tips for acting like the grown woman i am and not like the stunted mentally ill freak that i also am

hey sorry i acted weird the other day i was trying so hard to act normal that it backfired

There has not been a single day in 2025 that I have not felt weird and bad in some capacity.

“this meeting could’ve been a email” except its “this esoteric children’s punishment could’ve been a normal conversation with them”

Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that

fuck it. *explodes in the kiln destroying all other creations in there with me*