No Reason

I want to get away. I want to ride a bus for hours and just listen to my favorite songs. I want to inhale fresh breeze and see trees and flowers. I want to dip my toes in the sea shore and dance with the waves. I want to walk and count how many foot steps I would leave on the fine sand. I want to witness the sunset and wait for the sky to turn into bright orange. I want to stare how the ocean slowly drown the sun. I want the cold wind hug me and make my hair messy. I want to be alone with a beautiful scenery and forget what’s going on in the city. I want a break from everything. Let me experience something I never did. Let my mind and soul rest. Please, let me.

girl, i’m sorry for the hearts we choked on. i’m sorry that the little emptiness inside of your grin still finds a way to be away. i’m sorry that i remind you of the bitter. sweety, my sweety. remember when we used to be. i’m sorry that it came to be. if only, if only it wasn’t meant to–