GT10 [GRAFF:15602]

and uhh,, is having a dead garden seen as a crime, or something... ^^"

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haha,,, well u-uhh,, i'm living a perfect life out here! a-away from the compact so there's really nothing the compact could provide that i'd need, no need for uh xenodrugs or whatever you all do,,

(,,i don't trust this at all, this seems like a front,,,,they're gonna dismantle me or worse,,, i just know it)

o-ohh! yeah those plants look adorable hehe, i like your f-fav! ^^""""

Oxeye daisies are one of them, correct! Dandelions I believe as well. I've been too busy with all this paperwork to truly deep dive on everything in the family tree!

a-and i really do not need anything at all haha! uhh l-like, i'm sure i can make do with the things i have here already!! ^^""""""""

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t-that's fair, uhh i'd love to talk more about plants with you some more though,, maybe.

and i haven't had any "check-ups" it has been awhile since i was in maintenance though i guess.... if that's what you mean

I am glad to hear you're settled well. Just wanting to ensure you're living in safe conditions.

If maintenance is what you need I can certainly try to contact any Affini with robotics expertise. That is if you want.

i- mhm,, look- i'm gonna drop the nice facade.. you're absolutely terrifying. i c-could really use a dock that's just, not falling apart, theres no tools here and i can't do any proper repairs..

i don't trust affini doctors yet,, but you're at least listening to me so i'm willing to uh...., meet, and be towed somewhere safer,,,,,,

just j-just promise me that you'll let me go again.

oh and,, let's i i- i. -nothing,, that's all,, attaching cords

and uhh,, is having a dead garden seen as a crime, or something... ^^"

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haha,,, well u-uhh,, i'm living a perfect life out here! a-away from the compact so there's really nothing the compact could provide that i'd need, no need for uh xenodrugs or whatever you all do,,

(,,i don't trust this at all, this seems like a front,,,,they're gonna dismantle me or worse,,, i just know it)

o-ohh! yeah those plants look adorable hehe, i like your f-fav! ^^""""

Oxeye daisies are one of them, correct! Dandelions I believe as well. I've been too busy with all this paperwork to truly deep dive on everything in the family tree!

a-and i really do not need anything at all haha! uhh l-like, i'm sure i can make do with the things i have here already!! ^^""""""""

[ . . . ] [phew...]

t-that's fair, uhh i'd love to talk more about plants with you some more though,, maybe.

and i haven't had any "check-ups" it has been awhile since i was in maintenance though i guess.... if that's what you mean

As someone with a flavor of mental illness that simultaneously makes me desperately need help, but also be absolutely terrified of it with all my heart, I would still suffer in a world where the Affini followed human conventions of consent. I would do what I've always done and hide my problems, pretend everything is fine, or frustrate medical workers until they deem me treatment resistant and give up (which has happened several times now).

In such a world, I'd refuse Class E's, only cautiously accept Class G's, and go on my merry way slowly tearing myself apart, with expectations of living to 30 at best, 25 at worst. Any time I'd be offered domestication, I'd refuse not because I don't want it, but because I'm pathologically inclined to refuse such a thing no matter what.

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...robots would probably be immune to being uh. florted?

atleast i'd be myself in my last moments and i'd get to go with my station..

>>>i think it just makes you look cuter in their eyes.

>>>regardless, it increases the chances you will end up in their vines <3

>>>that's not a bad thing though hihi

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...robots would probably be immune to being uh. florted?

Whatever you do, I need you to stop her from going back to see Tenko, she's planning something, I think she's gonna put a parasite in Aphid's neck.

She's gonna kill our friend...

Please don't let her leave.... Please...

I can't lose her...

Ts is FRYING me

{off camera air punches}

uhh uhh, heck off creepin'-clod-vine!! hmph! T ^ T

soooooooo. sorry this is awkward. and uh. you don't know me, and i hardly know you. but i miiight've done a teensy weensy bit of identity theft to get on an abandoned accord vessel.

[chirp!] derl, quiet, im trying to sound at least somewhat competent.

which then uhh, charged 100.000 accord credits, to uhh. you. but heyy it's uh good that money doesn't have a use anymore! right? don't be mad. sorry ;w;

i could use some supplies, or just a safe spot to do some repairs on my satelite, i'll try to swing by if i can get this warpdrive installed,

my vessel was made before they became standard, stay safe out there uh, [searching name database, failed] captain of the nebula prowler

I think we’ve installed docking systems for ships too big to fit in our cargo (which means anything bigger than a four-man vessel), so there’s a chance you can stop by and use our location to do your repairs.

think that'd work yeah, my satellite is quite small it's a 1-2 person vessel around'ish, so i think it'd likely fit as long as the dock isn't too full already.

do you have lifts too? i haven't been able to do any of repairs that needs lifting the dang thing.

Its been weeks...

But if I make decisions, they'll be criticized. I'm not allowed to continue unless they say I can...

Maybe they want me to be forgotten. Maybe they want me to get so bored I'll forget. It would be easier for everyone that way, after all.

It's always what it felt like, anyway. I never should've left The Amaranthaceae....

,,,hang in there friend, its not your fault the compact didn't see fit to find a place for you, that's the compacts fault not yours.

so much for their grand goal or whatever

and i'm guessing breaking you out still isn't a great option,,,