chapter 59 post publish thoughts, whats next moving forward (ch59spoilers be warned)
well, ive had time to let chapter 59 stew and i was super excited and anxious to finally complete it and reach that milestone.. that pivotal plot point ive envisioned for so long. sadly though, it seems interest has dwindled. i havent gotten one new read since i published lol (hashtag creicrei everytiem) i had the idea to "kill off" roadie since the beginning. i wanted the "crew" to fade out as the RV girls got closer. the splitting of the crew, the loss of kato and roadie and the shifting of allegiances and loyalty. former friends becoming enemies etc. i know i kind of repeated that in Joys arc with wedge and biggs, but honestly that arc was written first and where i got the idea. i just wanted it on a bigger scale i guess. i wasnt going to have wedge and biggs turn on Joy after the re-write but i couldnt really think of anything to do with them. i was building up for tension among the trio to give it some life but the only thing i was seeing was... them splitting up as well so i just decided to not change it. katos death was the breaking point in wendys crew. like yes yeri being sold out was also a major factor as well, but katos death was the symbolism. yeri could still be saved but kato was gone forever. lines had been crossed before they were drawn. roadies death was something i was thinking about for awhile. he was yeris bridge to life outside chroma and i wanted to send him off in a way that symbolized Yeri outgrew him in a way. however that changed a volume or 3 (maybe 3) ago when i planted a seed of possible romance between roadie and yeri... as i felt it would help the emotional weight of his death. i stated in another entry i was so focus on geting to this point i didnt give much thought on where to go after and .. that is very true. i honestly dont know where im going. (i have a very basic idea but no TRUE visions or plot points like i did up until now.) so where are the 5 women headed next in their journey? Joy has unfinished business with Amadopolis. she wanted to take him down for crush's death and now she also lost Biggs, Wedge and Jae to him as well. Irenes was no longer willing to get the answers she seeks about elementians via Grands ruthless approach. she was willing to sabotage their entire new facility to make up for her past transgressions. so she turned her back on Grand, just like seulgi had done. seulgi undoubtedly wants answers for sam, but now has to deal with the loss of Roadie (jess) as well right after he came back into her life. Wendy, relieved to have Yeri back, is also mourning Roadie.. and as much as she thinks the 2 of them could return to rust valley for a "normal/peaceful" life.... she knows Billy and the others are always going to be a constant thorn in their side. Yeri has to face the very heartbreaking loss of roadie. the trauma/deja vu of losing her people in chroma, and now losing roadie while she lives on. (the facilities use of droids and its atmosphere was meant to mimic chromas. hence her nervous breakdown during her solo escape attempt). how will they process and deal with everything and where do they go now? im not sure but ill figure it out. thanks for reading and i hope to get a chapter 60 out as soon as i can.








