katie!

I wish I didn’t get my hopes up.

Hey it’s me again, I don’t understand why so many people want to date me rn

when I’m with you I feel like I’m flying through sky

IL FUCK YOU UP IF YOURE MEAN TO BUGS

it’s funny to be that I’m a Gemini who has bipolar disorder

https://open.spotify.com/track/4RVwu0g32PAqgUiJoXsdF8?si=9TIXF_xKTSyHyn5qAHBRAQ

When surrounded by all white people, I will no longer say that I’m black and mexican, I will say that I’m mixed and nothing more. Every time I’m asked if I get to say the n word like my whole identity depends on whether or not I can say the n word, and like if you know me, I would never use it even if I thought I could. It’s a gross word and I don’t understand why anyone would want to say it and the amount of times I’ve been asked for the n-word pass makes me want to hurl. I don’t bring it up unless someone asks because I don’t want to be the person who always mentions being bi-racial, but I’m not just Mexican and I’m not just black, I am both identities and i don’t need to act a certain way to be me. It just doesn’t sit right with me when you talk about something you know nothing about as a white man, don’t speak on issues that don’t effect you or pertain to you. Bring biracial is complicated on its own because it’s hard being fully accepted in either community because of something I cannot control. I straighten my hair because I was never taught how to take care of my hair because my dad left my mom who had me at 14, sorry I’m not acting they way you think a biracial person should behave.. anyways now that this is out of my system, I’m currently working out so I can look like korra just for fun