in another universe i am not a burden to be loved

they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life

i deal so incredibly well with change!!! my natural reaction to it is just so positive!!!! i really take it in stride!!! i don't even give myself migraines and gastrointestinal issues and night terrors!!!!

can someone invent a type of letting go that actually feels good instead of feeling like your soul is getting ripped out via large intestine

I just don’t caaaarreee. I don’t care. But I care a lot though I care SO much. But also I just don’t care at all and never have. But also I do and always will. Hope that helps

whatever (it's eating away at my soul)

i really do go insane three to four times a day

Just tumblring the stress away

they need to invent somewhere where I belong

nooo brain ahah don't pay attention to that random wave of sadness please

you’re not healed, you’re just isolated with no one to trigger you

i just wish it was easier. like. in general

hate when people are like "trust your gut! listen to your intuition!" like okay well my gut is telling me every person i lay eyes on is hunting me for sport and my intuition is saying i should find a secluded cave and live there forever so what do you suggest i do with that information

i dont think anyone really understands the levels of passively suicidal that i actually am bc like it doesnt matter where i am or what im doing id still rather be dead and its so exhausting