Howdy

Happy Magic the Gathering x Final Fantasy day

It's truly an amazing job referencing many things

just wanna show my masterpiece. god my life is so miserable

Things that you used to find easy now seem difficult, and things that were already hard now feel impossible.

Suddenly talking to your friends now feels like it's a chore, it's no longer as simple as reading what they've said and replying accordingly. It's sitting there and looking at their texts and trying to decipher and make sense of what they have written.

Everything now seems to take so much longer to process, and by the time you've worked out what they've put, you're now already feeling overstimulated, overwhelmed and no longer know how to respond.

So instead what do you do? You just sit there staring at your screen. And if you're anything like me you might even put your phone down because the idea of replying right there and then gives you anxiety. It all just feels that little bit too much.

Just know if you've ever experienced this, you're not crazy, and you're not a bad person. You likely just have a lot of unresolved trauma that you've experienced over the years and you've not yet had the time to come to terms with it all.

Also if you're reading this, just know that you are important and you do matter. If you've ever thought that you've had to work extra hard over the years to get people to like you, I'm sorry that you've ever felt the need to do that. Please know that you are enough just the way you are.

go back to work. fulfill your duty. fix your head. fix yourself.

there is no healing in forced adaptation.

I hyper-focused on this edit for like 2 hours today. Please enjoy. @jelloapocalypse @vixenthereindeer-blog @chulacabra @eternal-savvy-blog

Majima: “Listen kid, I know it doesn’t make it any easier just because you’re some kind of half-esper and shit… But I got yer back.”

Terra: “Thank you, Majima. It seems we have no choice… We have to fight to protect our friends!”