knows his words are probably doing NOTHING to ease her doubts , she’d just been humiliated and he was the cause of that –––– if the shoe was on the other foot there’s no way he’d be reasonable , no way he’d want to listen to piss poor excuses . ‘ it’s not an excuse , it’s an explanation … no part of me wanted this for you , this was never about embarrassing you –––– it’s more wrong place , wrong time and i KNOW that it was a dick move , i shouldn’t have even entertained the idea but i did and we’re here now . ’ arms lift , resting upon the frame of the door , not to t r a p her , would never force her to stay , but to ensure she was aware of the sincerity behind his words –––– isn’t accustomed to apologizing to girls , would blow them off without a second thought . perhaps this is karma . ‘ it W A S genuine , i never want you to doubt that .. i promise , i never lied to you about anything between us , the way we began didn’t matter to me once we started spending more and more time together .. i should have come clean , saved you this humiliation but i didn’t and i’m sorry . ’
nothing he was saying would ever make things better , she couldn’t forget why they’d even gotten together in the first place . everything between them had been built up on a LIE , and that wasn’t something the female could readily let go of . how could anyone do that to another person ? it just didn’t make any sense to her . ❝ some part of you must have wanted that , you took the bet after all . wrong place . wrong time ? that’s ridiculous . you should be ASHAMED of yourself , chester . that was so wrong of you to do , i’m disappointed in you . we’re here now , breaking up because you decided to be an asshole and make some stupid bet . we wouldn’t have even been together if it wasn’t for that . ❞ his words were going in one ear and out the other , she wasn’t going to listen to whatever he had to say , not when she was feeling the way she was . ❝ no , it wasn’t genuine , and neither are you . no decent guy would’ve taken that bet , but you did . it matters to me , though . i don’t want your apology , it isn’t going to change anything . ❞
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