Thank u for blessing us with dog boy Gordon getting railed ๐๐ญโค๏ธ
im so glad the people still have love in their heart for dogboy gordon. i was thinking about him......its so easy to draw him in dog ears but its much harder to make him work in fic form now that we know for 100% certain that its a game lmfao
i mean u can do not-a-game AU stuff still but it just dont hit the same for me anymore. i was gonna try to hack something out for it but it makes me vaguely sad to revisit lmao. so i have to find ways to make it work
i was thinking.......it could still be a game. envision with me an established relationship kind of deal. gordons in love with the AI in his computer and they have weird computer sex about it. awesome stuff. in the computer they can explore a lot of things that would be tricky otherwise.......and it would be so easy to put dog ears on his model and make him say "woof"
and sure theyre well into a relationship but gordons still gordon. this stuff is hard for him. benreys still gotta pull it out of him like a bad tooth. so, no, gordon isnt going to tell him what he bought for this. benrey doesnt need to know that he was listening when benrey was idly picking out collars for him (just to get a rise out of gordon, really). and he Really doesnt need to know that gordons wearing it right fucking now
same deal with the big fat wolf dildo sitting on his desk like chekhovs toy. thats his business
now thats all well and good. but we know that theres Some kind of ability for things in gordons computer to go out (and for gordon to go in). so i like to take it and run with it. and why not have benrey pop clean out of his computer when he starts moaning about how lonely he is or whatever
it would be so funny if gordon freaked the fuck out and tried to back out of it. even though hes got everything lined up nice and neat like he wasnt actively banking on benrey talking dirty to him for a few hours. but its different when hes a guy in his computer versus a real, physical guy. some kind of butch little thing. i think its very cute to have him choose to be a tboy for his tboyfriend. if you had the option why the fuck wouldnt you choose transgenderism
anyway the point is i think they should roleplay gordon being a dogboy in heat and benrey should take real good care of him. bc hes nice. gordons always calling him mean but hes so niceys. tugging on gordons collar and ruffling his hair and calling him a good boy. rubbing gordons soft fuzzy belly (and reveling in the feeling of a real live human guy under his fingertips). telling him to keep his paws up when gordon starts getting antsy
i think at some point gordon would break and be like "what the fuck am i doing" and i think it would be hot of benrey to make him admit that he likes it and he wants to keep doing it. or whatever. threatening to go back in the computer if gordon hates it so much. i think he could get gordon to beg him to stay. hed be all red and unable to look benrey in the eye but i think he could do it
its so fun for benrey to tease him. im sick in the head and i really like it
he always reacts (and overreacts) to benrey in hlvrai so this is my weird tangent but i hope that this continues in hl2vrai too. like hes gotten kind of zen about most things that happen to him and i think it would be really cute if benrey still got a rise out of him super easy no matter what hes doing
anyway the point is he gets gordon so keyed up that he gets on his hands and knees and demands that benrey shut up and fuck him. and i think his toy should have a knot too just so he can beg benrey to knot him
heres my other tangent. i know that a bunch of fics are like "ohh X is in heat and they need a REAL dick to actually satisfy them" but i dont think benreys real dick would do the job. so even in "not-a-game AU" world i think gordon would need a big fat fuckin toy. this is my pro-transmasc benrey propaganda. i should have given him a strap in my pic..........theres still time..........!
anyway. Thank u for reading. Bye
