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here, on this blog, you do not need permission to slip into my asks. just do it. even if we haven’t interacted before. even if you’ve sent 10 already. send me more. i love getting asks (in character or out of character) and yeah, i’m slow as fuck, but i promise you i will get to them. have at it, fill my inbox with memes or impromptu starters or just tell me how your day is going. it really doesn’t matter. just go ahead and do it. i promise, i don’t get annoyed seeing the same people in my inbox, actually it makes me happy because yAY MORE INTERACTIONS. so just do it.
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Step one: Look for a meme I reblogged.
Step two: Go to my ask.
Step three: Send it to me.
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Step two: Yell HEY YOU ASSHOLE at me (but in a nice manner ofc).
Step three: Plot.
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shinee’s maknae, soloist, general character ; ‘ there were dreams & goals that I had in my mind from the day i dreamt of becoming an artist. although i had to go through many obstacles, i learned that i should always believe in myself. strong faith has been the motivation of energy that keeps me going. as my effort for the dreams has made me become who i am today, i will continue to strive for higher goals with faith. ’
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this meme is full of lyrics from a band called the maine. this is possibly part one of two. the lyrics were taken from their newest and latest albums little lovely lonely, american candy, imaginary numbers, and forever halloween.
‘ am i pretty? ’ ‘ darling don’t start to scream ’ ‘ don’t tell me this thing’s loaded ’ ‘ don’t waste your tears on me now, pretty girl ’ ‘ even though nobody knows me, i’m not lonely ’ ‘ every moment’s relevant ’ ‘ everything inside is dead ’ ‘ for now i am alone ’ ‘ here is something i have to say: fuck you ’ ‘ here’s a sad song for you, my love ’ ‘ how did i become so ruthless? ’ ‘ i ain’t got too much money and nobody knows my name ’ ‘ i am alone, but i’m not lonely ’ ‘ i can see it all now in my head ’ ‘ i cannot wait to see your face when you come crawling back to me ’ ‘ i can’t take my heart someplace it won’t go ’ ‘ i could just stay and keep praying for things to get better, but they won’t ’ ‘ i don’t have time for your feelings ’ ‘ i don’t know who i am ’ ‘ i don’t think i’ll ever be happy ’ ‘ i don’t think i’ll make it through the day if you walk away ’ ‘ i don’t want to hurt you anymore ’ ‘ i feel nothing at all ’ ‘ i just can’t wait to fall back to sleep ’ ‘ i like the lips you kiss with ’ ‘ i need to talk to you ’ ‘ i never meant to hurt anyone ’ ‘ i never wanna be a distraction ’ ‘ i only did it cause i wanted to ’ ‘ i only like the sad songs from the rock bands i don’t know ’ ‘ i really should just go home ’ ‘ i really thought that we were just having fun ’ ‘ i think i like being alone ’ ‘ i wish it wasn’t so ’ ‘ in a dream she/her/you’re talking dirty to me ’ ‘ it doesn’t mean anything, it’s make believe ’ ‘ it don’t change the fact that you’re ugly on the inside ’ ‘ it felt just like love and drugs ’ ‘ it kills me more than you’ll ever think ’ ‘ it’s cheaper to be guilty than lie right through my teeth ’ ‘ it’s nothing personal, i prefer to do things on my own ’ ‘ i’d like to think romance is real ’ ‘ i’ll get used to getting used ’ ‘ i’ll stall the demons, but you really should be leaving ’ ‘ i’m far more desperate than you think ’ ‘ i’m half crazy, all just cracked up ’ ‘ i’m having visions of the way it will end ’ ‘ i’m hungry for blood again ’ ‘ i’m not looking to be found ’ ‘ i’m on the fence about what feels worse ’ ‘ i’m sure you’’re feeling good, but soon enough you’ll miss me ’ ‘ i’ve learned to loathe these goddamn visions ’ ‘ just act like a freak and sleep with everyone you’ve ever known ’ ‘ just drink till you’re gone and pass out on the floor ’ ‘ last