🍉 From the river to the sea 🍉
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Aro, Bi, Poly
Massive nerd, mediocre (great) artist, ok (amazing) writer (thanks for the corrections :D).
IMPORTANT: I have a blog with WordPress called FellSpace Books (play on words of L-Space). If I'm nuked again, for whatever reason, you should be able to find me there. I'm not very active right now, but I will be if the need arises lol. URL is fellspace.wordpress.com.
Anyway.
Welcome! I go by Wren online and I'm very queer. I've got some mental health issues which I may post about (cw for self harm and/or mentions of suicide, it's not a guarantee but it could be here). I'm a writer, fan, nerd, musician, and full-time shitposter.
There is a lotttt of shit (more abt me) below the cut. Be warned.
My current gender is: there are bigger fish to fry (voi/void/voidself) Note: you dont have to use these pronouns because they change often. I would prefer you did but don't stress, they/them is perfectly fine.
I'm in a lot of fandoms and my fixation will change REGULARLY. Some of my most common are: Magnus Bane, The Hunger Games, BBC Merlin, LOTR, Ranger's Apprentice, Discworld, Nimona (mostly the graphic novel), Katzen-Jammer, Gideon the Ninth, Project Hail Mary (ngngngng), and various musicals. I'm also the pioneer of the Mary Emmons tag (Hamilton/RPF) on AO3 afaik.
My other interests include climate justice, outdoorsy type shit, native flaura and fauna, marine biology, languages, and history. Also old books, as Project Gutenberg is my wife; mythology; and reading in general. In terms of spirituality, I'm Hellenist and sort of agnostic.
My first playthrough of Undertale (incomplete, i am at the king guy boss fight but havent uploaded photos)
WIPS:
this is not an alexander appreciation club (burr 4 life) - hamilton crack. no better way to put it.
Tyrant's Reign - My main original wip. Follows an ensemble of five characters as they save the world, take down the tyrant queen, and then have to deal with the aftermath of killing a fascist with a large following in the aristocracy. High fantasy, no romance, all-queer cast.
⭐ 50k reached!
so you think you can tell - Eva Stratt is put on the Hail Mary (illusion of choice, whatever) and events ensue. But she'll be fine if she just keeps going, right?
title is a reference to wish you were here by pink floyd and i genuinely think its so her song. the album in general is very phm to be entirely honest.
Tags I occasionally use:
#supdate sunday for fortnightly writing updates (as of October 2025, this is no longer happening, but you can find old posts still)
#tyrants reign for anything about my current WIP
#ἐλληνική for my amateur attempts at classical Greek, and #deutsch or #deutschposten for German (which I am somewhat better at)
You can also search #ranger gathering for stuff related to any gatherings I participate in. (may be under the respective year tags instead)
DNI: Generally I'll just block you, but this blog does not welcome pro-censorship views, bigotry, or gen ai users. There may be reblogged NSFW content (gore and smut) on this blog, so if that will make you uncomfortable, I advise you to be careful.
My opinion on pro/anti shipping is here
Finally:
Free Palestine, Indigenous peoples, and people living under oppressive regimes. Queer, disabled, women's, BIPOC, intersex rights are human rights. And I support trans men as much as trans women and enben, you bloody cowards.
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Day ONE of filling this with aro and/or ace characters
Starting off strong with Ryland Grace from Project Hail Mary!! While he is not canonically aroace, I felt as though he’s really spearheaded the aroace community these past few months and helped many people feel seen and accepted :)
A standard porno with the bad acting and music and whatnot but partway through the action the camera pans to a millipede and hunting spider locked in a duel for survival, the sounds of sex fade out and the scene in the background blurs, epic battle music starts to play
hate hate hate how sites are increasingly trying to make right click saving images impossible. facebook, instagram, reddit (app), pinterest*, etc... all make you jump through hoops just to save an image. can you guys not please. how ddo i make them stop. can we get one of those EU regulations or whatever that makes them all comply, or are we going to have to wait for global socialism for that. ugh
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when i was in therapy i once expressed to my therapist that i really struggle with having pretty much zero idea of who i am as a person + she whipped out a piece of paper and suggested that we write down different aspects of myself. and i had no idea what to say bc ‘myself’ is a concept i’m not very familiar with so she started saying about my interests and how that’s part of me + i was like okay!! that makes sense!! so she clicked her pen and was like “you said you like video games before” and i was like sure bud :) and watched her write down, in capital letters ‘GAMER’ and i’ve never had so much terror struck into my h
i get that americans love their cultural imperialism, but it really does piss me off that june is “international” pride month just because something happened in the united states.
in aotearoa, june isn’t our pride, it’s theirs. marsha p johnson and sylvia rivera are their historical figures, not ours. the phrase that “you owe your rights to Black trans women” is true there, but here we owe our rights to (mostly) Māori historical figures. i have the freedoms i do because of the legacy of an entirely different set of people operating in an entirely different context at entirely different times.
