🍉 From the river to the sea 🍉
Pronouns in pinned post
Aro & trans
Massive nerd, mediocre (great) artist, ok (amazing) writer (thanks for the corrections :D).
IMPORTANT: I have a blog with WordPress called FellSpace Books (play on words of L-Space). If I'm nuked again, for whatever reason, you should be able to find me there. I'm not very active right now, but I will be if the need arises lol. URL is fellspace.wordpress.com.
Anyway.
Welcome! I go by Wren online and I'm very queer. I've got some mental health issues which I may post about (cw for self harm and/or mentions of suicide, it's not a guarantee but it could be here). I'm a writer, fan, nerd, musician, and full-time shitposter.
There is a lotttt of shit (more abt me) below the cut. Be warned.
My current gender is: there are bigger fish to fry (voi/void/voidself) Note: you dont have to use these pronouns because they change often. I would prefer you did but don't stress, they/them is perfectly fine.
I'm in a lot of fandoms and my fixation will change REGULARLY. Some of my most common are: Magnus Bane, The Hunger Games, BBC Merlin, LOTR, Ranger's Apprentice, Discworld, Nimona (mostly the graphic novel), Katzen-Jammer, Gideon the Ninth, Project Hail Mary (ngngngng), and various musicals. I'm also the pioneer of the Mary Emmons tag (Hamilton/RPF) on AO3 afaik.
My other interests include climate justice, outdoorsy type shit, native flaura and fauna, marine biology, languages, and history. Also old books, as Project Gutenberg is my wife; mythology; and reading in general. In terms of spirituality, I'm Hellenist and sort of agnostic.
My first playthrough of Undertale (incomplete, i am at the king guy boss fight but havent uploaded photos)
WIPS:
this is not an alexander appreciation club (burr 4 life) - hamilton crack. no better way to put it.
Tyrant's Reign - My main original wip. Follows an ensemble of five characters as they save the world, take down the tyrant queen, and then have to deal with the aftermath of killing a fascist with a large following in the aristocracy. High fantasy, no romance, all-queer cast.
⭐ 50k reached!
so you think you can tell - Eva Stratt is put on the Hail Mary (illusion of choice, whatever) and events ensue. But she'll be fine if she just keeps going, right?
title is a reference to wish you were here by pink floyd and i genuinely think its so her song. the album in general is very phm to be entirely honest.
Tags I occasionally use:
#supdate sunday for fortnightly writing updates (as of October 2025, this is no longer happening, but you can find old posts still)
#tyrants reign for anything about my current WIP
#ἐλληνική for my amateur attempts at classical Greek, and #deutsch or #deutschposten for German (which I am somewhat better at)
You can also search #ranger gathering for stuff related to any gatherings I participate in. (may be under the respective year tags instead)
DNI: Generally I'll just block you, but this blog does not welcome pro-censorship views, bigotry, or gen ai users. There may be reblogged NSFW content (gore and smut) on this blog, so if that will make you uncomfortable, I advise you to be careful.
My opinion on pro/anti shipping is here
Finally:
Free Palestine, Indigenous peoples, and people living under oppressive regimes. Queer, disabled, women's, BIPOC, intersex rights are human rights. And I support trans men as much as trans women and enben, you bloody cowards.
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And if you’re out long enough that night falls and you need to remember which side of the ship the red and green navigation lights are on, you’ve got “There’s no red port left.”
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So many political posts I hate boil down to "I don't want to organize and work with people I hate and fight for small, incremental victories, I just want to start a revolution where everyone magically becomes an automaton who acts exactly the way I think they should act"
Like damn man, I want that too. Unfortunately I live in reality though so we're stuck with the first thing.
once you get over your ass and realise you will never get some people and that’s ok you are basically immune to right wing fearmongering. otherkin? none of my fucking business
I must not fall victim to disgust. Disgust is the heart-killer. Disgust is the little-death that brings total apathy. I will face my disgust. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the disgust has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
In the 2010s I read a weekly column sporking bad fanfiction. I'm glad the practice is no longer in vogue as far as I'm aware, but it did successfully make me aware of some of the most disgusting things I'm aware of. And I was laughing, because the articles were pretty well written, if distinctly of the time. I honestly think it's why I'm so close to immune to disgust at fetishes and kinks, and why any time someone tries to talk about like. Age gaps in popular ships as pedophilia, or 50 shades as the worst depiction of bdsm. I just smile and crack up on the inside.
