hi

i just looked at the time and it’s exactly five years since i met taylor. that’s so crazy to me. five years is not a very long time but it feels like that. anyway she’s literally one of the kindest ppl you could ever meet. and idk why i was so nervous. tbh i was reeealllyy shy and i didn’t think she’d have a positive opinion of me. nothing to do with her.. it’s this fear i always carried at that age that everyone who saw me in my hijab would automatically have their assumptions about me. i guess it’s cause i grew up in a very conservative town with ppl who don’t care but to make sure i felt unwelcomed regardless of my age. but she wasn’t like that. and looking back at it i wish i didn’t feel like that. it kind of held me back from saying things that i wanted to. im just really grateful that she created a space that made me feel comfortable to be in. it was also a day that i was going through a lot at home and just the toxic friends i decided to go with :/ (if you’ve seen that one tiktok video maybe you know the story)... so just opening my phone for the first time that day a few hours before the concert and finding out that i would be meeting her??? that made my entire night. she is such a beautiful person and im really glad i was able to experience what it’s like to meet her. not to mention meeting mama swift beforehand. i just know that’s where taylor gets her compassion from. literally the moment she found out i was sitting alone and apart from my ‘friends’. she didn’t even know the story or why we weren’t sitting with each other but asked me if i wanted to sit by her during the show. and it just made me feel less alone that night. they’ll never know how much it meant to me but it really was one of the few times I felt special because of how i was treated. lmao i was not trying to make this long or deep im just realizing how lucky i was that night because it was not a great year for me then. okay gonna end this very long text post here cus nobody asked for this 😁

with huge noses and over lined lips

I JUST HAD TO CLOSE MY EYES FOR A SECOND AND LIKE……..DIGEST THIS WHA T THE HELL

You know why

They are a terrifying breed of monster, and must be eradicated from the face of the earth, but it’s relieving to know they weren’t born from a place of racial prejudice.

talent: overthinking