night i did things my mother told me not to ’ ‘ last night i saw you in a dream ’ ‘ let’s go to a place where we can forget ’ ‘ life, it ain’t no romance novel ’ ‘ listen to your friends and leave me alone ’ ‘ love never really did anything for me ’ ‘ my, my, my what fangs you have ’ ‘ once upon a time your eyes were wide, not dead ’ ‘ please don’t call here anymore ’ ‘ please don’t tell me anything at all ’ ‘ please don’t walk away ’ ‘ please try to remind me just who you are ’ ‘ remember when we met? ’ ‘ see, my heart’s always on fire, but i’ve always got cold feet ’ ‘ stay soft, but don’t be gentle ’ ‘ stop sleeping with my new friends and all the old ones too ’ ‘ the only two things holding me here are whisky and women ’ ‘ there’s beauty and grace in the flaws of your face ’ ‘ there’s no good time for bad news ’ ‘ these four words don’t come easy: i don’t love you ’ ‘ they’ll write a story about the lives we lived ’ ‘ this town is a black hole ’ ‘ to be honest, i am full of shit ’ ‘ we can’t be friends, that much i know ’ ‘ we’re all monsters living in a dream ’ ‘ we’ve got champagne taste, but not enough money for the real thing ’ ‘ what a big mistake ’ ‘ what a shame ’ ‘ what doesn’t kill you will keep you sane ’ ‘ what good is a heart of gold with nobody to share it with? ’ ‘ what the fuck am i doing here? ’ ‘ when i hate myself for letting you go, you can be the one to say ‘i told you so’ ’ ‘ when will what i have ever be good enough? ’ ‘ with my eyes closed this feels like home ’ ‘ won’t someone just come and take my heart and tear it apart? ’ ‘ you be you and i’ll still be happy ’ ‘ you can’t make me smile ’ ‘ you don’t forget your first true love ’ ‘ you don’t want to die tonight ’ ‘ you put the gun in my hand so now run ’ ‘ you should have warned me ’ ‘ you think i’m ugly, don’t you? ’ ‘ you’re insecure, but don’t be ’ ‘ you’re just like a child ’ ‘ you’re so naive ’ ‘ you’re so ruthless, darling ’
affiliated characters
These are characters open for plotting and will on occasion appear as secondary characters in different plots.
1. Han Taejoon
Han Taejoon is Taeho’s younger half-brother and ten years his junior. Unlike Taeho, he does not suffer any kind of abuse from his father. In fact, the opposite is the case as Taejoon is his father’s full pride. He grows up pampered and his parents’ favorite which causes a wedge between the brothers. And although he whole-heartedly looks up to his brother, Taeho resents him, and they are never able to develop a real bond.
Taeho grows up to become quite lazy. He spends most of his youth snooping around and causes harmless trouble. Unlike his older brother, he is not studious at all and lives into his days like they are his last. Eventually, he takes up interest in mangas and tries himself in becoming a webtoon artist. For that he teams up with his best friend.
Taejoon’s fate is quite different, depending on the verse.
In verse 3, he commits suicide as his relationship with his brother only becomes worse and he cannot live with the revelation of his mother’s murder.
In verse 4, he becomes a drug addict because there is no Taeho in his life to keep him in his lane.
2. Oh Rain
Oh Rain is Taeho’s half-sister and the heiress of Myungwoo COR. She is five years his junior and enjoys a good relationship with her older brother. Rain is born blind and hence lives a life sheltered from the outside world. From a young age on, she is treated with much care, like a doll
Rain is not allowed to leave the house without her assistant, Mrs. Go.
All of this has ignited a free spirit in her. Rain loves her brother’s visits because he takes her out into the real world and lets her experience it to the full extent she is capable of.
Rain’s fate is also dependant on the verse. In the verses in which her brother is not involved with her life, she is sent away into a special institution to take care of her while her parents try for an heir of the company and Taeho's second half-brother is born.
