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i know you know things about me i would have never even thought about

sometimes when i can’t sleep i start to feel really guilty about it. like there is someone who is really disappointed in me for being up way past my bedtime

standing on a busy street looking and my reflection in cars and thinking about rokos basilisk

i don’t especially like kissing but i like the feeling of knowing someone likes me enough to kiss me

every time a unconventionally attractive person dresses basic and angel loses its wings

losing things is the worst feeling ever. it’s like betrayal but i’m betraying myself so im not only hurt but guilty and filled w devastation

i love how it feels to feel so deeply, but i hate the feelings i feel so deeply