oh my god im Gay?!

shadow doodle

i fycking love sonic the hededog, i lovbe him.

sex is confusing, no?

anyway ive stayed at home for a while, and decided to spend about 35 euros on calligraphy. it has always interested me and i do write the uhh fancy conjoined text... i cant seem to remember the name. anywho i took a calligraphy course a while back and appaerently it has been absolutely zero help.

writing with ink is hard but suprisingly pleasant, ive found my favorite pen tips already. today is 8.11.22

i remember when it was 2.22.22 i found that funny but then i got so very sad that there will never be a day like that again until in 10 years when there will be 3.3.33

so first going into this the only thing ontop of my mind is that this is probably going to be quite inconsistent.

anyway what i wanted to say i already forgot, i mean i always have so many good ideas like pondering such things in our realitity trying to figure out how everything works just out of curiosity but i always seem to get lost into my own toughts and then drown into the anxiety of okay i forgot it was something about productivity.

so first of all once again listen to the oozes, theyre great. i think i was going to type something about how ive always wanted to keep a diary and type my thoughts out like this yet not revealing too much so i dont get lost into the puzzles of my own mind.

oh and other thing i wanted to talk about is that tumblr is a place i can be cringe, no? so i can type my thoughts out for no one to read into the universe of the internet pretending someone gives a shit withouth acutally gaining any popularity and just chilling down here?

okay well ill probably type later here and also i like drawing and stuff and yk yk i like typing eith this cool keyboard its so clicky my mentally ill brain goes yay everytime i hear that click so ill just keep typing oh and also listen to rio romeo anyway heres some hastaghs that arent realated