oversharing is my passion

I feel like I’m going insane. I imagine the way his cheeks and crow’s feet will look in a decade’s time and I’m so greedy for that - help me.

Wenn ich es nicht merke, ob auf meinem Konto 10 oder 20 Euro weniger sind, wenn ich ohne nachzudenken so viel für einen Abend Party ausgebe, wie kann ich dann an Obdachlosen vorbeilaufen? Ich kann es nicht.

I’ve been catfished this week and I’m upset about that. A guy really fleshed out a whole personality and got under my skin and created an elaborate fantasy and I cannot fathom why. We had agreed to a date tomorrow, so I don’t understand any of his decisions - it would have been in a public place, how did he think it would play out? Obviously he would have looked way different than the pictures he’d sent me. I was immediately blocked, he didn’t explain himself. It’s so, so weird. What could have motivated him to do this?