this black sheep's got her own stories...

what i do know for sure right now is that:  - i’m scared - i’m prideful, yet feel worthless  - i love him more than anyone (besides my parents and maybe 1-2 close friends) i’ve ever known and i cannot imagine my life without him. that’s scary as fuck to me, but i can’t lie and say that i hate it... bc i don’t. i love that i can see that. i jush wish that my entire self could be on board as well, specifically my dark and gloomy side.

third street ✖️ wilshire boulevard • 17:25 sunset 🌴✨🌊 #losangeles never ceases to amaze with its multicolored skies 🌅 #vscocam #latergram (at Santa Monica, California)

and i haven’t the energy to write out eloquently

organically growing on individual paths, but always rooted from the same origin... we are all human and all brilliant makes of our species, some, honestly, much brighter than others, but that may just be my own bias. nevertheless, my love for humanity knows no bounds and all its diverse eccentricities - unless you're a complete asshole // i may or may not be sober whilst posting this, hence the blunt tones 😅🕳💁🏻 #vscocam #latenightmusings #losangeles (at Bread Lounge)

please do away with complacency, as difficult as it may be to refrain from reveling in the joy of accomplishing great feats to the point of stagnation, of which can easily consume you... until you're left dangling onto this gold star that is steadily burning out. rather, let yourself live in the glory of your doing, just as long as you remember to look forward to your next endeavor, your next passion, your next adventure... keep the wheels in your mind in constant motion and the iridescence of your soul glimmering brilliantly. never let yourself or your ideas whittle away to mere dust because what are we, if not ambitious? 💫💭💡#vscocam #silverlake #losangeles #musings #neonsign #writing (at Silver Lake, Los Angeles)