to get, etc. And it's holding you back from what you want to chase. Whilst they may mean well, it can be straining. And you deserve to choose your own path. So, walk the road you want to walk. Still listen to them, they are wise, and they're trying to set you up for success always, but let yourself choose what you want.

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𝓟𝓘𝓛𝓔 𝓞𝓝𝓔 -

there has been some form of emotional pain recently. something that might have felt as though your heart has been broken. this might have been something that has happened recently. or this could have occurred awhile ago. for some of you, i feel like this might have been something that happened a long time ago and you've been unable to stop thinking about it. there's a grief that you have struggled within this for awhile. for a few of you, this might have been the literal heartbreak within a relationship. a breakup. one that really stuck with you.

the blessing that is beginning to greet you is healing. things are getting better for you emotionally. whatever happened is slowly exiting your mind. it isn't your main focus as you move forwards. you're beginning to heal in a way that opens paths for you to explore the both positive and negative emotions you felt around what happened.

and allowing yourself to explore those emotions — maybe doing some form of shadow work, pinpointing exactly what was happening within your mind and using it to help you move on — you find yourself in a place where maybe you're not fully healed from what happened, but you're satisfied with where you're at. you're satisfied with you're progress of healing, even if you're not yet at the finish line. healing isn't straight forward. some of you might linger longer. but you're making progress and that feels good to you.

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𝓟𝓘𝓛𝓔 𝓣𝓦𝓞 -

something from your past pops back up. an old friend, i feel like. perhaps a past partner. for some of you this could be something else. something from the past that you've been missing. it could be something as simple as finding an old toy you loved as a child. maybe someone takes you somewhere that you visited often when you were younger. something that brings nostalgia and joy. it's the sort of thing that has you really soaking in the past. the things you loved years ago but have maybe forgotten about since

for some of you, you might be coming across someone from your past. an old friend, a relative you've not seen in awhile, a past partner, or someone you just haven't seen in awhile and you've missed. they bring back the memories of all the trouble you got up to together. perhaps just the times where you'd sit and chat. they might be the type of person who's strong-willed. kinda stern. they might be older than you, wise and sharp.

there's a sort of sense of hope as this thing from the past comes back. maybe hope that things might go back to the way they were before. perhaps hope surrounding a past relationship or friendship to get a second chance. some of you may just feel as though things have settled the way they should, the way there were before something happened, if something happened recently that changed how things are for you.

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𝓟𝓘𝓛𝓔 𝓣𝓗𝓡𝓔𝓔 -

there's almost this sort of conflict that has been happening recently for some of you. this could be a workplace thing for some of you, maybe coworkers causing a ruckus. maybe something within your relationship or family. this could just be something small. something like a minor argument between you and a friend that hurts more than you believe it should. it takes up a lot of time and energy and leaves you feeling kinda drained. it occupies your brain enough that blocking it out and focusing on anything else is tricky

the blessing here is that things start to fizzle away and get better. easier to handle. you find that it gets easier. you get more time to yourself that isn't filled with this conflict. maybe more time and energy that you can now put towards yourself rather than the conflict. maybe someone surprises you, or you surprise yourself with a little spa day. or maybe you just let yourself have a day filled with absolutely nothing.

some of you might have felt as though you've been weak within this conflict. maybe you've let someone walk over you a little, use you for something they need to want or you just weren't able to say no to something that lead to something bigger. and it's not that you weren't strong there, it's just maybe that you let a fear of upsetting people by standing up for yourself ad saying no, that clouded that strength to actually say no. either way, you find yourself more able to say no. less willing to let people walk all over you. maybe just as little as setting a small boundary with someone that whilst it feels small, is actually feels bigger to you.

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