*DEAREST.
𝗱𝗿𝗼𝘄𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗴𝗼𝗱 , she hates the crownlands . hates the w i d e cobblestone streets , the darkened alleyways around every corner , the press of people on every side . they all make it far too easy for her wayward charge to slink off unattended . it’s with a scowl on her face ( coupled with the sight of the sword on her hip , it sends a fair few people scattering away ) that nicolette stalks through the capitol , searching high and low for any sign of lilyana . she prays she finds her soon . the girl will not survive long by herself . ( perhaps it’s not the kindest thought , or the most generous one . but she knows the lady , almost better than she does herself . she’s far too trusting . it’s an endearing trait . it’s also an infuriating one . )
on the verge of giving up , heading back to the ruling lord and lady – - they will have her head , but at least more guards will help in the search – - when she happens across a little gazebo . and there , in the center , looking as though she has not a care in the world — – - lilyana . a sigh falls from parted lips , but relief is soon washed away by fury . just what had she been thinking ? ❛ i would , actually . ❜ she says , petulant , ❛ i’m upset with you . ❜
THE AIR GROWS THIN as realisation dawns upon just how far she had wandered . sanctuary blessed as it was for her sore feet , with foods and drinks and soft light ---- the cushioned relief slowly drained away akin to the blood in her cheeks as her guard’s expression comes into view . all amusement leaves her , only to be replaced with a sullen sort of expression . the bindings of paper and small pouch of charcoal are settled upon the table before her , and lilyana reaches out her hands with upturned palms , almost beckoning -- though mostly pleading .
“ ... i did not mean to inconvenience you , nicolette . ” she will start with this , with her honeyed words and doe eyes , and a voice of sincerity to combat the anger given . she swallows , and flexes her grey stained fingers . “ in fact , i am very sorry . but it was ever so crowded , and too hot , and i could not reach you before i found difficulties . people are ever so pushy here , despite the manners , and i could barely breathe . --- please , allow me to apologise . i could not capture a memory in there , and i do not wish to save one where you dislike me . will you let me ? you may have my tea . and .. and i shall get you a new sword . ”














