(NICE DREAM)

desperate to tell you about my ex who told me i was like a gameboy—fun to play with but cumbersome and full of glitches. i can imagine your face, and the laugh you’ll let out.

i’m touching my body because i know soon you will. pretending my hands are your hands.

i like you in the water. i keep thinking about your smile. i love the way you flirt with me and the dumb tattoo on your ass.

last night dinner was made for me and i sat very close to a beautiful person on a pink velvet couch and laughed and laughed and said the same things at the same time and it’s just funny how life works because two years ago i felt like an animal backed into a corner just lashing out at everyone and everything and now i feel as though my life has no edges i am free i am freeeeeee