YOU'RE NOT DESERVING
Girls like me donβt deserve guys like you Because you forget about girls like me Why do I say this?: Because you see that weβre not what you thought weβd be. We donβt open up as easily because the guys before you were the answers from hell. They hurt us SO bad that we close up and itβs harder to unlock the gate to you. Therefore, you find us difficult to understand. And when we need you most, you go left. Then when you feel weβre too much for you, you forget you have us. You forget about us. You leave us wondering why youβve just become a βsometimerββ¦. you forget that we hurt. You forget that those who hurt the most have a lot to say but we have to take things slow because we donβt want to scare you away. Emotional abuse keeps us from trusting you so fast. We become emotionally guarded when asked about something. Oh, there you go forgetting about us again. Well, guess thatβs just how you are. Hopefully, one day youβll finally decide to stay and get to know us a little at a time. Weβd appreciate that so much. We deserve to have your patience. You deserve girls like me thatβll keep you grounded, but you donβt deserve us at the same time.
Guys like you donβt deserve girls like me Because we have to work twice as hard to get over guys like you. Why do I say this?: Because when you step to girls like me, we donβt say βyesβ to just anybody. Itβs something about you that draws us in. Then as we spend time with you, we get to know you. We find little things about you that we like and that helps us get comfortable. Girls like me donβt just have sex with random guys. We have sex with guys we like/ connect with. Sex is an intimate art for us. Itβs when we connect with another person. We feel you. We give into you. We aim to please you. But the thing is, we donβt play the fool. If you wine and dine us, we expect your loyalty. Donβt lie to us. Because once you lie, you lose our trust and we shut down on you. YOU become the bad guy. Girls like me get attached easily and too fast which is our biggest weakness. So if you donβt see sex as intimate act and you do it just to do itβ¦ please leave us alone. We crave something solid and real. Once weβre connected to you, weβre connected. If you plan on leaving, donβt take us through all of the courting. Just leave us alone. It takes us time to get over you. Too much time. Then when weβre done hurting over youβ¦. thatβs when you come back spewing you βmissβ us or you βloveβ or you βwant another chanceβ, by then itβll be too late. Then youβll be left looking dumb and hurt because you realized TOO late that we were the ones you were looking for. And you realized, we were worth it.
