this has been cary.

[ID: A full body drawing of Essek, bowing slightly at the waist with an arm before his waist. The background is beige-gold. Behind Essek is an intricate, astronomical clock that is broken at Essek’s right side. Soft gold filigree designs acts as the ground Essek stands on. He is a thin, medium gray skin drown. His short, styled white hair has an undercut. He is wearing a simple crown and is slightly smirking. He is dressed in a purple suit with gold filigree designs with a circle on his left knee. His cloak is lighter on the inside with golden clock and astrolabe designs. /end ID]

I must confess I sometimes think about the fact that (even though it was due to a bad roll) Julien was given a small rock in jest by Thaisha, claiming it would bring protection against the elements, and that, despite his harsh edges and cynicism, he kept that rock. It makes me think about how Julien is also scared and wants to cling to hope. I like to think he still has it, that it brings him comfort. Idk, but it endears me so much to him. Under everything, there's still a boy

My supervisor keeps cutting off my sentences and while I could respectfully ask him to stop interrupting me during meetings, I hate him and his stupid misshapen head and my new tactic is to let him finish his sentence and then restart my sentence from the very beginning and keep doing that again and again until I get to the end of my sentence. This is not a mature or professional way to conduct oneself in a workplace but it is: Deeply Fucking Funny because he gets so impatient so fast

I'm not kidding like you can see him grit his teeth and you see this muscle twitch in his jaw and it is hysterical. He's so angry he wants me dead but strangling me at work would be way less professional than whatever juvenile bullshit I'm doing

I maintain this could be vaguely sexually interesting if he were hot but he isn't. I'm suffering worse than Christ over here