How do people actually like...show vulnerability with therapists/mental health professionals because hooo boy i cannot.
Everytime i almost cry i start cracking jokes and changing the subject and theyre like "its okqy to cry" and im like "🤪 who's crying. Not me 🥳 its party time cowboy."
I have an appointment with a MH nurse this week. And what i wanttt to do is just go in and breakdown sobbing and admit all my issues and maybe get some actual fuckin help.
But i knowwww the second i get upset in there im gonna get possessed by a clown and start performing tricks and then leave like 🫩
