Andromeda

Not a very gentleman, are you?

In a race where you caught me instead, you tickled me to the ground. Neither of us cared about the white shirts. I tried to remember a promise that we had been holding since we were just kids. I didn't care about fate because that was what we had done. You and I both went and had adventures just to take much photographs in every new place. Still now, you and I both against the world. And I never want it to change.

We met. You were there. You left. You came back. You swayed my heart to numb. Left again. And came back once more. That... was the only cycle I knew. And then, suddenly, all of my poem were about you. I didn't know. I meant, I wanted to be with you. Be your friend. Or not. I wanted so much more. All the hope you gave, that broke me. You destroyed me. Sometimes I just wanted to shout that I wasn't your back up plan. I wasn't your second choice. I'd do that until the words barely out of my tremble lips so I could swallowed it instead. Much more time I waited for the cycle to end : Holding loosely to your words that said... "Maybe there's something between us." "Maybe the girl is you." "Maybe you're the one." "Maybe I'll tell you something later." In the end -even if I didn't know where- it was the maybes that killed me.

As sweet as tracle tarts. As alluring as veelas. As royal as Salazar. You kiss and suck my breath away like a dementor. Yeah, no happy memories left when you are in my presence. Because 'you' are my happiness in reality. Your eyes are as grey as mist. The skin is as smooth as silk. And the voice you whisper in my ear every dawn we wake... The voice is as demanding as imperius.

Why can't I slap you in the face? Instead I'm crying in front of your eyes. I cannot be here anymore. I cannot be with you. Let my heart free. Why can't I punch you in the gut? Instead I'm hugging you in my arms. I can't stay with you anymore. Can't love you anymore. Let me free.

See the light as it shines in my eyes when you're here. I need nothing when I have you. And it feels like I'm floating in the air between the clouds. I barely think. I see all is white and then all is well. See the way my lips are lifting up when you find me. I don't want to wake up again. Then I realized that it's only just a dream and open my eyes. You are nowhere. You're never there.

It doesn't feel like I've been clinging to you for years. It doesn't seem like you've been providing me for years. It doesn't mean like we've been in gracious love. But I've been, you have been, we have been. I know it's not smart to pretend to be fool. We can't make it right either way. But what I could never give up are you and us. Now it's either you or us.

Love is always between both of us. Such a glimpse of heaven where you smile for me and I to you. We know it will not last forever. But you hum lullaby every night to my ear and my dream. So I pray and beg to God... To have you over again. To be only yours ever. To let you own me once again. You're my narcissus.

I have finally loved you

Dan berbalas

LADY GREY Once I saw a girl under her grey umbrella Looked up to the sky without letting her suit wet But, indeed, there was water on her cheeks Although, no, it was not the tear of the sky Then I saw her again, always in that greyish hem Now looking straight to the way Swayed her hips, walked her feet With heels full of mud, but she didn't care Did she even care a thing right now? Last time I saw her, grey sky appeared beautifully While the sun glowed lazily but somehow was just perfect In my eyes, not hers There was nothing beautiful for her right now Let alone perfect Not anymore, not forever Later I knew what did she do inside that greyish fence And what did she do in front of that greyish tomb And what did she do after the last time I saw her She missed me already #ladygrey #poem #umbrella #sky #tear #sun #greyishfence #greyishtomb #greyish

Sleep. Rest. Need it. Right here. Right now.

Oh

I was talking to you for so long at the end of summer After we watched the sunset, we gaze at the stars I will never forget the teardrops that flowed down your cheeks I'm sure I will never forget That you waved your hand with all your strength to the end So let me be inside this dream like this for eternity