Tino

I like to see people reunited, I like to see people run to each other, I like the kissing and the crying, I like the impatience, the stories that the mouth can’t tell fast enough, the ears that aren’t big enough, the eyes that can’t take in all of the change, I like the hugging, the bringing together, the end of missing someone.

Nobody can avoid falling in love. They might want to deny it, but friendship is probably the most common form of love.

1. For months and months and months, you will debate if you should try harder or just give up on the past three years of your life 2. You know you deserve better but think, “Maybe I won’t find it, maybe I don’t deserve better” 3. You do 4. You were not happy, just comfortable 5. You should have left 6. When your feelings were made invalid- you should have left 7. When he poked fun at your insecurities day after day until you didn’t find yourself beautiful anymore- you should have left 8. When he condescendingly told you over and over to “Maybe pick a healthier choice” at the market- you should have left 9. When you were upset with him for something he said or did, yet somehow it was always your fault- you should have left 10. When you put his happiness before your own, but so did he- you should have left 11. When you exhausted all of your efforts into making him happy, and got little in return- you should have left 12. When he did not make an effort with your family or friends- you should have left 13. When he only found you beautiful with the lights off- you should have left 14. When you even thought you might be settling- you should have left 15. Everyone will tell you to leave, you will even tell yourself to leave, but it is so much harder than you ever thought it could be 16. Because you know you should leave 17. But you will not be able to go through with it the first time 18. You will get to his house and he will look so good and it will get to you- like always 19. The apologies and the “I promise I’ll try harder” ‘s will get to you – like always 20. The look on his face knowing you might actually leave this time, you might actually walk away, will get to you- like always 21. You will suddenly remember all of the amazing memories that you have shared and you will think “Am I really making the right decision?” – like always 22. You will hug him so tight and your heart will break when you realize this could be it during 23. But this time you stop 24. And this time you leave 25. And this time you don’t go back, you don’t turn around, you don’t call him when you get home and say, “Hey, I’m really sorry, I made a mistake. Come back.” – like always 26. And this time, this last time, you will feel like you left a piece of yourself at his house in his basement; the same basement where you shared so many firsts and so many laughs and so many memories 27. And you will walk in your front door, right past where he first told you that he loved you and you will feel empty inside 28. And you will tell your parents and they will look at you like you could burst at any second because this time it’s different and this time it’s real and this time it happened 29. And your friends and family will be shocked that “you are taking it so well” 30. But they won’t know how nauseous you get every time he is brought up 31. They won’t know that your heart physically aches 32. They won’t know that you will cry on the bathroom floor until you can’t breathe anymore 33. And they won’t know that you will break down when his brother posts a video with his voice in it 34. The voice that convinced you so many times to stay 35. The voice that you aren’t even sure you recognize anymore 36. You were finally strong enough to say enough is enough, you don’t deserve this. But was it the right choice? Did you mess up? 37. You can’t imagine him with anyone else 38. You will be forced to put everything he gave you into a box because you can’t bear to look at in anymore 39. But you can’t get rid of it 40. You can’t just throw away three years 41. Like he did 42. You will text him a month later and he won’t want to talk to you and it will make you not want to be here anymore 43. You will laugh with your friends, but that night you will cry yourself to sleep 44. You will breakdown in the middle of Target because someone is wearing the same cologne as him 45. You won’t be able to drive past his house for months without crying 46. You will search for a distraction, in any place you can, because feeling nothing is better than feeling this 47. You will delete his number from your phone so he doesn’t hate you when you accidentally drunk text him 48. You will wait until four in the morning to go to sleep when you are dead tired because you won’t want to be left alone with your mind 49. You will feel like you are on the verge of tears for months at a time 50. You will look at old pictures months later and not recognize them or yourself; everything is different 51. “I wanted it to me you and me” 52. You will feel like this is never going to end 53. Because no one ever tells you how to leave

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