What a crazy year it’s been so far. I haven’t been on this blog for maybe a year now? A lot has changed, but at the same time, it’s still the same. Recently though, I got back into fitness. I also got my first D in school in my whole life. It’s a long story, which I’ll probably talk about on here soon because this has always been my place to vent lol. Anyway, I still suffer from my health problem and I’m really being in uni. BUT! I’m slowly getting back and I’m a little better than before. Tonight yet another unexpected thing happened to someone I care a lot about and every time this happens for some reason I can’t continue my binge feasts like I usually do because I worry so much, which is a good thing but also so unnatural to me because I usually binge no matter what, even though I recovered from the actual disorder a couple years ago. I actually went on a slight binge yesterday and today because sometimes I get so fed up. But then tonight, I decided to workout and I have another one in about half an hour, which is also something I usually don’t do. I’m not really sure what is happening to me lately haha. I just wish I was healthy and could eat and workout like I used to be able to do, but I’ll get there. A gym opened up right beside my house recently and I plan to start that most likely Friday, and actually get my shit together when it comes to school because I can’t drop a class like I wanted to. Haha, I’m already at a comfortable level here talking like I used to do. More to come, let’s make this a good month!