3. Kang Soojung
Kang Soojung is a famous opera singer theater who meets the rich heir Taeho through mutual friends. As it is initially not in her best interest to date Taeho as she has heard of the many rumors about him, she is quickly enamored by his charisma and the two of them begin to date in secret.
It is a relationship with many ups and even more downs. And although it takes a toll on Soojung, she quickly convinces herself that their relationship is just an average one.
Eventually, Soojung is confronted with the idea that Taeho might leave her and marry into an equally rich family, but she is soon surprised with his proposal. Who can say no to a prince on a white horse?
However, just as how their relationship was more rocky than sweet, even worse is their marriage. Soojung by now is well acquainted with Taeho’s many affairs and the crumbling of a picture-perfect future has sent Soojung into a spiral of alcoholism. Especially when her only option in taming him -- a pregnancy -- has only ended in a miscarriage.
Kang Soojung as for now is only part of verse 4.
more to be added.
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verse one / main verse
Dr Han Taeho is an aspiring neurosurgeon in his second year of practice. He works tirelessly, a work ethic he has adapted from a young age from his mother.
Taeho grew up in a rather unforgiving environment. He never knew who his father was, and his mother was way too young to raise a child on her own. This is also the reason why he had to spend a lot of his time with his grandparents growing up.
What Taeho didn’t know back then is the fact that if his father had stayed in his life, he would not have to live such a hard life. He was the illegitimate son of the married heir of Myungwoo COR Oh Geokhwan and his then mistress, singer Han Minyoung.
The first few years of his life were nothing special until his mother decided to marry Han Jaehyun, her manager at the time, when Taeho was 7 years old. Mr Han was not a nice man, in no way at all. He was and still is lazy and unforgiving, he put a lot of pressure on both Taeho and his mother, who now was nearing her 30s and with that was nearing the end of her career, a fact that Mr Han would constantly remind her of. Young Taeho would often suffer under the abuse of his stepfather, both verbal and sometimes physical.
When Taeho turned 10 years old, his mother gave birth to his half-brother Taejoon. His younger brother was the center of the attention and was treated much much better than Taeho was from both parents. This prompted Taeho to resent the child, and to this day causes some tension in the relationship of the brothers.
When Taeho was 11 years old, he was involved in a car accident with his mother. The cause for this is undisclosed to Taeho to this day, but his mother had demanded his biological father to pay and help her in raising Taeho. His biological father feigned agreement and sent both on a death trip, which luckily did not end fatally for the two. However, Taeho’s mother remained in a coma for 2 months and to this day suffers from general epilepsy caused by the severe trauma to the head.
This whole ordeal, although quite traumatic to an eleven-year-old to witness, caused Taeho to develop an interest in the medical field and was a key trigger for him choosing to specialize in neurology and specifically neurosurgery.
verse two
This verse is to cater to the younger muses out there since it is weird to put a 30-year-old in every kind of plot one stumbles upon. This verse is tweaked to be in our timeline, so although it is a younger version of Taeho, it does not play in the past.
Taeho is a 21-year-old med student who is in his second year of pre-med. He’s messy and struggles to live from one day to the other. He works occasionally at a bar and gives piano lessons to keep himself over water. When he has some time to breathe, he goes jogging and sometimes he walks his neighbor's dogs.
Taeho is quite sarcastic and sharp, but he is not mean. He is an idealist in every sense of the word.
verse three
Taeho’s mother dies in the accident when he was 11 years old due to severe head injuries. Traumatized and suspecting foul play, Taeho becomes interested in solving the case of his late mother.
What leaves an even more bitter taste in his mouth are the strange men dressed in black that had attended his mother’s funeral. Taeho knows that they are involved in his mother’s death.