But because of american cultural imperialism, most queer people in Aotearoa don’t even know our own queer history. Carmen Rupe, Ngahuia Te Awekotuku, the Dorian Society, Gillian Laundon, Georgina Beyer, and the Wolfenden Association are some of our queer history. We should know their names! we should know what they did for us! but because of the power of the american imperial machine, we don’t.
our national pride month should be july, the month that the Homosexual Law Reform Act passed in 1986. our two largest cities hold their pride festivals in february and march, respectively. american queer history has very little (or nothing, depending on who you ask) to do with our queer history. anecdotally, from my own queries, queer youth in aotearoa know more about american queer history than our own.
anyway, happy pride, americans. i’m truly sorry that most of you don’t see the negative impact your nation’s culture has on the rest of the world. and to the rest of the world reading this, try searching for your own country and culture’s queer history, don’t accept the american narratives as your own. we deserve our own histories divorced from the cultural hegemony of the USA.
Addition: While we do see the appeal of an international pride day / month, I really don't think it should have to do with the US. We were realizing this about our own culture (how much we don't know despite knowing Stonewall exists and shit) just a couple days ago.
International unity is extremely important, especially for the queer community, where often people will turn to online spaces when their irl spaces fail them and when there's not enough irl representation. Having a common month to celebrate sounds incredibly important to anyone who finds community over the Internet. But Idk, maybe the month of the first bill passing that *ever* legalized gay marriage, or something (that's arbitrary and just my first thought, but that'd be April 1st, 2001, Netherlands) would be much more fitting than anything US centric.
Also, I second this: Seek to learn your local pride history and culture!
While back to America Centric, this doesn't even apply to other countries in the Americas. I'm Canadian. If we want to celebrate pride related to us, it could be May 15th, as that's the day homosexuality was decriminalized in Canada in 1969.
August as the first nationally organized pride matches took place simultaneously in Vancouver, Toronto, Ottawa, Montreal, Saskatoon and Winnipeg in 1973.
The bathhouse raids could be treated the same as stonewall and that was in February. This was the largest mass arrest in Canadian history. And specifically targeted gay men.
Bill C-38 2005 which legalized gay marriage in Canada was signed into law in July.
March we had bill C-279 which extended human rights to transgender and transexual people in 2013.
May again is when Bill C-16 2017 passed which officially made gender identity and gender expression protected classes.
Rocky not understanding the concept of nightmares.
Grace has nightmares every night, including the first time he sleeps in the tunnel under Rocky's watch. He tosses and turns in his sleep, he mumbles, he cries, he begs; his brain doesn't remember his last conscious moments on Earth, but his body does.
He doesn't remember having the nightmares. He knows he wakes up feeling like shit, but that's about it; not a big deal.
When in the morning Rocky asks him why he is so noisy, he assumes that he was snoring. "It's a human thing, we can be pretty loud when we sleep. It's not very polite to point it out."
Rocky accepts it; why wouldn't he? It's a human thing!
(Later, when Rocky gets aquainted with human noises enough to recognise Grace's sounds as distress, he concludes that sleeping must suck for humans. This explains why Grace always tries to stay up as long as possible and needs to be reminded to go to bed, actually. Such weird species; they really should watch each other better if this is the norm for them!)
...It's only when they start their journey to Erid, when Grace feels safe again sleeping under Rocky's watch after those couple of months of separation, when he is more or less at peace with the memories and the past, when he is filled with joy of saving Erid and Earth and his friend, when he starts to believe that he'll actually get to live — it's only then Rocky sees him sleeping peacefully through the whole night for the first time.
Rocky freaks out.
He waits for Grace to enter the loud stage of his sleep, and Grace just. doesn't. He doesn't move, his breathing is slow, his heartbeat is steady. Looks peaceful, but this is Wrong, right?? Is he dying? He is dying, isn't he???
He ends up waking Grace up, utterly terrified. After a lot of confusion Grace realizes the misunderstanding and feels Bad about it.
Rocky feels worse. He was supposed to watch over him! He was supposed to protect! And he missed this!! At least let Rocky know how to prevent this in the future. You slept peacefully just now, what changed. Rocky fix and make sure the nightmares don't happen again. Explain Right Now.
Grace, who fell asleep on the floor curled up around Rocky's ball and is not yet ready to admit out loud that the peacefulness was probably due to the close proximity to someone who cares about him: "uhhhh your ball is pretty warm? humans tend to have more nightmares when we are cold, so it's probably that".
He is never allowed to sleep on his own ever again.
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If Grace could not fully get out of teacher mode even after being in a coma for years (the Rocky my hand is up scene), I can not even think how much worse it would get after he actually takes up teaching again at Erid.
I can imagine Grace, still in that "has been teaching for five hours" haze, trying to have a conversation with Rocky like:
"That's a great answer, buddy, you have earned yourself a sticker... Oh shoot Rocky I'm so so..."
"Yes, yes, Grace very sorry for speaking to Rocky like child, Grace brain thinks Grace still in classroom, apology accepted now where is my sticker question"
women are like diamonds: synthetically-produced women are not meaningfully different from naturally-formed women, and anyone trying to tell you otherwise is probably trying to justify keeping their women mines open