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I’m watching some like titanic special the digital resurrection and I had me think of like a board game situation kinda like the game life or one of the ones we have like different lives being played out and then there’s a chance that you may live or not oh yeah, but then Let’s say you’re like enjoying yourself if you’re having your drama or whatever on the ship, and then once a certain play or dies, whatever occurrence you then set a timer for however long it took for the titanic to be hit and sync which factory if you live or not idk

Wow, I definitely had more crazy dreams since my last post one of them I can remember pretty well still but in my dream, I thought i saw a UFO and it turned out to be just a drone type device delivering a Domino’s Pizza

I was thinking like how how everything has a point system when you buy stuff you get points and those points you can redeem for a free stuff is cut out the whole point completely and then charge normal yet obviously profitable for the business type prices instead of having tolike give a discount to those loyal to the company buying our overpriced shit because I don’t wanna have to sign up for something keep track of shit just like keep it simple or whatever

I just wanna give back properly enlarged because I am just kind of like super blessed drifting about kind of scared of like I’m not even sure exactly I guess being like broke but I don’t think people around me would allow me that and then I don’t trust that like dependency let me just fuck off and then wait till I hit my Brock bottom and then ask for money because I know it’s there But at the same time I’m like that’s disgusting. Why would you be like that don’t be like that comes naturally I suppose a natural fear of wants to I don’t know. Maybe that’s something like some people don’t really need a house or want a house maybe a little little square to call their own in privacyand community senior living center has their own bedrooms like a standup shower seat not a bath section here you know I’m so over the place and I don’t wanna clean my house. I wanna partyyyyy Barbie.

Dude, I think it be so sick to like have like friends internationally and like I’ll use the money that I make to like go see them and promote them or whatever the heck like there’s so many cool artist out there. I wanna be like you’re really cool. You’re really really cool and inspiring. I like you what you’re doing here keep on keeping on And can you sign my forehead just kidding but anyway, yeah I just gotta find like way of income that’s not 9 to 5 or 9 to 5 something like actually fun but it’s a creative outlet. That’s kind of useful and entertainment is useful but it’s like I lose something, you’re like somewhat mild but I know it’s for the good of like entertaining and information news I don’t wanna be famous. I wanna using the Internet because I grew up in the age of like the Dawn of the Internet. It was kind of like goofy, but now people are using it to make money just by entertaining information news, entertainment, education, all sorts, like the Internet, so crazy to me 

I’m just riding this down cause I’m stoned right whatever and I think restoring furniture and then like learn how to create furniture woodworking would be cool next to doing karate or like martial arts and stuff that would be awesome and then oh yeah jewelry will be kind of cool too because obviously or at least get like a trusted person to do these things for me I think I have fun. They make the wood stuff jewelry I feel like it’s a little tedious, perfectionist stuff. I don’t really wanna deal with. I wanna work with like a bigger canvas of sorts itself. I feel like a little bit difficult cause I’m usually like a focal point. I’m more like a pattern pattern color shapes, whatever or those paintings have like a bunch of people fighting each other like a Renaissance I think or Baroque but it comes back to structured brain. I wanna make a YouTube channel. I’m so alone and I just talk to myself so much and then I just like didn’t talk to myself so much and then like turn to the imaginary camera that I put up myself that’s right entertainment I’m just talking to myself because I’m lonely and I used the Powerpuff Girls as my imaginary friends for like a few years of my life knowing that they’re not really there it’s just like, the gang in my head

Omfg self expression is cool and all whatever but like when you’re making a song and your song is only like a A minute and a half two minutes is almost still not good but loop at one more time pleassseee because I just think of that is like a sample or a little clip of music like three minutes is a real song seven minutes is kind of like the max unless you’re intending on having a long mix that’s different but like anyway end rant