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almost enough to fit in but missing enough cues that i feel like an outsider

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shane hollander i love you so much!!! 🥺 wild geese - mary oliver, guitar by adrienne lenker
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The miscommunication in Heated Rivalry is because they're living in different romance types to begin with:
Shane: In some sort of Austen-esque existence where hjs ill-advised flirtation with a notorious rake goes too far. Scandalised by the intimate use of first names he flees, concerned what society and his goodly parents will think, his reputation at stake. He tries to find a proper marriage prospect but alas his heart is lost to the rake! But he finally follows his heart and invites Ilya into his home too (and accepts first name usage!)
Ilya: Smoldering in mirrors and out of windows and getting emotionally wuthered screaming Shane's name on a moor. My man is byronically going through it gothic style
Scott Hunter is trying to live his best modern rom com life and is side-eyeing the fuck out of these two. No idea what's going on there and franly doesn't want to
"Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind." - The Princess Bride
actually telling me that you don’t like hearing that i’m not doing well doesn’t make me better. it just makes me not tell you. i’ll learn to isolate better to cope quieter. in the same ways i did when i was young. that self destructive urge never left. it’s lying in wait. waiting for me to hear about how much it hurts you to hear about my reality. waiting for you to admonish me for my coping mechanisms so i learn to be less honest, more creative. suddenly i’m fifteen again, coming up either creative lies for when i last ate or showered or slept. for where the marks on my skin came from. all in the hopes that you’ll ignore what you don’t want to see, holding the knowledge that they always ignore what they don’t understand and what they don’t like hearing.

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WHY IS THIS SO GOOD?!
It’s giving “Shane and Svetlana out drinking taken by Ilya”
The doctor is out.
i don’t have an ounce of will to move
shane hollander loves his mom

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i was meant to be a lover boy
do you guys promise i was actually very normal the last time we interacted?
"It's a long story."
Shane and Ilya through the years
wait they were so little 🥺
god I’m so tired.
how have a reached the point of exhaustion where I’ll let others dictate what did or did not happen based on what is easiest for them? Why am I questioning my reality based solely on how others will feel? Why is it my responsibility to carry it?
The weight is so much that I feel it pressing me into the ground. I can’t move forward- even as I dig my heels in and will myself to be the stubborn brat I’ve always been I’m too tired to put any true weight behind the desire.
The part of me that was driven and willfully stubborn beyond belief was buried by the weight.
Now what remains is a small fragmented person, more an ode of sisyphus than a living thing. Foolishly repeating actions, trusting the word of others binds them as it does me, learning time and again that it is a fool’s errand and watching the bolder slide back down the hill, adding the crushing weight, the only stubbornness remaining refuses to share the burden.
God I’m so tired.

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I’m so so tired of everything being so so hard.
“start your free trial now” what if i told u i am already experiencing trials. and the cost is more than i can bear