So Iâve been off tumblr for a long ass time and by chance I was catching up on as much as I could stomach within throwing up. Mostly reading my pal @justholdinghandsok blog. And what a shit show it is around here. Christ fuck almighty. I originally joined tumblr in 2015 on my first blog gillovnyphile. While there have ALWAYS been lunatics here (like the shit bags that STALKED ME IN REAL LIFE AND CALLED MY CLINIC AND MY DADS CLINIC) and fandom factions (the Gillian fans - some who were very nice- and then the subset of complete whack jobs who believe she is a divine goddess not of this earth who has no faults, makes no mistakes, never dates anti feminist men who failed to pay the LEAD ACTRESS on his show the same as her male costar. Oh, wait, wasnât Gillian incensed when it happened to her in 2015? Well, her memory is spotty, after all. The only thing she can seem to remember is the size of her platonic male friend costars dick.) And she handled press for season 11 just soâŚprofessionally. I donât see anything wrong about talking about your pubescent sonâs erection on national TV. I thought it made perfect sense to announce she was done with the show before the season even STARTED because that was sure to drive up ratings. But thatâs not all! Then thereâs this group of incredibly fucking spooky Duchovny cult that seems to be compromised of old men, lonely women and 12 year olds who are orgasming over their beloved âprivate concertâ with the greatest musician of our time, David âmid life crisisâ Duchovny. Who in the actual fuck would pay more than 15 cents to listen to that fool caterwauling through his âbrilliantâ lyrics. I mean, fuck Prince or Bowie or BeyoncĂŠ or Adele. Those guys are/were hacks compared to the musical stylings of a 58 year old guy with a thirsty as fuck barely legal girlfriend. And, look, I always always liked D more than G because G is just so goddamned extra. I met them both at Gillovnycon 2016 with my boo @xfiles9316 and another personâŚwell we wonât go there. Just remember donât give money to anyone on tumblr even your âfriendsâ. G was pretty cold and unfriendly and sort of scared me. Meanwhile D was totally nice and we had a good chat. We shook hands. After the high of that con (and I met some TRULY Special fans there) we were headed for a fall and it hit in October 2016. Iâll never forget that day because I had my first panic attack. I knew it was true from day one (though I understood people not wanting to believe it.) the only good thing was that I had processed all that grief and had become apathetic by the time the porn pictures showed up the following summer. It was painful to look at. But then this whole sub fandom of (what are they called? Gorgos or something? They should call themselves Reptilian (get itâŚoneâs a reptile and oneâs Gillian. I dunno, I think itâs catchy.) who made it their lifeâs work to shit on and fight with Gillovny fans and postâŚunflattering, and Iâm being kind, pictures of their new obsession. Is PM problematic? Of course he fucking is. But so is she so maybe it is true love (until PM writes the part for her sheâs been angling for since before she met him. Career ALWAYS comes first for her. Sheâs said it. At least sheâs practical I guess. At this point you need a goddamned scorecard to figure out who is fighting with who. Itâs such an incredible waste of time. Donât you guys work? Iâm at clinic 13 hours a day and work about 65 hours a week. I just remember all the fun we used to have when there were great blogs and awesome pictures and GIF sets and analyzing body language and waiting for the next inappropriate tweet. Was it all a lie? Was it just a game Gillian was playing as she stated once? Iâm still not sure. But what I will say is that I believed then and I believe now that those two were involved from 2012-2016 in some way. As someone who could have gotten a PhD in the time, energy, intellectual analysis and research I did from 2015-2016 I will always believe it was real in some way we may never understand. Do I think theyâll get back together? Iâm not sure. Iâm more hopeful at at least seeing them at SOME con in the future and at the end of the day what I always truly wanted for them is to have a beautiful special friendship- soulmates of some kind - that lasts their whole lives. To the old guard (god knows how you guys do it) I just want to say hi and that I miss you guys and NEVER TAKE SHIT FROM ANYONE @campaignofmisinformation, @bird3000, @whoisbillymilesand, of course, @justholdinghandsok. And any of you cunts calling her a liar can eat Peter Morganâs disgusting hairy ass. Over the years Iâve had numerous numerous conversations with her and sheâs a solid, kind, calm, smart truthful woman who doesnât deserve your vile disgusting bullshit. And because this place is such a cesspool of unstable⌠people I fully expect to get attacked and get death threats and all the usual sociopathic unhinged behavior youâre famous for. And I give not one shit because Iâm smart enough now to know that nothing good ever comes from this place and I check in roughly once a year anyway. Have at it fuckers.
