IT'S TIME

I am a women but I am also just a girl. I literally hate worrying about my finances but I am already a grown women so I need to face the reality that only I can control my finances and everything until now is all my decision good and bad. It honestly stresses me out but if I need to face the facts that I need to make better financial decisions especially for my future. I have to find a balance with saving and spending and tracking my monthly finances. It is such a drag though and I guess I don't want to confront the truth that I spend it on unnecessary things and I need to cutback especially if I want to also go on vacations. I literally live at home for goodness sakes. Get a grip Abigail. The thought of moving out again is exciting but I have to budget my spending. Either freedom or financial discipline or I can do both while living at home to prepare myself. I know all these things but I just need to put in the work. I know I can and I will.

oh my gosh, reading my old posts of my feelings literally almost made me throw up. GAG. I literally was such a baby about it. I mean my feelings were valid at the time but the fact I posted it publicly where people can find it and see it?? I cannot even with myself. How embarrassing! Next time abby be smarter. I apologize internet. 

Always there when I need to let out my emotions.