One Deep.

I tried to love you the way you deserved, But you did not budge I thought i'd change you But to try and change someone is not love. Souls do that on their own With no remorse Now i regret thinking That i made you a whore The reality was we all have a destiny It's written in stone No matter who we want to be And here i lay wondering what's in store for me Will i finally discover my passion? Will I be on the best level of love;high? maybe i'll be alone forever Maybe i'll die. I'm trying to change I tire of ignoring realism and replacing it with optimism Ignoring my problems and embracing procrastination I've hit the lowest of lows and highest of highs I want the excitement once more during the thrill of the ride but now i end this one not so high i sober up with wide eyes I loved you so much But i refuse to die.