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MASON GOODING via Instgram Stories - July 19, 2020

“ mind yourself. true words and rare birds in courts like this. watch for daggers in your back. “

❛   ___  trained  you  well.   ❜ ❛   i  killed  ___.   i’ll  kill  you.   ❜ ❛   i  have  been  every  voice  you  have  ever  heard  inside  your  head.   ❜ ❛   the  dark  side  of  the  force  is  a  pathway  to  many  abilities  some  consider  to  be  unnatural.   ❜ ❛   what  could  you  give  me  ?   ❜ ❛   i’m  starting  to  think  it’s  impossible  to  hear  the  voices  of  the  jedi  who  came  before.   ❜ ❛   nothing  is  impossible.   ❜ ❛   i  got  distracted.   ❜ ❛   i’m  just  not  feeling  myself.   ❜ ❛   i  know  it  looks  like  i’m  making  excuses.   ❜ ❛   don’t  tell  me  what  things  look  like.   tell  me  what  they  are.   ❜ ❛   i  think  i’m  just  tired  ,  that’s  all.   ❜ ❛   never  underestimate  a  droid.   ❜ ❛   really  could  have  used  your  help  out  there.   ❜ ❛   what  did  you  do  to  the  droid  ?   ❜ ❛   tell  me  what  happened  ?   ❜ ❛   he’s  been  planning  his  revenge.   ❜ ❛   if  we  want  to  stop  him  /  her  ,  we  must  find  him  /  her.   ❜ ❛   i  don’t  want  to  go  without  your  blessing  ,  but  i  will.   ❜ ❛   i  need  to  go  alone.   ❜ ❛   it’s  too  dangerous.   ❜ ❛   in  the  event  that  i  do  not  return  ,  i  want  you  to  know  that  you  have  been  a  real  friend  ___.   ❜ ❛   i  sense  unease  about  my  appearance  ,  ___.   ❜ ❛   i  offered  you  my  hand  once.   you  wanted  to  take  it.   why  didn’t  you  ?   ❜ ❛   you  could  have  killed  me.   why  didn’t  you  ?   ❜ ❛   you  can’t  hide.   not  from  me.   ❜ ❛   i  see  through  the  cracks  in  your  mask.   ❜ ❛   you’re  haunted.   ❜ ❛   you  can’t  stop  seeing  what  you  did  to  your  father  /  mother.   ❜ ❛   such  pain  in  you  ,  such  anger.   ❜ ❛   i  don’t  want  to  have  to  kill  you.   ❜ ❛   i'm  going  to  find  you   &   i’m  going  to  turn  you  to  the  dark  by  offering  you  my  hand  again.   ❜ ❛   how  did  you  find  us  ?   ❜ ❛   i  got  a  bad  feeling  about  this.   ❜ ❛   you  should  give  it  to  her  /  him  yourself.   ❜ ❛   do  you  have  to  say  it  like  that  ?   ❜ ❛   do  me  a  personal  favor.   be  optimistic.   ❜ ❛   you’re  not  going  to  believe  how  well  this  is  going  to  turn  out.   ❜ ❛   it’s  going  to  be  great.   ❜ ❛   you  didn’t  say  my  name  ,  but  i’m  alright.   ❜ ❛   i’ll  tell  you  when  you  tell  me  about  all  that  shifty  stuff  you  do.   ❜ ❛   you  would  have  done  the  same.   ❜ ❛   i  lost  control.   ❜ ❛   it  wasn’t  your  fault.   ❜ ❛   i  mean  we  can  do  this  all  night.   ❜ ❛   oh  ,  there  must  be  some  other  way  !   ❜ ❛   if  this  mission  fails  ,  it  was  all  for  nothing.   ❜ ❛   wherever  you  are  ,  you  are  hard  to  find.   ❜ ❛   you’re  hard  to  get  rid  of.   ❜ ❛   i  pushed  you  in  the  desert  because  i  needed  to  see you.   ❜ ❛   i  needed  you  to  see  who  you  are.   ❜ ❛   you’re  lying.   ❜ ❛   you  remember  more  than  you  say.   ❜ ❛   i  know  what  happened  to  them.   ❜ ❛   you  know  what  you  need  to  do.   ❜ ❛   people  keep  telling  me  they  know  me.   i’m  afraid  no  one  does.   ❜ ❛   perhaps  you  have  betrayed  me.   ❜ ❛   i  know  where  she  /  he  is  going.   ❜ ❛   make  sure   &   kill  him  /  her.   ❜ ❛   don’t  be  afraid  of  who  you  are.   ❜ ❛   give  it  to  me.   ❜ ❛   i  did  want  to  take  your  hand.   ❜ ❛   i  miss  you  ,   ___.   ❜ ❛   you’re  just  a  memory.   ❜ ❛   i  know  what  i  have  to  do  ,  but  i  don’t  know  if  i  have  the  strength  to  do  it.   ❜ ❛   it  was  fear  that  kept  me  here.   ❜ ❛   what  are  you  most  afraid  of  ?   ❜ ❛   i  never  wanted  you  dead.   ❜ ❛   with  your  hatred  you  will  take  my  life   &   you  will  ascend.   ❜ ❛   let  your  death  be  the  final  word  in  the  story  of  rebellion.   ❜

