update about life + grief + idk whatever else atp:
i’ve been 28 for a week.
mercury’s retrograde rocking my shit (and apparently everyone else’s from what i’m hearing)
i’m moving states in less than a month. my partner (have i told y’all i have a partner? and that i’m in a perpetual state of amazement that i could land such a beautiful person? yes? okay cool had to make sure) landed an amazing opportunity and our lease is ending here so fuck it we’re out.
i’m starting drag. in the pursuit of creativity and true not giving a fuck-ness i decided why not. gotta kill that shyness though so bear with me.
ive spent the last year and a half grieving so much my whole identity has changed. granted, for the better but nevertheless. it’s been hard. my mental health has been shot but we’re fighting back.
are my needs met rn? hell nah lmao. bills are not going anywhere but we’re slowly chipping away at them. i’ve grown tired of asking for aid so i won’t bother your ears about it (it’s demoralizing atp- if you want to give everything in bio i’m not forcing it anymore. it’s been too painful to).
i’m grateful for another year. even if life is mopping the floor with my ass. at least it can see my smile through these cheeks.
k bye ✨
