thoughts domain

Everytime you want something, think about if every being in the universe also wanted it.

If you don’t want that, then you don’t want it anymore.

It doesn’t meant everyone wants the same thing.

I remember all the conversations

Letting them go, not down

I’d never been more sure I was meant for

Someone else

They would find happiness and I knew how

Explaining the perfect storm ahead

Without time, we can’t move, we are fixed in our state of mind, being and persist. When time exists, we can cross dimensions and channel ever present and temporary energies from the cosmos and internal dimension galaxies.

So think now of that feeling where you have reached your goal, you found your love and there can only be one thing left at that point that could go wrong. Time. The vehicle that can take you from that state. Time elapsing and releasing the physical world that allowed the growing attachment to unfix. So while it’s a vehicle that can get us to where, who and how we want to be, it actually can never take us when.

Time is the one enemy when you have it all. It’s either going to change you, or take you elsewhere.

My womanly talent to provide, earn and guide it

But when I consider my experiences

The past where I excelled at that

It’s horrible, being the best at flow is the loneliest

Being the controller of destiny is terrible

It reminds us we are not individual

We are alone

And the only thing we can do to escape that connection

To remove ourselves from the singularity

Break the flow, don’t follow my gut

Do what feels wrong but still right

Live outside the circle, over the edge, falling

Then I can feel what’s outside me

It feels like I’m alive

Living a life not a dream

And I’m home again

Love is possible

Being alone is impossible

Others are allowed to contribute to my destiny

The future is unclear

My body

My brain

My voice

My family

It’s not only a pillar but a necessity in this life

Not the emotion or sexual feeling but yes true goosebumps and heart races attest to how wonderful the onset is

When detecting they loves you, no commitment is said. No names are made, we may be taken or not even preference, but the love it’s undeniable

In that moment we recall being happy, we can look back and think when was my last effortless smile, why was i?

The face appears from the nothing and again we are reminded of that bliss the light lifting us from the ground and we are birds flying in that place. We are lucky if we can return, if we can make a cadence or expectation to relive it.

And I cried,

I felt your heart