Mar 20
i want to believe that jesus knows what’s going on and sees the future. that he has me here for a reason. i came here under false pretenses and feel scammed. i feel worthless almost, like i came here to get pregnant and get married… and he keeps pushing it off and saying let me think about it.
this guy. ugh, i’m crying almost every day. i feel ive made a terrible mistake. i really hope this will turn out good for me in the end. i dont like living here anymore i want to live with my mom again.