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“ there is nothing you can do that i have not already done to myself. ”

“ unique just means alone. ” “ i’m not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ” “ i know i’m a monster, but you look at me like i’m a man. ” “ there’s nothing i wouldn’t do to keep you safe. ” “ we all have sins to pay penance for. ” “ don’t look at me like i’m a hero. you’ll only disappoint yourself. ” “ sometimes when you look at me it’s like…it’s like you’re staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ” “ you make me want to live. ” “ i know i don’t deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might. ” “ i trust you with my life. ” “ you’re more like family to me than my own blood. ” “ i’ve never had any sort of family before. ” “ your life is far more precious than mine. ” “ i don’t care what happens to me. as long as you’re safe. ” “ i need you to live…cause if you’re gone then, i don’t know what the point of it all is anymore. ” “ i know i’m not the person you want, but i’m here. ” “ i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but i’m okay with that. ” “ i couldn’t say no to you even if i wanted to. ” “ you’re worth more than this. ” “ why do you walk around as if you’re somehow less valuable than the rest of the world? ” “ please, let me help you. ” “ just let me do this for you. ” “ you do have something to live for. you have me. ” “ you’ll always have me. ” “ i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but you’re not. not to me. ” “ it’s okay to be angry, you’re allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ” “ don’t you realize you deserve more than this? ” “ you’re not a machine or— or some thing. you’re a person, and i’m sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ” “ please, just hold on a little longer. i can’t lose you too. ” “ this scar..what happened? ” “ if you won’t do it for yourself, then do it for me. ” “ you’re bleeding— how long have you been hiding this?! ” “ sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. there’d be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. ”  “ i’m not sure i know who i’m supposed to be anymore. ” “ my mind is so loud and i’m afraid it’ll never be quiet again. ” “ when i’m in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when i’m alone it’s somehow worse. ” “ loneliness is a poison and i’ve been drinking it for so long, i don’t there there’s an anecdote to save my soul. ” “ i don’t care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ” “ you deserve more than i could ever give you. ” “ i love you. i know that’s not enough, but i do. ” “ you’re safe with me, you always will be. ” “ you make me feel safe. like i’m allowed to be anything i want. ” “ i’d do anything to be the person you love again. ” “ i’ve got you, you’re safe. ” “ just rest, i’m here. ” “ you can stay with me tonight. ”

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𝖬𝖸 𝖪𝖨𝖭𝖣 𝖬𝖴𝖱𝖣𝖤𝖱𝖤𝖱 , your eyes burn like caramel and 𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑡 my insides . you light a cigarette and it awfully reminds me of what 𝙾𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚄𝙿𝙾𝙽 𝙰 𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴 was my heart . and you say , everything turns to 𝖉𝖚𝖘𝖙 with time . 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐘 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐑 , you are not time , you are 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒆 bringing me to 𝖆𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖘 . ——— the society’s 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐧 ! ❁‪ ྀ ུ c.‬

 WE   HAD   FOUND   THE   STARS,     [   …   ]   AND   THIS   IS   GIVEN   ONCE   ONLY.