I promise, it's fine. Whatever people are calling degenerate, or claiming will destroy society, you're still in the lobby displays. There's a whole library and the stacks contain multitudes. Relax, read something else, learn to analyze what you don't like honestly instead of being grossed out. It makes the world a better place
since becoming a barista i have noticed a few very distinct typologies among my customers. such as:
the woke left: young and fashionable. visible tattoos. often enjoys matcha, lavender flavoring, oat milk, and cold foam. pretty decent customers.
sweet old man: drinks very sweet iced lattes, pays in cash, puts all of his change in the tip jar. sometimes orders hot coffee and i get scared that his shaky old man hands will spill it and he'll get burned but that has not yet happened and god willing never shall.
evil old man: only wants drip coffee and declares it ridiculous that any other form of coffee exists. some variants only want americanos and these variants are even scarier. watch out.
sweet old woman: might need her daughter's help to order but is very bubbly and open to trying new things. compliments baristas freely and frequently.
evil old woman: does not want coffee and only wants sweet tea or soda. will not tip even if she spends three hours in the shop repeatedly asking baristas to fetch things for her.
errand husband: either stiltedly recites an order to you or shows you the order in their texts/notes app. needs to step out of line and make a phone call if you ask any follow-up questions.
grindset girlie: always wearing scrubs, an apron, and/or a name tag. orders the exact same thing every day and knows the exact change she'll need to pay for it. her regular order is both extremely caffeinated and extremely sweet.
#mamabear: is actively wrangling two to four children while ordering. order changes repeatedly because the children cannot decide if they want a muffin or a cookie or apple juice or chocolate milk etc. for some reason these women are always wearing an article of clothing or carrying some personalized item that says "mama" on it.
schoolchildren: band of two to eight adolescents hanging out after school. extremely indecisive but generally quite polite and tip well.
amnesiac in love: grown adult who needs their partner to tell them what they like. gets asked a question about their own preferences and turns to their partner to answer for them. generally acts like a shy child looking to their guardian for behavioral cues if you try to interact with them and only wants to talk to mommy i mean their wife.
this of course is not an exhaustive list but those are just some of the most consistent Types i get. ok bye xoxo
step one: be extremely depressed during covid-19 quarantine
step two: in your diffidence, leave many half-drunk glasses of water around your apartment
step three: your cat, who is stupider than any other mammal on earth, living or dead, starts drinking from your many abandoned water cups
step four: the cat now believes these are for her
step five: years later, you keep a glass of water on your bed side stand. not such a strange sight. however, it is the cat's glass of water. she loves it. she drinks from it, she sleeps beside it on the bed next to your pillow to jealously guard it from harm, she cries when the level gets too low and she can't cram her little head in far enough to reach the water. when overnight guests are there you have to explain that even if they are parched in the night, they don't wanna drink the glass of water, because that is the cat's glass of water.
you know how easy it was to get this picture? i picked her up, smooched her on her little head, put her down on the bed facing it, and she went "!!!! ooomye glase ofwater🥰" and started slurpin
irritating as fuck when people get mad at Black people existing in premodern historical fiction/fantasy media. like first of all, you're racist. and second of all, you are acting as though Black people didn't exist in premodern Europe which is simply false. especially when we're talking about the Mediterranean, like what the fuck do you people think is along the southern half of the Mediterranean Ocean?? everyone's on boats, there are GOING to be interactions with Black people in Northern Africa, and there are GOING to be Black people in Mediterranean Europe. stop being stupid. your imagined homogeneous white European past is not historical reality, get over it you massive losers
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you have to forgive the printer because it's one of the most machine-ass machines we interact with on a day to day basis. that thing says kerchunk. hardly anything says kerchunk these days. you can't get mad at her when she kerchunks up a little.
yes, India made legal gender change impossible
but the doctor down the street who gives me my T shots
in a clinic so small that it's just two rooms
was excited for me when she said my voice had dropped
yes, India made legal gender change impossible
but the receptionist who could see that I was a man
didn't bat an eyelash when I asked to see the gynecologist
and called me sir when he asked how I wanted to pay
yes, India made legal gender change impossible
but the barber cuts my hair exactly how I want it
and never gave me strange looks for being in a men's salon
not even back when I didn't pass as one
yes, India made legal gender change impossible
but my friends have always gendered me correctly
and stick to it even when it confuses other people
and my friend's little sibling calls me older brother in Kannada
yes, India made legal gender change impossible
but my dog learned my new name quicker than the humans
and she runs to give me a kiss when she's told to
without being confused about who's being referred to
yes, India made legal gender change impossible
but I can feel the Adam's apple growing in my throat
and my muscles getting stronger, and my smile more real
and I'm growing a beard, and I talk more freely
yes, India made legal gender change impossible
but I'm here, and I'm alive, and so are you
and there are good people, people who care
and don't let them make you forget that--
you are not alone.
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the thing that bewilders me about a lot of fantasy readers is that they read about settings and plots featuring imperialism, war, and slavery and then call the inclusion of violence, abuse, and sexual exploitation "edgy" and "gratuitous" and it's like what did you think was happening. why were you under the impression that you were going to get a cozy story about fascism or something. far be it from me to criticize anyone for not wanting to read about torture in their spare time, and there are certainly cases where heavy subjects are poorly executed, but is it not equally insulting to sanitize them for a feel-good adventure.. like no one put a gun to your head and forced you to give your fantasy novel an enslaved protagonist. sometimes writing is supposed to make you feel bad
