m u s i n g s ★ thoughts!

  "Demanding a ransom from me is       not a deal. It's a death wish."

                                 bløød’s getting 𝓱𝓸𝓽𝓽𝒆𝓻                                  𝔟𝔬𝒹𝑦's   getting   colder.                                   i    don't    wanna    die.

“ I’m only lonely when the 𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕤  are on.”

                 it  would  be  cruel  to  say                  '𝒾 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊' when i don’t                  even  know  what  l̶ov̵͘e  is.

        &&. They used to 𝕊ℍ𝕆𝕌𝕋 my             name, now they 𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔯 it.

                    their blurry face  &&  cracked voice                     gone through 𝕍ℍ𝕊 𝕋𝔸ℙ𝔼𝕊.

     anything that is 𝔟𝔢𝔞𝔲𝔱𝔦𝔣𝔲𝔩,      people want to break.

              i’m nøt `happy`; i'm feeling glad!               i'm uʂeleʂʂ -- but not for LONG!

               the message coming from my eyes says                 『 l e a v e  i t  a l o n e. 』

                 washing your hands in blood                  won’t take away the 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔦𝔫.

       მll of my thoughts &&. ideas        seem to be from other people.        are any of them even MINE?

                                   don’t wanna talk anymore.                                       . . .i'm obsessed with silence.

                        I’m ɴoт afraid of 𝑔𝑜𝒹;                    I am afraid of man!

                  A ᑭᗩᑭᕮᖇᗷᗩᑕK head, you                   get carried away.                   𝓢-𝓉-𝒾-𝓉-𝒸-𝒽 up your spine,                   keep them away.

           ＆  and   with   you,                  bad got better.

                        I 𝔮𝔲𝔦𝔠𝑘ly turned my head away.                            not to hide my tearʂ, but to                               soften their absence.