aesthetically destructive

Welcome to The Wrong Side of Midnight. This is a space that I have created for myself to express all of my thoughts and feelings with an ✨️ a e s t h e t i c ✨️ flair. There is little to explain beyond that, however below you will find the rules of engagement below.

1. I do not tolerate intolerance and I match energy.

2. PG-13 space - I open this app at work so I keep things mostly SFW. However, be advised that there may be some content in this blog that contain strong language, violence, and mature themes.

3. Majority of these images used are ones I pull off of Pinterest unless I state otherwise.

The topic below is disgusting to be frank. Viewer's discretion is advised.

On this night I return to my all but forgotten blog not to post beautiful images in a form of escapism, no. I crawl back, legs dragging behind me, for I can not suffer this alone. Someone must suffer with me.

For a week now I have been ill with some minor sinus issues. To sleep I returned to what I thought would be an old faithful friend, Nyquil. However, today I have discovered that I have been decieved. As you see, my intestines have been waging war on me for over a day now and I fear that I may leave this earthly coil the same way those poor, pixelated pioneers did on The Oregon Trail.

This not a mear 'my tummy hurts and I am mad at the government.' I feel as if I had mistakenly swallowed a tiny wizard whole and he is casting acid splash from the lowest depths of my intestines. Repeatedly but in random intervals. Everything I have eaten in the past 24 hours has done a speed run through the miles of digestive muscle, each time with the goal to beat the last. Every time my guts gurgle and shift I flinch. I clench.

Sleep is so close yet I dare reach for the sandman's comforting embrace. What if I relax?

This thought haunts me as we speak.

I would ask for blessings of good health, however I fear that will fall upon deaf ears as the gods will only cackle and sneer at my vulgar form.

So, goodnight.

But here I am, BBQ sauce on my titties.