god FUCKING dammit i want the home again valorant cards so BAD. i have until the end of like april to get enuf xp on my battlr pass and i told myself i wouldnt buy the battlepass until i at least reach brimstones card but the last card is CYPHER and hes level 42 and thats SO MUCH XP BECAUSE THE COMPLETION IS LVL 60.

one time i was playing i spy in spanish class and we were doing it in pairs so me and this guy took turns describing objects in the room (usually in colors). so he goes and before he says anything because hes still looking around and formulating a sentence in his head i look at this febreeze bottle on the other side of the room thats orange and blue and i think "hes for sure gonna say that" so he starts to say "veo algo naranja-" (or ehatever tf)and i go "its the febreeze bottle" and he goes "how did you know that" and to this day i dont know how i knew it it just made sense.

sooooooooooo fucking happy rn for like the past day or so im sooo happy im in love w life and the joys it brings with it im tearing up rn. i wish i was religious.

how come no one told me that when you dont sleep for 11 hours you have more time in the day

just realized since i put up stars on my ceiling i can make my own constellations

idk if its just bc i havent exercised in forever anyway but i noticed after i got covid i still have a bit of shortness of breath whenever i do any physical exertion more than like walking

okay ding ding nother dream time idk the last time one of these was the tags say a year ago but idk lol. anyway i go to this new school its kinda like a boarding school in that its secluded and theres multiple grades (or just other sectors of the school?) that are just completely cut off. certain doors just wont open and that seen as a problem but the dean or whatever is acting weird abt it. anyway things are getting weird for me too, like people being continually scared by me or not addressing me but im like whatever. i finally do some snooping around and i go to the other sector with this other teacher and i htink theres no one there but i finally realize my predicament is that im invisible and no one notices me unless i actively try and get their attention. this explains a lot. anyway the teacher and i talk and theyre cool n shit nicer than the dean whos up to god knows what. also some of the deans kids go here and u can see them sitting around sometimes. some of them have egos. anyway im like shadowing this new teachers class and im big chillin mostly just walking around in the class and the kids all point out these keys under some stuff so im like huh and drag them out to a more visible spot. everyones like wtf was that but not rly freaking out. anyway time goes on im shadowing the dean more know because hes being weird and in his like main office building im going around and i meet this guy whos kinda nice mostly a dick and were talking kinda arguing hes like y are you here and im like who cares and hes like me im the deans kid and im like. ok. hes basically in this weird dark basement room thats his bedroom but its still like a basement and not well takn care of. but im like ok. sorry ig. and we become sort of friends but not rly its whatever. anyway the dean is still being weird and im still stressed abt my new predicament and im wondering has my whole life been like this and i didnt notice? how is this happening? but im not rly wondering this all at the end its more stress in the beginning when i still didnt kno what was going on but anyway the dream ends soon after i meet that guy.

i always thought people exaggerated when saying teens cant think thru decision and consequences until my brother gets home, knows that moms making dinner, proceeds to make 3 slices of pizza

ive been seeing so many people named bailey lately. im doing it better btw

i kinda brought it upon myself but. its sad when people dont recognize me ever

i swear some kids r trying to get beaten up

i live architecture its rly fun and a cool outlet for creativity but then i look into the career a bit and people are like "I NEVER SLEEP. YOU SPEND MONTHS ON A PROJECT JUST MAKING COMPROMISES WITH CLIENTS." and so. i dont think its for me maybe lol

1am. eating nutella bread sandwich n microwave bacon so i can sleep good w carbs in me. i have felt naseous for the past few days n i think it has smth to do w my nutrition. point being, do i think eating this much this late is a good idea? no. do i think i will regret it? yes. do i regret it right now? absolutely not. this all tastes like the best meal ever like im in 5th grade coming home from school n eating a snack

where is tu tu uwaaa meme sheik fox i would like it

okay made my best batch of macarons yet they look a bit ugly and theyre a lil small BUT. they stay together and all came out okay :D needless to say, im very happy with them