Taeho, studious and smart, becomes a forensic scientist who works closely with the department of violent crimes. 15 years from the fatal accident, Taeho opens a personal investigation with a detective he has befriended. Over the course of his career, Taeho learns that he is the illegitimate son of one of the most influential men in South Korea and makes it his duty to bring him down.
verse four
Oh Taeho grew up the illegitimate son of Myungwoo COR’s heir, Oh Geokhwan, and as such enjoyed a life of extravagance from a young age. He grew up sheltered and catered to, even if his stepmother resented him and he never developed a real bond to his father either. The only real familial relationship he built, was with his half-sister, Oh Rain, who is 5 years his junior.
Taeho never really learnt who his biological mother was either, and to be quite frank, he never cared to try to learn. His wild guess went to the woman whose funeral he had attended when he was 11 years old, but it was a question his father never would give him the satisfaction of answering.
Taeho, as the story usually goes, grew up quite a troubling child. He made up the lack of attention from his parents by bullying and terrorizing his school. And that until his bullying drove a student to suicide. As a reaction -- and to further marginalize him, Taeho was sent to finish school in the US where he spent 5 years of his life at a private boarding school. Nonetheless, Taeho grew up to be quite charismatic and discovered his love for grand parties and wild sex.
However, at the age of 20, Taeho’s father fell ill and prompted Taeho to return to Seoul and prepare to take over the firm as the only son of the family. Taeho also learned that his father expected him to marry a girl Taeho had known from childhood. She was the daughter of a business partner of his father.
Taeho agreed on taking over his father’s business, even if his own passion lied otherwise. But he only did so with one final act of rebellion: when he turned 25, he married his secret girlfriend of two years, Kang Soojung.
Although the marriage has lasted to this date, it is not a happy one. Taeho is not a faithful husband -- lives by the Kennedy lifestyle -- which caused his wife to fall into alcoholism and depression.
verse five
Goo Dongmae was born as the son of a Baekjeong, a butcher, and as such was part of one of the lowest classes in Joseon. His family was often not even regarded as people and were treated worse than animals, humiliated every day. Dongmae is eventually forced to flee the country with a group of singing beggars when his mother killed her rapist who was of a higher class, which caused both of his parents to be brutally beaten to death. In his escape, he is helped by a noblewoman. And although he is grateful, Dongmae driven by anger against the higher classes and Joseon as a whole, ridiculed the noblewoman.
Eventually, Dongmae crossed over to Japan where he caught the eyes of Kokuryukai’s top leader, a society part of the Yakuza. Dongmae was quite skilled with the knife as he had been leading it since he was young which made him a talented swordsman.
And although he had denounced Joseon many years before, when the Japanese returned to the country, so did Dongmae who had now a group of men behind him. Now, it was his time to get his payback, and he began to terrorize and control the people of Joseon.

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Is taeho more of a romantic or a realist? Is he a glass half empty or glass half full kind of guy? Is he a cynic or an idealist? Is he a lone wolf or does he run with the pack? Does he want a family some day or not at all?
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Is taeho more of a romantic or a realist?
Taeho is blatantly realistic to the point that it is quite insulting sometimes. The fact that he has absolutely no idea how to be romantic often times is the reason for failure in his relationships.
Is he a glass half empty or glass half full kind of guy?
He is a ‘you have a glass of water, you might as well drink it’ kind of person.
Is he a cynic or an idealist?
As any person pursuing a medical field, I’d like to believe Taeho started out as a young idealist hoping to change the world. Though that is not exactly true as he did have some economic reasons to choose medicine. But no one sticks with it unless they are absolutely out of their mind and somewhat idealistic.
Is he a lone wolf or does he run with the pack?
I think Tae is more of a lone wolf. Outside the medical world he definitely lacks the charisma to attract large groups of people, and while he is a team player most of the times, he can be very stubborn in pursuing his ideas. I’d like to imagine him like Dr. Cox from Scrubs, an undeserving hero who acts like a dick often times but does the good thing ultimately.
Does he want a family some day or not at all?
Having a family is not on Taeho’s agenda. He is too traumatized by his own family background.