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Some days it storms, some days it shines. This is how flowers grow.

– Pavana

So much can change in just two years. I’ve found my person. I haven’t been on here in a while. I find I only come on here when I’m in my feelings in a negative way. When I’m happy, I don’t have it all bottled up and don’t need the outlet. It was interesting to read back my older posts. Just seeing the feelings of worthlessness, despair and insecurity during and after my previous relationship.

I do remember those dark days. It truly felt like I was going to be alone forever. Like I would never find another who could reciprocate the way I loved him. I was desperate to be loved.

Now, those feelings and thoughts don’t even come to mind. I have not once questioned my relationship with Andrew. I know he loves me with his whole heart and he always makes me feel like I’m enough. He makes me feel beautiful even with no makeup on and when I’m having a terrible body image day. He can talk about a tube of chapstick and have me laughing, he’s so funny without even trying.

Sometimes I think back on my previous relationship with Josh and think he’s now an attorney, he recently bought a condo and a Jaguar. He had so much to offer. And then I think back on the actual relationship that had zero trust, lots of insecurity and sadness and realize I wouldn’t trade what I have with andrew for the world. We may not have everything, but we have each other to get through this crazy thing called life. And that’s all we need ❤️

#love #move on #relationships #relationship #respect #real #happy

Why can’t i ever just be happy?

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I laugh every fuckin time I pass this sign

I don’t want to feel dumb for wanting to spend time with you. I want to feel like you want me. Right now I feel like a burden. You don’t call me, you don’t text me, you don’t snap me. What is even the point?

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Someday someone is going to look at you with a light in their eyes you’ve never seen, they’ll look at you like you’re everything they’ve been looking for their entire lives. wait for it

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I struggled a lot with feelings of worthlessness and wondering what I did wrong when he cheated. ITS NOT YOUR FAULT. He cheated because he wanted to cheat, it had nothing to do with you. You couldn't have done anything differently; you couldn't have prevented it. It was a decision and he made it. It's not hard to not cheat on your significant other. It's a choice and he made his choice to be selfish. DONT QUESTION YOURSELF OR YOUR WORTH. You WILL move on and you WILL find someone who will adore you. Just trust and live your best life.

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