Firstly, I have to say that none of your reply felt too much. I truly appreciate the thoughts you wrote. It's true that sometimes frustration appears once we do our best to 'spill' the thing that rubs inside our minds and the result…well, let's say it's not quite what we had in mind entirely. Someone once said that there is not a universal kind of 'intelligence' and honestly, there shouldn't be one. Each one of us is 'smart' in our own ways, that's what makes us unique and special (or at least that is what I concluded as well). From what you've written, I don't think your problem is a lack of intelligence. Having thoughts that are difficult to translate into words is a very different thing, and I don't think it's something you should worry about.

Maybe the book shouldn't be a book after all..you said it yourself, but some fragments would make things roll just as well. Remember that puzzles don't come pre-solved, so why should you? After all, you have your collection of fragments, so why not? :)

You hit the nail on the head! Beautiful said, thank you for your kind words

Hello there stranger! 😊 Oh well, it's kind of hard to explain . I was just thinking about how I lost interest in a lot of things lately, how stuck I feel at times and the frustration of feeling like there's a gap between what's in my mind and what comes out in words 🥴 or maybe I'm not that smart, and the balance leans more toward emotional maturity. 🤷‍♀️

The thought that "dominated" my day meanwhile I was at work, was my deep desire to write a book about my journey in life... not as a biography, but as something much deeper. Something that explores the psychological layers of who I am, the reasons behind my thoughts, emotions, choices and a side of me that other women might relate to. A book that goes beyond telling the story of my life and instead examines the inner world that shaped it. But I struggle to put my thoughts into words. And honestly, the hardest part is that I've forgotten and continue to forget so much. My memories feel fragmented, which makes it kinda hard to tell my story from beginning to end. So the book idea - it never makes it beyond my thoughts.

I mentioned things that have to do with my inner world too much, but on a random note, I regret not buying that ticket to The Weeknd concert and atm I am obssesed with the live version of his "Professional" song. His voice and music - ART.

What about you? What's going through your mind?

Nu-mi mai găsesc cuvintele de ceva timp, parcă mi se șterg din memorie în momentul în care vreau să le verbalizez. Parcă mă fac tot mai ”mică”.

Contează? Contează!

Dar parcă nu știu să mă limitez la cuvinte esențiale și nici acelea care ar produce un impact pozitiv.

Oh, sunt atât de ”mică”.

Poate așa aș fi putut să-i spun că merită (MERITĂ!) tot ce e mai bun, și cumva să-mi găsesc cuvinte care în detrimentul realității lui să-l facă să mă și creadă... măcar puțin.