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gonna weigh myself again even tho im positive i gained cause i ate late and barely took a shit yesterday and i forgot to take lax 🥀

still trying to make peace with the fact that i’m a 5’1 guy but i am losing hope this has been bringing me hell since i was 14

weighing myself today after not having weighed myself in so many days.. i’m about to experience the actual horrors

still so constipated i gen think i’ll take a laxative before my shift tomorrow so i can take a full shit

i hate myself so badly rn and i’m anxious and nauseous perfect perfect perfect

my feet hurt so fucking badly i’m never wearing slippers to work again

gonna do diy top surgery and hysterectomy and liposuction CAUSE I FUCKING HATE MYSELF

got my stupid fucking period now i have to live 5 days in hell

i am being big chungus and getting mcdonald’s i’ll buy lax tomorrow for

yeah tomorrow ill get gas and laxatives and i wont eat during my shift tomorrow ill just have the food my mom brings me the next day

genuinely my only goal is to lose 11 lbs before the end of july i think i could do it if all i eat is protein shake/bars and banana. i just need to lock in

have to weigh myself today after a couple of days of not doing so cause of how i’ve been eating i think i gained: everything back and more