i feel like even a tentacle monster polymorph, such as myself, which would have such control over their own body would still have elements that are involuntary. for example, i have curly hair. everytime i wake up theres always one Very Dense coil of hair that exists. its always there and i stopped trying to get rid of it lmao.

being a void is great because im able to take pretty much any shape i desire .

I am of everything that cannot be accurately described.

I love being an Eldritch Horror stuck in a space i wasn't designed to fit, i've always been told i move 'weirdly' and it's been happening way more recently. I love knowing things i shouldn't and speaking in odd tones and all the things that mark me as 'other' in some way

Now that I know how to turn dark mode on, I can do this *sends you to the boundless expanse beyond where every struggle you carry seems infinitesimal, and all that is real is the infinity of celestial somethings drifting slowly around you and my gentle presence*

This is a cryptid. a thing that's more story than tangible being. a shadow in the corner of your eye, a creeping sensation down your back after you stayed up late watching horror movies. this doesn't have a face to look at or a mouth to speak with; this form is constantly shifting and never fully there. this exists only in dark corners, vanishing when you turn on the light. this is nothing but the sensation of being hunted in the back of your mind.

eldritchkin and sometimes i feel left out by like. not being able to fully describe what i am. like i'm an amorphous little creature and it's fun but sometimes i'm like. embarassed. to not be like the others. to feel left out even when i thought i found people like me.