❛    i’ve punched GUY FUCKING GARDNER            ——         t̲h̲e̲y̲’̲d̲ ̲k̲n̲o̲w̲ ̲t̲h̲e̲y̲ ̲d̲o̲n̲’̲t̲ ̲s̲t̲a̲n̲d̲ ̲a̲ ̲c̲h̲a̲n̲c̲e !     ⋆    ❜

WILL  HE  ——    ❛  i’ve  got  knots  all  up  in  my  chest .  ❜    ❛  just  know  i’m  trying  my  best .  ❜    ❛  now  i’m  sad  &&  i’m  a  mess .  ❜    ❛  will  your  tongue  still  remember  the  taste  of  my  lips ?  ❜    ❛  will  your  lover  caress  you  the  way  that  i  did ?   ❜    ❛  i  don’t  need  to  know .  ❜    ❛  i  just  wanna  make  sure  you’re  okay .  ❜    ❛  i  just  wanna  make  sure  you’re  all  safe .  ❜    ❛  will  he  play  you  those  songs  just  the  way  that  i  did ?  ❜    ❛  will  he  treat  you  like  shit  just  the  way  that  i  did ?  ❜ PILLS  ——    ❛  please  don’t  run  away .  ❜    ❛  where’d  you  go ?  ❜    ❛  i  thought  we’d  last  forever .  ❜    ❛  i  need  you  back .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  know  why  i  feel  this  way .  ❜ DEMONS  ——    ❛  they’re  taking  my  heart  now .  ❜    ❛  my  demons  told  me  everything they  whisper  in  the  night .  ❜    ❛  this  is  not  a  threat ,  i  promise .  ❜    ❛  it’s  a  warning ,  baby ,  i  just  want  you  to  know .  ❜    ❛  i’m  behaving  myself .  ❜    ❛  we  don’t  gotta  die  so  soon .  ❜    ❛  please  just  let  me  go .  ❜    ❛  i’ve  seen  enough .  ❜ WINDOW  ——    ❛  i  see  nothing  out  the  window .  ❜    ❛  watching  all  the  leaves  grow .  ❜    ❛  it  feels  better  in  my  dreams ,  though .  ❜    ❛  the  sun  will  shine  no  more .  ❜    ❛  i’ve  been  holding  on  too  long .  ❜    ❛  i  just  wanna  sleep  forever .  ❜    ❛  just  leave  me ,  forever .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  need  an  antidote .  ❜    ❛  we  don’t  wanna  drive  slow .  ❜    ❛  speed  up  with  our  eyes  closed .  ❜ BITTER  FUCK  ——    ❛  i  find  it  hard  to  be  myself .  ❜    ❛  i  shed  my  skin  for  everybody  else .  ❜    ❛  you  made  me  sad  &&  you  made  me  mean .  ❜    ❛  now  i’m  mad .  ❜    ❛  i  feel  unclean .  ❜    ❛  you  made  me  a  bitter  fuck .  ❜    ❛  they  call  me  a  bitter  fuck .  ❜    ❛  now  i’m  a  bitter  fuck ,  because  of  you .  ❜    ❛  your  bitch  just  came  all  over  me .  ❜    ❛  i  won’t  fuck  with  you  if  you  don’t  fuck  with  me .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  give  a  fuck .  ❜ WORLDSTAR  MONEY  ( INTERLUDE )  ——    ❛  don’t  hate  me .  ❜    ❛  am  i  crazy ?  ❜    ❛  so  tenderly ,  you  watch  me  burn .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  wanna  die .  ❜ PLASTIC  TASTE  ——    ❛  i  can’t  do  this  face  -  to  -  face .  ❜    ❛  i’ll  admit  that  i’m  afraid .  ❜    ❛  let  these  moments  go  to  waste .  ❜    ❛  excuse  me  for  my  plastic  taste .  ❜ I  DON’T  WANNA  WASTE  MY  TIME  ——    ❛  i  don’t  wanna  waste  my  time  if  i  can’t  be  by  your  side .  ❜    ❛  we  don’t  gotta  talk  about  nothin ’  nice  if  you  wanna  come  down .  ❜    ❛  she  don’t  gotta  know  about  nothin ’ .  ❜    ❛  if  the  stars  collide  will  she  relieve  my  soul ?  ❜    ❛  when  we  feel  alive ,  i  know  she’ll  let  me  go .  ❜    ❛  when  you  real  my  lips ,  i  know  you  feel  all  cold .  ❜    ❛  i  promise  you ,  my  heart  is  made  of  gold .  ❜    ❛  you’re  only  on  my  mind  when  i  need  you .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  gotta  know  about  what  you  do  when  the  sun  goes  down .  ❜    ❛  i  don’t  gotta  know  about  nothin ’ .  ❜

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